Xia Mengyu felt that her escape seemed to miss a lot of happiness, because the gully between her and Ning Ziqian became deeper and deeper.
The tangles and contradictions these days are like the floods of the dyke, which can almost overwhelm her.
At this moment, Xia Mengling is extremely fragile, especially her heart, as if it is a fragile glass. When it hit, it will fall into fragments.
"I'm really grateful for you to have a jump in desperate at the beginning. Thank you, but I am willing to come back and return to my side, do you know? When I saw you in KTV that night, I was really excited. I felt
It's like dreaming, I don't deliberately make you angry. I am afraid that you will leave. At that time, I will be alone. It ’s really difficult to have you. I’ m really scared. The last time I was.
It is five years to leave. I don’t know how long this time it will be. I worry that I will become a filial son and grandchildren, but if I live up to my grandparents, I will live up to you. I dare not get married.
If you dare not, I worry, if you are back, if I am with other women, what should I do? You must not forgive me. "
Xia Mengling listened, but only felt distressed. In these years, she and Ning Ziqian were two of them.
She knew that she was scared in her heart, and was afraid that she was afraid of receiving him to get married with other women. Yan Siming was really good, but her subconscious had been rejection of resistance. In fact, she was not rejected by this person.
It is because he wants to get love from himself. Xia Mengyu feels that sometimes, many of her thoughts are really childish. After she fell in love with Ning Ziqian, even if she felt it was impossible with him,
I still don't want to contact too much with other men. They all say that the best way to forget a relationship of love is to carry out a new relationship, but she never wants to change her relationship with Ning Ziqian to Ning Ziqian to
Even if the thoughts on others hate that man, but she still wants to love only this man, she has never tried to change it at all.
"I know that I don't do well enough, so dreams, you have to give me another chance. In that case, I can do better and better, can I stay?"
Ning Ziqian looked down and looked at Xia Mengyu seriously, "No matter you agree, I will not let you go!"
Ningning Ziqian saw Xia Mengling not answering him. Seeing her tears on her face, she reached out and wiped it. When she bowed her head, she had to kiss Xia Mengyu.
Ning Ziqian's face pushed away, "I'm still thinking, don't think about it, don't kiss me, always take advantage of me."
Xia Meng murmured her mouth. She really felt that the world was crazy. When she remembered the things of this incident, she felt like a joke, or a mistake.
Ning Ziqian, maybe it is destined.
When she left, her heart was ashamed. Of course, she really had hope in her heart, but she knew in her heart that if Ning Ziqian came to find herself at that time, she would not hear his explanation at all, because she couldn't listen to it.
She should still leave, because she really doesn't know how to get along with Ning Ziqian. She can't face it. In five years, she has changed her thoughts unknowingly.
People must follow her heart, and her heart, whether it was before or now, was on Ning Ziqian.
She did n’t have to return to China for a long time. She could feel that Ning Ziqian changed. In the past, he would not be like this. Perhaps, he really experienced losing, afraid of fear.
"Grandpa and grandma know what I am back?"
In this kind of Ning Ziqian, Xia Mengyu did not know how to refuse. She did not refuse the courage. In her affairs, Xia Mengliang felt that she was so dragged like that, and hesitant.
She wanted to take it in her heart, but she dared not dare, she was scared, and the matter has passed five years, but the pain has not passed. Until today, she can see that the wound is still bleeding.
Then, then
She doesn't know how deep her feelings for Ning Ziqian, but after falling in love with such a man, and with her unforgettable sweet time, other men, even if they are excellent, as long as they want to have them, as long as they think of them, they need to think of them with them.
Living together, I still feel uncomfortable. Anyway, it is all kinds of reluctance in my heart, and it is very exclusive.
The best and most correct time of young and young, after meeting such a person, all people after him will become a general. For a long time, Xia Mengling is a person who is very resistant to rejection. If one day, one day
She suddenly compromised because of two, not to avoid this man, or to jump a complete and happy family.
She doesn't know how deep Yan Siming's feelings for herself, but this time he let herself back, it must have accumulated a lot of courage. She is not the kind of person who is completely heartless.
For her sincerity, she can feel that everything he did this time was standing at her position and thinking for her.
He said yes. In the past five years, he, Ning Ziqian and herself, the three of them, no one is happy. She and Ning Ziqian have suffered in pain.
She has always been in France. Such a situation will never change.
In the end, she should always have a choice, and no matter what the result is, she will not have any resentment to Yan Siming.
It ’s all offset over the years, and all his efforts have been offset. Moreover, with Ye Shiqian's person, even if there is no Yan Siming, she will still want to design herself in another way.
He appeared at the moment of her most critical and most needed and most needed, but at that time he was the only life -saving straw she could catch, so she could not resent. He was different from Ning Ziqian.
Because there is no such deep love, there will be no hate anyway.
"I haven't told them yet."
Xia Mengling sucked her nose and wiped her tears. Ning Ziqian was cautious, and she could easily cause her feelings to feel anxious.
"Give them a call. If they know the existence of jumping, they will definitely be very happy. If you have nothing, you can take a jump back to see the grandparents."
As for her, whether it is Li Yun or Ning Feng Yang, especially Ning Fengyang, she doesn't want to see it at all.
Ning Ziqian saw that Xia Mengyu didn't mean to go back with him. He was lost in his heart, but he was released soon, and Meng Hing was willing to tell his grandparents that they came back.
After all, the previous things have caused a great gap to each other. It is normal for her not to go back. He is still unwilling to see Ning Fengyang and Li Yun, let alone her.
She is unwilling to go back. He can let them come to S City. Grandpa's body is estimated to be a bit difficult, but grandma is still okay.