Chapter 540 If you don't abuse me, what's the point of my life?
He couldn't listen anymore and his heart felt sour.
She had been carrying little Subao alone for the past four years, which had already made him heartbroken.
Only now did I find out that she also suffered from postpartum depression.
He couldn't imagine how difficult those days were for her.
Even ordinary mothers need their husbands to accompany them, let alone mothers with postpartum depression.
Even if she doesn't forgive herself and doesn't want to be with him, he deserves it.
He held her hand tightly, wishing he could rub her into his heart: "That won't happen again. I'm by your side, and you can't have depression again."
She still sobbed silently, without making a sound. The look of pear blossoms with rain was even more painful, as if she wanted to shed all the tears of grievances she had suffered in the past four years.
Anyway, I told him the truth. I don’t care about saving face anymore.
Huo Shenxiu was so crying that every cell in his body was trembling. He could only hold her and sit down, let her sit on his lap, and coaxed her:
"It's just postpartum depression, it's really nothing."
"More than 90% of modern mothers will suffer from this. It's not as exaggerated as you said."
"As long as you take good care of yourself later, it's just like an emotional cold. It will be fine."
"Besides, even if it relapses, it doesn't matter. You can abuse me, beat me, or whatever you want to vent your anger on me."
"Wasn't I born just to be abused by you? If you don't abuse me, what's the point of living for me?"
His words finally made her dumbfounded. Finally, she burst out laughing with tears in her eyes:
"You are crazy."
"Yes, you are depressed and I am neurotic, they are a perfect match."
She was made to laugh angrily by him again, but her heart felt as if she had eaten honey, feeling indescribably soft.
Seeing her rosy appearance, his mind was stirred again, and seeing her tired eyes, he endured it, picked her up and walked towards the bed, put her down and covered her with a quilt.
Seeing that he was about to leave, she subconsciously grabbed his wrist and pulled him down: "Second uncle..."
Still thinking about little Subao.
He understood what he was thinking. Although he knew that there was a reason why she kept distance from him, but because of this, he didn't want her to have another child for Xiao Subao.
Her postpartum depression was caused by giving birth.
There is no guarantee that the disease will relapse due to another childbirth.
Depression is greatly affected by hormones and hormones in the body.
Pregnancy and childbirth are all times that affect hormones and can easily cause her to suffer from depression.
He didn't want her to be hurt again.
At least, at this stage, when her postpartum depression has not completely recovered, he doesn't want her to have another baby rashly.
He leaned down and kissed her plump and smooth forehead: "Good boy, go to bed first and have a good rest. We will go back to Tancheng tomorrow."
She put down her hands and said nothing more.
**
Early the next morning, the two returned to Tancheng.
After getting off the plane, Han Fei came to pick him up and took a breath when he saw Huo Shenxiu coming out holding Su Mi's hand.
Is this reconciliation?
Huo Shenxiu asked Han Fei to send the two of them to Su's house first.
Little Subao has been full of energy for a long time. It can't be seen that he was just discharged from the hospital yesterday and was playing in the yard.
Su Jinhang did not go to work and stayed with his nephew at home. When he saw the two of them coming back together, his eyes became meaningful and he walked over: "He's back."
Su Mi took her hand out of Huo Shenxiu's hand and said, "Brother."
Huo Shenxiu knew that she was still a little embarrassed, but he said hello calmly: "I'd like to hang out."
They all called each other by their first names. It seemed that the two of them had really reconciled in Jingzhou this time. Su Jinhang raised his eyebrows but said nothing: "Let's talk after we get in."
The three of them took the little Subao into the house.
Sister Fang saw that Little Subao was sweating while playing, so she took her to wipe herself and change clothes.
Su Jinhang said: "Excuse me, I'd like to trouble you to send Mimi back."
Su Mi sat down and just took a sip of water when she heard Huo Shenxiu speak:
"I'm not sending Mimi back, I'm preparing to take them mother and son back to Huayuan."
She almost choked with a mouthful of water.
Huo Shenxiu squeezed her hand: "Be good, take a rest and go and clean your luggage."
Su Jinhang laughed angrily when he saw that he spoke so openly in front of her.
Even if Mimi reconciled with him, she wouldn't be able to take Little Subao back with him right away, right?
He looked at Su Mi: "Mimi, do you want to go back to Huayuan with Xiao Subao?"
Su Mi held the tea cup and said nothing for a long time, and then said, "Yeah."
Su Jinhang took a deep breath: "Are you sure?...Mimi, have you thought about it clearly? So quickly?"
Su Mi glanced at Huo Shenxiu and said, "Brother, I've thought about it."
She still hasn't given up on her plan to have a baby and prepare for baby Su's matching.
However, if you live with him, you will always have more opportunities...
Su Jinhang was still reluctant. He gave her a look, pulled her aside and whispered:
"Mimi, you and he are not remarried now and have no relationship at all. There is no need to live with him so soon. It's not like the Su family doesn't have a place for you and Xiao Subao to live."
Of course she knew, but little Subao couldn't wait.
If you really think about having another child with him, you have to do it quickly.
She whispered: "Brother, I know you care about me. I also understand. But I have really thought about it."
Seeing that she had made up her mind, Su Jinhang said nothing more.
…
Su Mi, Huo Shenxiu, and Xiao Subao stayed at Su's house to have dinner.
At nightfall, Huo Shenxiu drove mother and son back to Huayuan twice.
That night, Su Mi and Xiao Subao went back to Huayuan.
Sister He was naturally very excited and received a huge welcome. In order to give the two of them more opportunities to get along, she took the initiative to take Xiao Subao away, took a bath first, and returned to the children's room.
Su Mi took a shower, put on her nightgown and came out. She saw Huo Shenxiu coming to her room, sitting on the sofa by the window, looking straight at her.
She was startled when he looked at her, her face felt inexplicably hot, and she touched her cheek: "What's wrong? Didn't you wash your face clean?"
He stood up and walked to her, raised his long arm, gently pinched her soft chin, and lifted it up: "It's beautiful."
Always beautiful.
Even more so now.
Never changed.
The warm orange light enveloped the two of them.
An unprecedented peace of mind filled Su Mi's entire chest.
It felt like a rickety boat finally reaching the shore.
She raised her fair face, pursed her beautiful lips, and said directly:
"Second uncle, in the past four years, I have been in Cambodia, and I have thought about you holding me like this many times."
His heart trembled, his hand slid down, and he hugged her tightly into his arms, pressing her tightly and seamlessly against his body:
"I'm sorry, baby."
The voice of the little man in my arms continued to float:
"Since the Huo family's centenary celebration, I learned that you have done so many things in the past four years, and that your mother was killed by Li Manyao. You sent me back to the country to avenge her, and because you were afraid that something would happen to me. In fact, I didn't give birth to anything.
You are angry."
"Just like my mother was killed by Qin Anxin, I will use every method to avenge her, even if she is misunderstood by the world."
"When I found out I was a little fairy, I became even more angry."
"Although I really don't remember what happened when I met you when I was a child."
"But when I heard about it, I was really happy."
"I never thought that the person I was jealous of was always myself."