Zuo Li should be happy when she heard that Gu Yuanzheng was willing to go back with her.
But looking at Gu Yuanzheng's expression, she couldn't be happy.
He didn't look happy.
But he didn't seem unhappy either.
The Yuan Zheng of the past seemed to have always been like this.
At first glance, he looks cold and arrogant, not very talkative, and looks like Hong is not easy to get close to.
But when you get along with him, you will find that he is a very careful person.
When you talk to him, he will listen attentively.
Those deep eyes will stare at you.
It's like a mountain spring, cool but not offensive at all.
He makes people less worried.
Even Zuo Li himself seemed to care more about the other three children.
"Not going back..."
Zuo Li paused as soon as he opened his mouth.
Her voice was very hoarse.
When he raised his hand and touched it, he found that his face was also covered with tears.
She actually cried.
For Gu Yuanzheng.
She picked up Gu Yuanzheng's handkerchief and wiped her tears.
"Why are you going back? Stay here first."
Gu Yuanzheng's eyes showed confusion, subconsciously thinking that Zuo Li was angry.
He frowned and explained, "Aunt Zuo, I have no objection to you. This time I was too willful. Don't be angry."
Hearing Gu Yuanzheng's apology, Zuo Li felt even more uncomfortable.
The tears flowed more violently.
"Why are you apologizing? You didn't do anything wrong!"
Zuo Li walked over and suddenly hugged him, "Besides, you are still a child. Even if you do something wrong, you can still be willful."
Can... be willful?
Gu Yuanzheng was stunned for a moment. After he realized that he was being held in Zuo Li's arms, he looked stunned again and was speechless for a long time.
He...doesn't reject this hug.
He closed his eyes and whispered: "I am the eldest brother and the eldest son. I have no right to be willful."
The voice was very soft and seemed aggrieved.
This grievance was noticed by Gu Yuanzheng, and he was shocked.
"Who told you this in Tama?! If anyone says that in the future, just tell them! You are still a child in Tama!"
Zuo Li shed more tears.
She didn't know why she was crying!
But right now I just want to cry!
She felt wronged for Gu Yuanzheng.
"Remember! You can do whatever you want! As long as you don't break the law or commit any crime, you can do it!
What's wrong with you being the eldest son? You just came out a little earlier than the second and third eldest son.
Maybe the nurse made a mistake, and you might be the one born later.
Just stay here and let Gu Feichen take you back! If he doesn't agree, tell him that you won't go back!"
Zuo Li let him go and sat next to him, "Just listen to me."
Gu Yuanzheng looked at the expression on Zuo Li's face and was extremely sure.
She is serious.
This made Gu Yuanzheng not know what to say.
Because since he was a child, this is the first time someone has protected him.
I still don't distinguish between right and wrong, I just stand by him.
It's actually not that bad.
Grandpa also sent people to take care of their brothers before.
The aunt who takes care of him and the teacher who gives him tutoring are very good.
But they always say that he is the boss.
It's right for him to be smarter than his younger siblings, it's right for him to let his younger siblings go, and it's right for him to suffer some grievances.
But Zuo Li defended his shortcomings for no reason.
"Aunt Zuo..."
Gu Yuanzheng didn't know what to say, but his eyes turned red for the first time in front of Zuo Li.
However, he wanted to tell Zuo Li some of his thoughts.
Probably because it has been suppressed for too long.
If you don't find someone to talk to, you will soon go crazy.
"I actually sympathize with Lin Daniu, not just him.
His life, ever since his sister Lin Miaomiao disappeared, was no longer his.
Even when he died in the end, it seemed that he had to die because Lin Miaomiao died.
At that moment, I felt that I was very similar to him.
Because I am the boss of the Gu family, I will most likely be the one who calls the shots in the future.
Just like, my dad asked me to go to the hospital that day, not Ji Xing, Suiyang and the others.
I knew that he wanted to train me. He did not put me in danger and sent many bodyguards to protect me.
At the same time, I felt like a puppet on strings, being manipulated by others. At the same time, I was glad that I was the one who experienced this, not Ji Xing or Suiyang."
Gu Yuan had a confused look on his face, "It's like when I was a kid, I fell into the water and was made things difficult and bullied.
I'm glad it's not my younger siblings who have to go through this."
The more Gu Yuanzheng talked, the harder Zuo Li cried.
She is not a person who is very tearful, but now she is even more tearful.
She was a little sad that she couldn't understand more about his suffering.
Damn it!
She clearly knew that each of them had hidden pain.
Why did you ignore Gu Yuanzheng?
Sure enough, she is not a qualified mother.
When Gu Yuanzheng saw Zuo Li like this, his eyebrows became softer.
"Aunt Zuo, don't cry. I'm actually not that wronged."
Gu Yuanzheng took the handkerchief and took the initiative to wipe the stepmother's tears.
He didn't have any blasphemous intentions, but was just gentle.
What he didn't actually say was that he accepted Zuo Li's existence faster than his other younger siblings.
Why?
Because he felt that their Gu family was like an old, decayed world.
The appearance of Zuo Li added some color to this gray world.
