Chapter 539 Do you want me to go in and wash for you?
Su Mi's already hot face became dry again, but she still obeyed his wishes: "Second uncle."
He couldn't help but lean down and pecked her soft, white and delicate pink cheeks: "Do you want me to go in and wash it for you?"
Is this person going to open a dyeing workshop just by giving him some color? She quickly lowered her head: "No need." She hugged the clothes and went in.
Huo Shenxiu bent his eyes, watched her close the bathroom door, and first called Su Jinhang on his mobile phone to report that he was safe.
When Su Jinhang learned that the two had met and that Mimi had nothing to do, he breathed a sigh of relief and asked what Mimi was doing to find him.
Huo Shenxiu wanted to protect Su Mi's dignity, but how could he be so careful? Could it be that your sister flew to Jingzhou just to have a child with him?
Besides, Xiao Subao may not have a recurrence of his old illness now, and he doesn’t want to bring it out and make one more person worry.
He just said lightly: "It's nothing. Xiao Subao was suddenly hospitalized this time. Her illness was sudden, which made her a little anxious and confused."
Su Jinhang didn't say anything else. Mimi had gradually softened towards Huo Shenxiu recently, and he, as his elder brother, also saw it.
I just didn't expect that I would be so anxious that I would run to Huo Shenxiu for comfort.
After hanging up the phone, Huo Shenxiu remembered that Su Mi said her phone was broken. He took a look at the small bag she was carrying, took out her phone and tried it for her.
As expected, it has been completely broken and is no longer worth repairing.
He placed an order for her and bought the latest mobile phone, which he would deliver later via same-day express delivery for her convenience.
Then, he put her broken mobile phone back into the bag, but accidentally brought something out with his fingers and dropped it on the carpet.
Picked it up, it was a white medicine bottle.
The drug names above look a bit familiar.
Although he has never taken this kind of medicine himself, it is not unfamiliar to him at all.
Because, adoptive mother Pei Suqing once ate it.
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In the bathroom, Su Mi finished taking a shower and changed into new clothes. She walked out and saw Huo Shenxiu sitting on the sofa. She was lost in thoughts and didn't know what she was thinking about. She walked over and was about to speak, but she saw clearly that he was holding something in his fingertips.
There was a white medicine bottle, and he suddenly became excited and stood still.
That's her antidepressant.
She was afraid that her depression would break out at any time, so she brought her with her to Jingzhou, but she didn't expect to be discovered by him.
This was a scar she had never thought of mentioning to him.
If possible, I don't want him to know for the rest of my life.
When Huo Shenxiu saw her coming out, his eyes wandered for a moment before concentrating. He stood up with a long body, raised the bottle in his hand, and said in a slightly unsteady voice:
"Are you eating this?"
She pulled back from her thoughts and hurriedly took a few steps over to grab the medicine bottle:
"...No, I prescribed the medicine for others..."
Huo Shenxiu tilted his hand and looked at her coldly as she made up a lie that even a primary school student would not believe: "The medicine bottle has been opened, how could it be opened for someone else?"
Su Mi's face changed, but she still argued: "...it's just an ordinary anti-inflammatory drug. I took it because I had a cold and a sore throat a few days ago to cool down the temperature..."
He grabbed her wrist and interrupted: "This is an antidepressant drug. It is taken by patients with depression."
Seeing that he knew, Su Mi finally stopped saying anything.
"What's going on? Why are you eating this? Are you depressed?" His tone became more unstable, and the hand he held her was shaking slightly.
Because Pei Suqing suffers from depression, no one knows better than him how harmful this disease is to people and how painful it can be.
Even more uncomfortable than physical illness.
It can torture a gentle woman into a madman!
Wasn't it also because of Pei Suqing's illness that he was abused when he was young?
Therefore, when he saw this medicine just now, he was more frightened than ordinary people!
Mimi looks so normal, how could she have such a disease?
Su Mi adjusted her mood, then raised her head and said slowly: "Do you still remember? A few days ago, you asked me why I was angry, why I refused to forgive you, and why I refused to start over with you. There were some things I didn't say.
Complete."
Of course he remembers.
At that time, she confided in her bitterness of having a baby for the past four years, but then she hesitated and said no more.
"That's what I didn't finish talking about at that time," she calmed down and continued:
"After I gave birth to baby Su, I suffered from postpartum depression for a while. At the worst point, I even wanted to commit suicide. I was afraid that my brother would worry about it, so I didn't tell anyone about it. Fortunately, I got over it. Later, Xiao Su
My baby was sick, and I had another attack, but I still got through it for my little baby."
"In the past few years, I have done different jobs, writing public accounts, working as a designer, taking the aromatherapist qualification certificate, and working as a tutor for children... In fact, it is not only to make money to make a living, but also to give myself more things to do and divide my time.
Distraction, doctors say, can help with postpartum depression."
"After that, I didn't relapse for a long time. I didn't expect that because of Xiao Subao's incident, my mood became a little unstable in the past two days, so I took two more pills to suppress it in advance."
Huo Shenxiu's heart felt like a lightning strike. It took him a long time to calm down, and he looked straight at her:
"So, even if you know the truth four years ago, know that I have never betrayed you, and know that I stayed in the Jin family to revenge and protect you, you still don't want to come back to me... is it because of depression?"
Su Mi stared at the ground in front of her:
"Your adoptive mother Pei Suqing abused you because she suffered from depression, and finally committed suicide because of depression. You know better than anyone the harm that depression can bring to people."
"The most painful thing in the world is not the depressed patients, but the families of the depressed patients."
"I don't want you to have to endure the pain you endured when you were a teenager."
"I'm with you. If depression relapses one day, you will be the one who suffers."
Huo Shenxiu's thick eyelashes flicked fiercely.
So, after she knew the truth, she had already forgiven herself?
Is it just because you don't want to cause him harm that you keep distance from yourself?
He circled her petite hand, held it in his palm, and pulled her into his arms: "
"Mimi, it's just postpartum depression. Many people have it. It's okay."
When she raised her head, her eyes were full of tears: "Of course you said that now. If I have an attack, I won't be like this. I will lose my temper, be willful, messy, jealous, and even want to
Can you bear with me even if I beat you?"
Huo Shenxiu curved his lips and teased her: "You are still like this even if you don't have this disease. Can't I endure it?"
She was so angry that she cried, curled up in a pink circle and beat his chest, sobbing again: "You don't know, when I was at my worst, I wanted to commit suicide, and I tried twice... I was just lucky and was discovered by my neighbor.
What if... I have another attack, and it's serious, and I might commit suicide like your adoptive mother... Can you accept this?"