In fact, if you think about it carefully, the way Xu Nuo and I met was an accident.
She asked me to use WeChat for no reason, and it was only because I was lonely that I could chat with her.
It’s not that the promise is unimportant in my mind, because I was already alone at that time. The appearance of the promise was like a beam of light suddenly shining in a dark cage, giving me a little idea of my future life.
Some hope.
It can be said that if there was no promise, I would probably not be able to persist.
It’s just that at first I couldn’t figure out why she wanted me, the gatekeeper of the dormitory, to ask for WeChat, but as time went by, I gradually understood what Xu Nuo meant.
She must have a crush on me.
After all, she looks very good, and her personality is very rare in our Northeast. There must be a lot of people chasing her. If not for this, how could she come to play with me?
But the problem is, I don't have the kind of feelings between a man and a woman towards her.
Especially when we first met, I was in a state of confusion all day long and could hardly save my life. I couldn't think of falling in love.
It's even more impossible now. I already know that I have a girlfriend, and she is still lying in the coffin waiting for me. If I want to fall in love again, wouldn't it be cheating? I really can't do this.
So after hearing Xu Nuo's words, I felt somewhat guilty, but more importantly, I was embarrassed.
She didn't confess directly, but her meaning was pretty much the same. I have no doubt that if I tell Xu Nuo now that I like you, let's get along. Maybe I'll have a girlfriend today.
But I really can't do this, because from the beginning to now, I have always regarded her as a friend.
It's just that the relationship between the two of us is going to change from today on.
Xu Nuo has a straightforward temperament, and her emotions come and go quickly. I was still worried, but she took the initiative to get out of my arms.
Then she took out a pack of tissues from her pocket, wiped her tears, raised her head and looked at me and said, "I've finished saying what I want to say. If there's nothing else, I'll leave first. Your girlfriend will be back soon."
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I helplessly told her no, where did I get my girlfriend? Did you introduce her to me?
Just ask me if you promise, who was the girl you were with last night? I said she was a friend.
Then she said "friend" in a weird way. Who knows if that's your friend or a casual friend.
I frowned and asked her: "What are you doing here?"
She didn't answer, but asked me again, did she spend the night at your house last night?
This question made me stunned for two seconds, but I didn't want to lie, so I could only nod and say yes, she stayed at my house last night, but we didn't live in the same room.
But as soon as I said these words, I felt very awkward.
Looking at her current expression, and thinking about her submissive tone, does it feel like she is acting out a scene where she is asking her boyfriend whether he is cheating on her?
I was about to say something to break the current atmosphere, but I saw Xunuo pointing to the bed in the second bedroom, glaring at me and saying, "Gu Yan, you are lying to a fool, right? If she wasn't your girlfriend, why would she be at your home?"
Wearing this kind of clothes?”
I was stunned for two seconds, turned around and looked in the direction of her finger, and found that the pajamas Qingqing wore last night were still lying on the bed!
Then Xu Nuo walked over and picked up the pajamas, looked at them carefully, and then snorted coldly and said: "It's quite revealing. I'm embarrassed to wear this kind of clothes. You still say that you two have nothing to do with each other?"
I felt uncomfortable at that time.
She also cursed Qingqing secretly in her heart, and even suspected that she left her pajamas on the bed on purpose, because she had folded the quilt neatly, wouldn't it be convenient to put away her pajamas?
What makes me even more uncomfortable is the current atmosphere. The roles we play in this situation are no different from the husband and wife, except that the plot is a bit embarrassing.
This is clearly the story of a wife who went back to her parents' house for a day, only to find a strange woman's underwear on the bed when she got home. Damn it, if this happened, it would be the beginning of a novel.
In fact, I also understand in my heart that if I openly admit it now and tell Xu Nuo that Qingqing is my girlfriend, we slept together last night, and she wore these clothes on purpose last night to please me, as long as I say this
When I spoke out, I promised that I would scold me and then turn around and leave. This bad relationship between us would be completely over.
But I just can't do it, partly because I'm not willing to do it. I really want to do something, but Qingqing and I didn't do anything at all. Why should she let her accuse me so unjustly?
And because of Xu Nuo’s attitude towards me, even if I plan to end this bad relationship with her, I don’t want her to think I’m an old pervert!
So I suppressed the nausea as if I had eaten a fly, pointed at my bedroom door and started to explain to Xunuo.
I said that the quilt in my room has not been folded yet. Take a look for yourself. If we slept together last night, why did she take off her pajamas in this room?
Besides, we are friends from the beginning, and there is no messy relationship. If you don’t believe it, just sit here and wait. When she comes back in the evening, let her explain it to you. Anyway, I haven’t done anything and my heart is open. You can think whatever you like!
After saying this, I snorted, sat down on the sofa, lit a cigarette, and smoked silently where I sat without looking at her.
At that time, I thought to myself, just leave if I promise to love her. Anyway, I have explained everything I need to explain, so I can save some worries if she leaves.
I woke up at that time. Xunuo and I had not known each other for long, and even if she had a crush on me, it wasn't too deep, so the long-term pain was better than the short-term pain. It would also be irresponsible for her to continue to be entangled like this.
But what surprised me was that Xu Nuo didn't leave this time, nor did he say anything.
She just stood there quietly, looking at me without saying a word. When I almost finished smoking the cigarette in my hand, she slowly walked to me and sat down, took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and gave it to me.
It ignited itself.
Then she exhaled a puff of smoke, turned to look at me and said, "Actually, I believe what you said, but when I think about that woman sleeping at your house all night, I'm just jealous, and I just want to make you angry on purpose."
It's over.
When she said this, my heart suddenly sank. If what she said just now was just because of her excitement, then what she said now really showed her current attitude completely.
I didn't know what to say, so I could only stay silent and wait for what she would say next.
I felt quite panicked, so I stretched out my hand tremblingly, took out another cigarette from the box and lit it.
However, Xu promised not to continue on this topic.
I just heard her ask me: "Gu Yan, can you tell me why you didn't look for me after going out for so many days?"