After calming down for a while, Feng Feng returned to the ward. Wen Zhouyuan still didn't wake up. She was leaning on the sofa, not even in the mood to drink water.
Near noon, Wen Zhouyuan finally opened his eyes. Feng Feng immediately stood up and came to the hospital bed. Wen Zhouyuan supported the bed and forced his body to sit up.
Feng Feng asked him: "Do you want porridge for lunch?"
Wen Zhouyuan stared at her for a moment, smiled and said, "Okay."
Feng Feng went to the nurse and asked the nurse to help him buy lunch from the canteen.
Wen Zhouyuan's whole body ached. When he sat up to drink porridge, his face was so painful that his hand holding the spoon was trembling slightly.
When Feng Feng saw this scene, her eyes suddenly became sore. She lowered her head and wiped her eyes quickly with her hand.
She considers herself not a sentimental person, and rarely gets emotional about scenes. However, when she sees that the once high-spirited man can't even hold a spoon, she has to lament the cruelty of fate, and the feeling of powerlessness engulfs her, which makes her extremely uncomfortable.
Wen Zhouyuan was a very smart man. Even if Feng Feng didn't say anything to him, he still knew his situation. After taking a few mouthfuls of porridge, he smiled and asked Feng Feng, "Have you notified Bai Zhi?"
Feng Feng updated, "Yes, I have been notified."
Wen Zhouyuan: "Okay."
Feng Feng: "You have a good rest these days."
Wen Zhouyuan: "Does the doctor require me to be hospitalized?"
Feng Feng: "Don't you want to be hospitalized?"
In fact, at this point, it doesn't matter much whether he is hospitalized or not.
As the doctor said, continuing to give him chemotherapy will only make him suffer a little more, and it will not really prolong his life.
Wen Zhouyuan must also know this in his heart.
Wen Zhouyuan: "Well, I want to enjoy my last freedom."
He spoke too calmly, unlike a dying man. He calmly accepted his fate without even a slight struggle.
Feng Feng was so uncomfortable that she could not speak. In the end, Wen Zhouyuan comforted her, "This day will come sooner or later, it doesn't matter."
"I'm very contented." Wen Zhouyuan smiled gently, "I'm very happy that you are willing to accompany me during this period."
Feng Feng's tears finally came down. She covered her mouth and did not cry out.
Feng Feng had a lot of work at hand, so she took a day off and could not delay it any longer. She went to work the next day, but she didn't have a good rest and her condition was not right.
After a whole day, I felt tired and depressed.
Before getting off work, Feng Feng received a call from Lan Lan and asked her to go out to pick out a wedding gift for Lin Mei.
Lin Mei and Xing Zheng's wedding was coming soon. It was supposed to be a time for happy celebrations, but unexpectedly something suddenly happened on Wen Zhouyuan's side.
Feng Feng and Lan Lan made an appointment to meet at the mall, and went to keep the appointment after get off work.
When Feng Feng arrived, Lan Lan was already waiting. Seeing her haggard look, Lan Lan couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong with you? It seems like you haven't slept for several days."
Feng Feng was exhausted. In front of Lan Lan, she could finally relieve herself of her burden.
Feng Feng hugged Lan Lan and rested his head on her shoulder, "The doctor does not recommend that Wen Zhouyuan continue chemotherapy."
Lan Lan's smile froze, "Then... how long does he have?"
"It shouldn't be long." Feng Feng said, "I've thought about this day for a long time, but I didn't expect it to come so quickly."
"Yesterday I watched him eating porridge. He couldn't even hold a spoon steady. It's hard for me to connect him with the Wen Zhouyuan from before." Feng Feng closed his eyes.
Let alone Feng Feng, Lan Lan couldn't connect these two people together. She patted Feng Feng and comforted her softly, "You already have a clear conscience towards him. This is not something we can decide."
Feng Feng and Lan Lan went to choose a wedding gift for Lin Mei, and then went to dinner together.
After being comforted by Lan Lan, Feng Feng's condition improved slightly.
The next day, Bai Zhi arrived in Nanjiang, and Feng Feng took another half-day off, went to the airport to pick up Bai Zhi, and took her to the hospital with him.
Bai Zhi's eyes turned red when she saw Wen Zhouyuan. Feng Feng did not stay any longer and left space for the two of them.
A few days after Bai Zhi arrived, Wen Zhouyuan was discharged from the hospital and returned to live in the house he bought.
Bai Zhi and Wen Mubai accompanied her, and Feng Feng occasionally went over to take a look.
Wen Zhouyuan's condition is getting worse day by day, and he is becoming visibly haggard.
And in a blink of an eye, Lin Mei and Xing Zheng’s wedding has arrived.
As the bridesmaid, Feng Feng inevitably met Shen Su again.
Feng Feng finished answering Bai Zhi's call, turned around and came out, and bumped into Shen Su in the corridor. Shen Su was the best man. He was wearing a dark gray suit, with his hands in his pockets, and was talking on the phone.
Judging from his tone, he was probably talking to Ji Tong.
Shen Su happened to look over at her, and their eyes met. Shen Su only glanced at her and continued on the phone.
"Please spend time with your parents. I will pick you up at the airport the day after tomorrow."
No wonder Ji Tong didn't come with us today. It turned out that he went back to spend time with his parents.
Feng Feng stopped where he was. After Shen Su and Ji Tong finished talking on the phone, he looked at Feng Feng again.
Feng Feng pursed his lips and stopped talking.
Shen Su saw her intention and asked, "Mr. Feng, is something wrong?"
"No." Feng Feng replied with two words, walked around him and left.
Shen Su didn't care much and returned to the lounge to do his own business.
Lin Mei and Xing Zheng's wedding went smoothly. After the ceremony, it was time to eat. The best man and bridesmaid sat at the same table naturally. Opposite Feng Feng happened to be Shen Su. She only had to raise her eyes. , you can see him.
Feng Feng was not very interested, so he did not participate much in their conversation.
Lan Lan knew that she was in a bad state recently and did not disturb her. Feng Feng finished the meal in silence.
There was originally a party in the evening, but Feng Feng did not attend and left early.
Lin Mei was a little worried about Feng Feng's condition, so she asked Lan Lan: "Can she be alone?"
Lan Lan: "Let her be alone. There are some things we can't help with."
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Unconsciously, more than a month passed. On the day Wen Zhou left, there happened to be a heavy rain in Nanjiang.
At night, Bai Zhi discovered that something was wrong with Wen Zhouyuan's condition and immediately sent him to the hospital. After a night of treatment, she was unable to keep him.
Feng Feng experienced a nightmare all night. When he woke up in the morning, he was confused. While brushing his teeth, he received a call from Bai Zhi.
"He's gone." Bai Zhi's tone was quite calm, but if you listen carefully you can still hear the trembling.
Feng Feng froze in his movements, "Where are you now?"
Bai Zhi: "In the hospital, you can take one last look at him when you come."
Needless to say, Bai Zhi already knows what the so-called "not good" refers to. Even if she has been mentally prepared, she will still feel uncomfortable when this day actually comes.
Bai Zhi's voice became more choked up: "I'm going to book a flight now."
Feng Feng: "Okay."
Bai Zhi: "Thank you for your hard work."
Feng Feng: "It doesn't matter. Have a safe trip. I'll wait for you to come over."
After talking to Bai Zhi on the phone, Feng Feng did not return to the ward immediately, but turned around and went to the safe passage.
She stood in front of the window, looking down, her thoughts wandering far away.