Chapter 54 One side is dark and the other side is sunny (9)
Is it self-pity?
Are you starting to get tired of studying?
Is he withdrawn and autistic?
Or are you on the road to self-denial never to return?
In fact, to be honest, even she herself can’t tell the difference. Maybe there is only one of them, or maybe they are all!
Who knows?
In short, after she was discharged from the hospital, she started to drop out of school. For more than a year, she just stayed at home and didn't go anywhere. No matter what she wanted to do, Hao's father and Hao's mother never said half a word.
No, just let her go until the day she takes the primary school graduation exam...
Recalling that time, when she was promoted from primary school to junior high school, she could stay in the same school directly without having to worry so much about her grades, but she chose another school instead. Perhaps the shadow was too deep, or the obsession was too deep, which made her no longer want to stay here.
I'm afraid that one day it will happen again.
And she no longer has the energy to face it again...
Far away from the old place, in the same city, the distance between the north and south of the city is just right!
Perhaps as time goes by, she will stop having nightmares and gradually forget what she should forget...
It's a pity that things didn't go as expected. I originally thought it was a coincidence. It was just that I was not very lucky and did something wrong, so I was targeted by those people. In the end, I found out that it was not the case!
Yes, there are so many accidents in this world. No matter how many accidents there are, they are not worth the man-made effort!
Hao Tianzhen looked up at the night sky. There were no stars in the night sky tonight. Even the moon hid in the clouds and refused to come out. Just like when she saw someone she didn't want to see again, it once again scratched the deepest part of her heart.
Dripping with blood!
It was as unexpected as it was today, but after encountering it, I was shocked to realize that it was so!
Since entering junior high school, she no longer wants to take the initiative to make friends. Although she no longer rejects people, she is used to living alone. During holidays, except for the required guqin lessons, she spends the rest of her time alone.
At home, I am either studying or practicing piano and dancing, and the rest of the time is spent in a daze...
Father Hao and Mother Hao all saw the change in their daughter. Even though they were anxious, they did not dare to seek medical treatment for a sudden illness, for fear that it would backfire and harm their daughter!
On that day during the summer vacation, Hao's mother finally persuaded her daughter to let her go out for a walk, but she didn't expect that going out this time was exactly the opposite of her wish...
The two went out together, walked through the pedestrian street, and came to the shopping mall. After several hours, Hao's mother was still happy that her daughter was finally willing to walk out slowly step by step. This was a good thing. She was so happy that she waved her hand and decided to do well.
Reward your daughter with rewards. When you see something that suits you, whether it is clothes, shoes, accessories or stuffed animals, in short, as long as your daughter likes it or takes a second look, don’t care about anything, just buy it, just for your daughter.
Be happy!
At the end of the day, the mother and daughter gained a lot. They went shopping until the evening. They both forgot about Hao's father who was waiting "hard" at home. It was rare for the two of them to be alone happily, so they decided to eat dinner outside and not go back.
I called Hao’s father and asked him to help himself, then hung up!
After choosing a specialty restaurant and ordering the meal, Hao's mother went to the bathroom, while Hao Tianzhen stayed at her seat to wait for her meal.
To be honest, after a day of shopping, she was really tired. It would be great if she could sit down and rest, so now she is basically lying on the table. She is just a child, so it doesn't matter.
Someone will say something, so I will do whatever I want.
The design of this restaurant is full of pastoral style, with elegant tones and a small and fresh tone. There are fence-like partitions between each table, which not only reflects the overall design style of the restaurant, but also carefully protects the privacy of guests.
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And on the table behind Hao Tianzhen, there came two familiar voices, which were also the voices that were the most profound in her memory and the ones she wanted to escape from.
"Qianqian, have you eaten? It's almost time, the movie is about to start..."
"Auntie, we still have half an hour left, what's the rush?"
"You! You have almost graduated from high school, why are you still acting like a child..."
"Aren't I just a child in front of my aunt!"
"It's your sweet mouth!"
"Auntie, it's been two years since that incident. Can you tell me the reason now?"
"The reason is not important. What is important is that you have to remember that neither mother nor daughter are good people, nor are they economical. Just look at my aunt and you will know..."
"Well, I remember! It's a pity. I don't know why the police got involved in the end. Otherwise, I wouldn't have let that stinky girl go so easily. If I can't deal with the big one, I can't deal with the little one too? No matter what, I have to let my aunt
You just have to vent your anger..."
Zhang Yu looked at the niece who looked most like her in front of her and showed a happy smile. Finally, her love for her was not in vain!
There were some things that were inconvenient for her to do, so she felt relieved to leave them to her niece. Thinking about the gap between her and Hao's mother, they left the song and dance troupe together. They could start over again in a glorious way, but she could only be in the small dance troupe.
Struggling so hard, how could she be willing to do this?
"Okay, Qianqian! You have done a good job..."
"Hehe... who made me and you the closest?"
"..."
Hao Tianzhen couldn't hear the rest of what they said. His hands and feet were cold and he was dizzy. It turned out that everything was not accidental, but deliberate!
She didn't dare to look back, didn't dare to confirm, she was afraid of putting her thoughts into practice!
How should she face it then?
But in the end she looked back, only to find that the seat was empty and the person had left. If it weren't for the dishes left on the table, it would have seemed like what she just heard was an illusion!
When Hao's mother came back from the bathroom and saw her daughter's eyes were dull, she asked blankly and concernedly, "Zhenzhen, what's wrong? You don't feel good? Just say it if you feel uncomfortable, and we'll pack it up and go home to eat..."
"Mom, I'm fine! I'm just too tired from shopping today!"
Hao Tianzhen subconsciously chose to hide it. Although she still didn't quite understand why she made this choice subconsciously, she knew that she didn't want to worry her parents anymore. Since that matter has passed, let it go!
Why mention it again?
How could she not see through the daughter she gave birth to? Her emotions were all shown on her face, but she didn't want to say it, and Mother Hao couldn't force her. Seeing that the meals they ordered had arrived, she didn't say anything more.
"Tired? Then eat quickly! Let's go home after eating and have a good rest!"
"Yeah!" Hao Tianzhen picked up the chopsticks and ate under the watchful eyes of Hao's mother. No matter how delicious the dishes were, they all tasted the same in front of her at this time, like chewing wax and difficult to swallow!
She couldn't remember exactly how she got home after leaving the restaurant that day. She only knew that the previous conversation between the two people echoed over and over in her mind, and she had another nightmare...