During the time when Wen Zhouyuan was ill, Feng Feng had thought of countless ways to say goodbye.
Maybe it was the last time he was in the hospital, watching him being tortured by the disease and leaving in pain, or maybe one day, he suddenly fell down, dying, and told her his last words. She also told herself that by that time, she must not
Cry in front of him so that you won't have to worry about him after he leaves.
But she didn't expect that he left without even saying goodbye in the end.
This is the cruelest way to say goodbye without saying goodbye, and there is no way back.
Wen Zhouyuan had closed his eyes. Even though he was tortured at the end of his life, his face was still graceful. Feng Feng stared at him, and his memories went back and forth, as if he had returned to the time when they first met, when he stood in high spirits.
On the other side, he smiled and said to her, "Nice to meet you."
The past scenes overlapped with the face in front of her, and Feng Feng's tear ducts seemed to have been opened. She squatted in front of the hospital bed, held Wen Zhouyuan's hand, and cried silently.
Everything becomes unimportant at this moment, only sadness is real.
Not long after, the medical staff came to dispose of Wen Zhouyuan's body. One of them said to Feng Feng and Bai Zhi, "The family can discuss when to deal with the posthumous affairs, and someone from the hospital will cooperate."
"Okay, thank you." Bai Zhi replied.
Afterwards, the two of them watched Shen Su's body being pushed out of the ward.
His face was covered with a white cloth, and the scene of the medical staff pushing the stretcher looked like a slow-motion movie.
Bai Zhi patted Feng Feng's shoulder lightly, "Are you okay?"
Feng Feng: "It's okay, thank you."
Bai Zhi: "I should thank you. He asked me to tell you to do what you want to do and don't leave any regrets in life."
Bai Zhi conveyed Wen Zhouyuan's words before leaving to Feng Feng.
After Feng Feng heard this, his chest hurt and he felt so complicated that he didn't know what to say.
She had loved Wen Zhouyuan, and she had also blamed Wen Zhouyuan, but all these feelings were dissipated in the wind as he left.
Bai Zhi was not familiar with Nanjiang, so Feng Feng was mainly responsible for Wen Zhouyuan's funeral affairs.
Wen Zhou was not from Nanjiang. After some discussion, Feng Feng and Bai Zhi decided to cremate him first and then take his ashes to his hometown on the north bank for a funeral there.
In order to deal with Wen Zhouyuan's funeral, Feng Fenghe and his office took half a month's leave.
Shen Su learned about Feng Feng's request for leave from Ji Tong, because their work often overlapped, and Feng Feng had always been dedicated, and suddenly asked for leave for such a long time. Ji Tong was curious and asked a few questions about the person in the office.
People only said that there was something going on in her family, but no further details were revealed.
When Shen Su heard "something happened at home", he immediately thought of Wen Zhouyuan.
That very night, Shen Su received a call from Gu Song.
Gu Song: "Have you heard that Wen Zhouyuan is dead?"
Shen Su: "I haven't heard of it."
But he had already guessed it, so it wasn't surprising.
Furthermore, Wen Zhouyuan's condition did not allow him much time to live, and death would be a matter of time.
Gu Song: "I also heard from Xing Zheng that Feng Feng seemed to have taken his ashes back to the North Bank to hold a funeral for him. His ex-wife and daughter were also there. This relationship is really confusing."
Shen Su: "You called me just to talk about this?"
Gu Song: "Okay, I know you're not interested."
Shen Su hung up the phone, held the phone in his hand and played with it, his thoughts wandering far away. Wen Zhouyuan died, how does Feng Feng feel now?
Will she never look for a man again in the future because of Wen Zhouyuan?
Shen Su smiled lightly. If this was the case, it would not be surprising. She had always been so special to Wen Zhouyuan.
Her affairs had nothing to do with him anymore. Shen Su didn't think about it deeply, put down his phone and went to sleep.
It was probably because I thought of Feng Feng before going to bed. I dreamed of her that night.
In the dream, Feng Feng suddenly came back to look for him. The two were having an affair in the hotel. She bit his ear and said, "I've fallen in love with you." He laughed mockingly.
The content of the dream was so intense that when she woke up in the morning, Shen Su had to take a cold shower, but the images were still lingering in his mind.
In fact, he hadn't thought about Feng Feng for a while. He was very happy to be with Ji Tong, and she could always infect him with her smile.
It's just that Ji Tong is still young and not experienced enough in some aspects, so he can't compare with Feng Feng.
Shen Su poured cold water on his body. After having this idea, he laughed again. He actually subconsciously compared the two women. It was outrageous.
After being showered with cold water for more than half an hour, Shen Su finally calmed down. He knew deeply that the content in the dream was impossible to happen. It was impossible for Feng Feng to like him, let alone come back to find him.
Wen Zhouyuan's funeral arrangements went relatively smoothly. His family had long known about his illness. Although his parents were sad, they still maintained their last dignity.
Feng Feng attended the funeral as a friend of Wen Zhouyuan. After the funeral ceremony, Bai Zhi and Wen Mubai stayed on the north bank to accompany the two elders. Feng Feng flew back to Nanjiang first.
Back in Nanjiang, Feng Feng slept for a whole day, and she didn't wake up until Lan Lan came to find her.
Feng Feng went to open the door for Lan Lan in her pajamas. She was holding a bag of food in her hand. Lan Lan put the things down and stared at Feng Feng for a long time.
Feng Feng smiled at her and said, "I'm fine."
Lan Lan: "I've lost a lot of weight, but I'm still fine. Eat something quickly."
She took out the bread and stuffed it into Feng Feng's hand.
Feng Feng had been lying down all day and was really hungry. She took the bread and started to eat it.
Lan Lan casually asked a few questions about Wen Zhouyuan's funeral, "How are his parents doing?"
Feng Feng: "Well, the mood of the two elders is quite stable."
Lan Lan: "That's good. Where are his ex-wife and daughter? Have they returned to London?"
Feng Feng: "Not yet. I will stay with the two elders for a few days."
Lan Lan: "It's okay, the two elders probably haven't lived with their granddaughter much."
Now that the only son is gone, the only child left behind is the only thing the two elders miss.
Lan Lan stared at Feng Feng for a long time, "What about you?"
Feng Feng: "I'm pretty good too."
She was indeed sad when Wen Zhouyuan left, but after a few days, she was relieved.
Lan Lan: "That's not what I asked."
Feng Feng: "What is that?"
Lan Lan: "Wen Zhou is gone. What about you and Shen Su? Do you want to pursue him?"
Feng Feng stopped eating the bread and suddenly became speechless.
She had indeed told Lan Lan before that she would not consider Shen Su's matter until Wen Zhouyuan's matter was settled.
But when that day came, she still subconsciously wanted to escape.
The first thing that flashed through my mind was Ji Tong's innocent and clear eyes, and Shen Su's thoughtfulness and preference for her...
Even if she really finds the courage to say what she wants to say, so what? Will the status quo change?
Adults will weigh the pros and cons. If she were Shen Su, she would definitely choose Ji Tong without hesitation.
"Maybe Ji Tong is more suitable for him." After a long time, Feng Feng said this.