Zuo Li suddenly took his hand and said, "Yuan Zheng, is there anywhere you want to go?!"
"What?"
Gu Yuanzheng didn't know why this stepmother's thinking changed so quickly.
He could even see the bright light bursting out of her eyes.
"I want to take you to a place called Yuping Town!"
Gu Yuanzheng didn't understand, "Is there anything special there?"
The most special thing there is that there is a miracle doctor!
Zuo Li originally wanted to wait until the plot started to go to Yuping Town.
That way you might very well meet the miracle doctor she created.
But now, she can't wait any longer!
Such a good child, she wanted him to get well soon.
Besides, even if you really can’t find it, you can still treat it as a tourist.
"We won't take Mr. Gu with us, but will come with your brothers. Yuping Town is not far from Sunshine City. It only takes seven or eight hours to drive. It's very close. We can come back at any time."
Naturally, Gu Yuanzheng didn't know that there was a miracle doctor in Yuping Town.
She thought Zuo Li suggested this because she wanted to make him happy.
He felt very warm in his heart.
So much so that he would never refuse Zuo Li.
He said: "Actually, I don't think it's fun to stay in the city this summer. It's good to go to Yuping Town.
I heard that there is a waterfall flowing down three thousand feet in Yuping Town, and a very large lotus pond, which is a suitable place to escape the summer heat."
Ah? Are there those?
Zuo Li really forgot about it and didn’t really understand it.
But he said: "Yes!"
Zuo Li stood up and said.
"I'll go back and pack my luggage now, and we'll go there tomorrow."
Zuo Lifeng left in a hurry, without even taking the food box and tableware.
Maybe he didn't forget to take it, but he didn't prepare to take it when he saw that Gu Yuanzheng hadn't finished eating yet.
Gu Yuanzheng thought and smiled.
He picked up the chopsticks again and ate the food.
This time, he felt the delicious taste blooming on his taste buds.
"What happened to my sister-in-law? She left in a hurry. It looked like she had been crying.
Gu Yuanzheng, are you bullying your sister-in-law?"
Gu Feibai leaned against the door and did not enter the room.
In fact, I dare not enter.
Few people know that Gu Yuanzheng has a strong desire for control.
Normal people are not allowed to enter your own room.
Although Gu Feibai asked questions, he did not feel that Zuo Li was being bullied.
While his tone was joking, his eyes were sharp.
Gu Yuanzheng didn't even raise his head: "Little uncle, when there are people around, you still have to set boundaries. Aunt Zuo, she is my father's wife."
Gu Fei's white eyebrows and his heart skipped a beat, and he shook his hands, "Good guy, I haven't confiscated your medical fees and accommodation fees these days, and you just talk to me like this.
Besides, it’s possible that I didn’t know that my sister-in-law is my brother’s woman. My name for her is sister-in-law.”
Gu Yuanzheng finally finished these few dishes, feeling a little satisfied.
He rarely eats enough.
He wiped the corners of his mouth gracefully, "Have the results come out? What's wrong with me?"
Mentioning this matter, Gu Feibai also frowned.
He even walked into Gu Yuanzheng's room unconsciously and sat across from him,
Seeing his actions, Gu Yuanzheng frowned.
He really doesn't like his private domain being intruded upon by others.
Even though this is Gu Feibai's house, he is just a renter.
Fortunately, he wanted to know his condition now, so he didn't directly ask people away.
"Actually, the results came out very early, but I was not sure, so I asked a senior brother of mine in China for advice, and he recently gave me a reply.
Yuan Zheng, you have a strong spirit of self-sacrifice, which can be understood as your willingness to wrong yourself for the sake of people and things you care about.
In other words, you are a self-giving personality."
Gu Yuanzheng: "Isn't this a good thing?"
"What a bullshit good thing! It's okay for a normal self-sacrifice personality. But you also have a serious tendency to be exclusive and destructive."
"What's the meaning?"
"Simply put, you suppress yourself too much. Once you reach your limit, you are likely to destroy something.
This kind of personality, coupled with self-sacrifice, is like a dynamite barrel that may explode at any time.
Yuan Zheng, didn’t you realize it yourself?”
Gu Feibai's tone was serious.
He originally thought that among the brothers and sisters in the Gu family, Gu Yuanzheng was considered a normal person.
Good guy, this person turns out to be the most dangerous person.
"Is that all?" Gu Yuanzheng was still very calm.
"That's all?! What else do you want? Damn! Are you still so calm?"
"Of course you are calm." Gu Yuanzheng looked calm, "If I didn't notice, how could I take the initiative to come to you, little uncle?"
Gu Feibai patted his forehead, "Yes, I'm really stupid.
Yuan Zheng, in your case, you must receive psychiatric treatment."
"No need." Gu Yuanzheng's voice was calm, "I can suppress negative emotions, little uncle, everyone has good and evil thoughts.
I don’t know where I read a sentence, both humans and animals belong to the animal family, so why do humans dominate the world?
That's because people can control various desires.
And I can, too."
Gu Feibai wanted to say that if people could really control themselves, there wouldn't be so many criminals.
But looking at Gu Yuanzheng's eyes, he pursed his lips.