To be honest, I am not so afraid of ghosts now, but I have a bit of PTSD about feelings.
I was really afraid of promising to confess to me, and I didn’t know how to answer. In my short memory of just a few years, I had no knowledge in this area, and I had never experienced such a scene.
Fortunately, Xu promised not to continue talking, which made me feel a little relieved.
But her question is quite pointed. I can't tell her that the reason why I didn't reply to your message and still talked to you with that attitude is because your brother-in-law asked me to stay away from you, right?
If I really said that, with my promise character, she would definitely ask me why, but I couldn't tell her what happened to me.
What else can you say? Even if it is edited now, it is too late!
And I promise that I will definitely find Xu Mingyang to fight with me, and maybe I will scold him or something. If Xu Mingyang comes to me, it will be another troublesome thing.
So I hesitated for a long time and thought about many reasons, but finally decided to let this matter go.
I told Xu Nuo that the reason why I didn’t come to you was because I had something to do, or something that was life-related. I can’t tell you what it is, but it’s definitely not what you think. What’s bothering you, what’s new.
Having a girlfriend has nothing to do with any of this, don’t get me wrong.
Then I turned my head and looked at her and said, if you believe me, don't come to me for a while. I don't even know whether I can save my life now, and I don't want to involve you.
Let's wait for a while. If I'm lucky and can solve this matter, then you can come to me anytime and do whatever you want with me. But during this time, you really shouldn't get along with me. Really
Quite dangerous.
After saying this, I sighed and leaned back on the sofa, that pessimistic mood welling up again.
This feeling of not being able to control one's own destiny is really sad. Even when making friends, I have to be careful. My only two friends are Xu Nuo and Wu Hao. Now I wish they could stay away from me, for fear of involving them.
Come in.
If it weren't for the fact that I was a loser and had no support, I wouldn't even want to bother Qingqing. After all, I could see during this trip to Mount Tai that He Weimin and the others were definitely not that simple. If they were serious, Qingqing wouldn't be able to deal with them either.
This pessimistic mood made me so weak that my whole body collapsed into a puddle of mud. I went to the sofa like a dead dog and even lost the strength to speak.
I didn't look at Xu Nuo's expression, and I didn't know what her reaction was now.
But after two minutes, Xu Nuo also put out the cigarette in his hand, leaned over the sofa and asked me: "Is it because of school?"
I was quite confused, so I just said 'hmm'.
Then I heard Xu Nuo say: "After I contacted you that day, I went to find out about my close classmates and asked them if they knew the seniors from the 16th class.
In the end, I actually found one, who works in our city hospital, and she happened to be the roommate of Shen Mengying.
I invited the senior sister to have a meal, and then she told me that Shen Mengying had a boyfriend named Gu Yan, who went to school in the provincial capital, and her family was in good condition. She used to invite them to dinner, sing, and go out for fun. I heard that they were both engaged.
Unfortunately, something happened to Shen Mengying later, and her boyfriend has not heard from her since. Even her WeChat Moments have not posted any updates for several years.
They all felt that Gu Yan was stimulated and wanted to delete all memories about Shen Mengying and planned to use WeChat to start over, but I felt that her boyfriend must have lost his memory."
After saying that, she leaned into my ear and asked softly: "Are you Shen Mengying's boyfriend?"
As early as when she mentioned Yingying, I had already opened my eyes and looked at her with that shocked look.
After she finished saying all these words, I was even more shocked. I wondered how hard the promised relationship was? How could she find out so much information based on just one name?
I originally wanted to ask her why she wanted to inquire about this, but when she got closer, I realized that the emotions in Xu Nuo's eyes were particularly complicated.
The answer is obvious, so there is no need for me to ask knowingly.
I just sighed and nodded, and told Xunuo that I actually only found out about this a few days ago. I didn't expect that you would find out. You are really awesome.
Xu Nuo did not answer the question, but asked me again: "You know she is a ghost, right?"
I still nodded.
Because there is no need to hide this matter from her. Although Xu Nuo doesn’t know what I have been through, she is not stupid. I have been tracking Yingying’s whereabouts during that time, and she can guess the reason with her toes.
But I really didn't know the purpose of Xu Nuo's words, so I just looked at her blankly.
Then I heard Xu Nuo say, Gu Yan, I don't know what happened to you, but you must not carry it alone. If you really encounter difficult problems that cannot be solved, you must tell me.
If it really doesn't work, I still have my uncle. Maybe there is a misunderstanding between you two. He has been preventing me from contacting you, but if I insist, he will definitely help you.
Also, Shen Mengying is dead, so stop being obsessed with her. If you see her again, you must stay away from her. After all, people and ghosts live in different paths. No one knows whether she will harm you or not. Maybe she is still thinking about you. You, I want you to go down with her.
Promise me that you will pay attention to safety at all times, okay?
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I could tell Xu Nuo was really thinking about me, but her words made me dumbfounded.
I knew she had misunderstood and thought Yingying was pestering me, but I couldn't let go and wanted to have an affair with her.
After all, she knew too little. Based on the current situation, this conclusion was not unfounded.
But I also breathed a sigh of relief in my heart. The more I know, the more dangerous it is. If she really thinks so, it's good. I can use this reason to keep her away for a while.
So I nodded and told Xunuo that I understood. This time I went to another place to ask for help from an expert. The expert also gave me some advice. The matter should be solved after a while, but like I said, You'd better stay away from me first and wait until I finish solving this matter. After all, you are not like my uncle who knows everything. Not only will you not be able to help me, but you will be in danger yourself.
"I understand, I have no intention of looking for you during this time. I told you that I just came to see you this time."
Xu Nuo also sighed, then raised his head and asked me: "By the way, the Chinese New Year will be in half a month. How do you plan to spend this year?"