"That day, after I was kidnapped, Xia Xiaoxue wanted to find a man to destroy me, and there was more than one, but my mother called me in the middle. My mother begged her to let me go. In order to save me, my mother followed Xia Xiaoxue's request and from ten
He jumped from a six-story building."
For her, this incident was like a nightmare. For five years, she often dreamed about that scene, and then was awakened by nightmares. She could not sleep all night long. At that time, she really wished that there was someone by her side.
Man, at that time, she would think of Ning Ziqian, but she would also think of Yan Siming. She would think that she would just marry him. In that case, in
When she was the most lonely and helpless, she would not be alone. Several times, she wanted to take the initiative to ask to be with Yan Siming, but every time after the nightmare, she felt as if she was exhausted, only
My whole body was so tired that I just wanted to rest and didn't want to talk at all. When I woke up again, those thoughts would disappear again.
Xia Mengying thought that she and Yan Siming had no fate after all. Or maybe Yan Siming, who claimed to be a master in love, had never pursued a woman with all his heart, so he could not understand a woman's mind. If at that time, he
If he confesses to himself and asks her to marry him, she may nod. Maybe now, they are really husband and wife. If that is the case, no matter how much she loves Ning Ziqian, she will not get entangled with him. He
It will not be the reason for her divorce.
"Xia Xiaoxue's plan did not succeed. Later, Yan Siming came and I almost aborted the baby because I was so stimulated."
Xia Mengying's tone was calm, but suddenly there was a ticking sound in such a quiet night, and Xia Mengying's tears fell on the back of Ning Ziqian's hand.
Ning Ziqian panicked, but didn't stop him. Those memories were indeed painful. Of course he didn't want Xia Mengying to recall those memories, but her willingness to tell him about the past meant that she was slowly unraveling her knot.
, In that case, their hearts can be closer, but Ning Ziqian couldn't calm down when he saw Xia Mengying like this. He moved the chair and sat down next to her. Xia Mengying hugged him,
She cried in his arms.
"It's all my fault. If it hadn't been for me, my mother wouldn't have died at all!"
Xia Mengying cried sadly as she spoke. Because of this incident, she really regretted and blamed herself. She knew that her mother was not only protecting her, but also the child in her belly and her happiness.
But she was really sad. When she saw Fang Jingyi jumping down from the building without hesitation, the thought of dying came to her mind. At that time, she didn't know how to live at all.
She often thinks of Fang Jingyi's life. In addition to the time when she was an ignorant teenager growing up by her parents and the time when she was engaged in acting, most of her long life since marrying Xia Dahai must have been unfortunate.
, especially because the massive hemorrhage when she was born has already regenerated. To her, the Xia family is a gorgeous cage, and she is firmly locked in it.
Her chain, but she, did not do it well, which made her sad and worried. She felt that she was an unfilial daughter and a bastard. How could she say anything hurtful to such a woman who devoted her life to her?
What about? In the past five years, whenever she thought of Fang Jingyi, she felt extremely regretful. Especially after becoming a mother, she felt even more heartbroken and blamed herself when she thought of the hardships of being a mother.
Mom, she is too bitter and tired in her life. Originally, everything would be better, but because of her, the situation was worse than before.
For a long time after that time, her attitude towards the world can be described as cynical. She has never been calm in her heart. She hates everyone until she jumps to this world and comes to her.
Said, she is her angel, and it is the best gift from God to her, although there are huge grief.
The life of jumping is exchanged by my mother in life.
"Mom is gone, but we are still living. You are her most baby daughter.
Look, she sees how distressed, she will blame herself, blaming her death brings you so much trouble, so much pain. "
Ning Ziqian kept Xia Mengling in her arms tightly, letting her lean on her shoulders.
"Damn, I am also very sad, so I can completely understand your pain. If you miss her, tell me that I can accompany you. If you are sad and sad, I will give you my shoulder to you
Depending on, maybe I can't find it, but as long as you say, my shoulders have always been there, this life, next life, next life, will rely on you. "
What Ning Ziqian said, she could always easily poke her softest group. In fact, she wanted not to do much, just a shoulder that she could rely on at any time.
"Ning Ziqian, you used to say this."
Xia Mengfeng stabbed on Ning Ziqian's shoulder, and his voice was still choking, but it sounded like the soft and soft coquettishness.
"I know, I didn't do it well."
Ning Ziqian sighed, his deep eyes were sad, and the bitterness that could not be said.
"Dreaming, do you know? How much I blame the things that day. After I learned part of the things from Ling Zeyu's mouth, I had the heart that killed him at that time. I think he didn't protect you.
With my entrustment, but in fact, I have not taken care of you. In these years, I have always regretted it. I should not leave you who are pregnant and go to the United States. In these years, you must have worked hard.
When my mood is low, I am not by your side. When I jump, I am not by your side. The jumping body is not good.
Okay, you must be tired. Like your mother, you are a good mother who diligence, and I am not a good dad. "
Xia Mengling was not surprised. Ning Ziqian already knew that jumping was his daughter. She was so smart and even savvy, and it was impossible to notice it.
Xia Mengying is just crying. She is really tired. In five years of accumulation, her physical and mental has long been exhausted. Now, she finally leaned on the arms she wanted.
But it ’s completely different. Even if you have experienced so many things, even if you have a huge grief in your heart, you will still feel at ease.
She admits that she has blame Ning Ziqian and more than once, but what does it have to do with him, it is her, who has taken away his father’s rights, and it is her.
If jumping with him, she believes that he will take care of her wholeheartedly.
[Author’s digression]: ps: My eyes hurt, I’m terribly sleepy, I can’t bear it anymore, good night first.