Chapter 87 Gu Jingchen's Confession, I Don't Want to Divorce
Su An was startled, and a flash of panic flashed in his eyes.
Then, before he could think about it, he heard Gu Jingchen say in a doting tone, "You are so young that you can't eat anything. If you are older in the future, it will definitely be even harder..."
His tone was vaguely worried, as if he was really concerned about whether her body could bear it.
Su An was startled, and the softest place in her heart seemed to have been hit hard again.
Gu Jingchen...what do you mean by saying this?
Didn't he say before that he didn't want this child?
Su An stared blankly at the man in front of her, and her already confused brain suddenly became even more dizzy.
Gu Jingchen was amused by her expression, and suddenly lowered his head and touched her lips.
But he didn't take any further action. He just pressed her lips very ambiguously and said in a voice that only two people could hear, "An'an, why are you looking at me like this? If you are like this... I can't help it...
…”
As soon as he finished speaking, Gu Jingchen slowly deepened the kiss.
Su An froze, and finally came to her senses, but it was already too late.
Gu Jingchen was kissing her again...
What does this kiss represent?
Why is he so gentle?
His lips and teeth were rubbed gently, and Gu Jingchen seemed to have exhausted all his tenderness.
Su An's thoughts couldn't help but drift away, and she suddenly had a momentary illusion, as if to Gu Jingchen, she was some kind of incredible treasure that he should cherish with all his heart.
Gu Jingchen's kiss became more and more affectionate, but his movements were not as tough as they were in the car.
Just exchanging breaths with Su An tenderly, his eyes couldn't help but gradually become darker.
I don't know how long it took before he finally let go of the person in his arms.
Su An panted slightly and said nothing, her heart almost jumping out of her throat.
Gu Jingchen smiled, stretched out his hand to rub the moisture off her lower lip, and suddenly asked, "An'an, tell me... is the little guy in your belly a boy or a girl? Does it look more like you or me?
"
Su An was stunned by his question, and the image of a cute little dumpling suddenly appeared in his mind.
Then I suddenly remembered what the doctor said.
Her body simply cannot survive ten months of pregnancy and give birth to a child!
You must have surgery and chemotherapy as soon as possible!
But...she really couldn't bear to let go of this child!
Even if he came into her body because of an accident, it was still created by her and the man in front of her whom she had loved for thirteen years...
Does Gu Jingchen have the same expectations for him as he does?
But didn’t he say last time that she could keep this child if she wanted to, and abort it if she didn’t?
"Jingchen..."
Su An pursed her lips slightly and suddenly asked tentatively, "Don't you want this child? If one day... the child suddenly disappears..."
"An'an, what nonsense are you talking about again?"
Gu Jingchen hurriedly interrupted after hearing what she was saying, and couldn't help but hug her tighter.
Su An was startled, and suddenly there was a faint light in his eyes.
What does Gu Jingchen mean, is he wants this child?
Su An couldn't help but pinch her fingertips a little bit, not daring to expect too much from herself.
Then I heard Gu Jingchen continue to speak softly.
"It's not that I didn't want this child before, I just felt that the divorce was initiated by me. I didn't dare and wasn't qualified to decide whether the child would stay or go. I wanted to leave it to you to decide..."
As Gu Jingchen said, he lowered his head and kissed Su An on the forehead, and suddenly pinched her cheek affectionately.
"So don't think too much. Why did the child suddenly disappear? I like this child very much and want this child very much. Are you feeling unwell during this period? Why don't I go to the hospital with you for a check-up tomorrow...
…”
"No."
As soon as Su An heard the word "hospital", she felt frightened. She shook her head hastily and made an excuse, "I just asked casually. There is nothing wrong with my body. I will naturally go for a prenatal checkup on the day of the prenatal checkup."
"That's good."
Gu Jingchen didn't force it, but just warned him worriedly, "If you really feel uncomfortable in any way, you must tell me, okay?"
"good……"
Su An replied blankly along with his words, her mind completely confused.
Has Gu Jingchen really changed?
She originally thought that when she returned here, she would wake up from the dream.
But now everything Gu Jingchen showed was telling her that he seemed to really take her into his heart and take good care of her.
If that's the case, then why did he do it before...
"Gu Jingchen, why did you suddenly divorce me last time?"
Su An suddenly spoke and asked the question that had been pressing in her heart for a long time.
"..."
When Gu Jingchen heard this, his expression changed slightly, and he suddenly hesitated.
Su An didn't rush him, just waited quietly, staring into his eyes without blinking, as if he wanted to see something from them.
For a long time——
Su An withdrew his gaze.
She sighed in her heart and pushed him away slightly, "If you don't want to say it, then there's no need to say it..."
"An'an!!!"
Gu Jingchen hurriedly took her hand and explained, "It's not that I don't want to say it, it's just...I promise you that when I can tell you, I will tell you everything. Give me some more time, okay?"
"good."
Su An agreed happily and didn't ask any more questions. There was only indifference in her eyes.
never mind.
If Gu Jingchen doesn't want to say it, then just let him.
What she wanted was never his explanation.
Neither of the two people spoke again.
Gu Jingchen also seemed to be relieved, and hurriedly asked Su An to lie down, and then pulled the quilt, "An'an, let's sleep a little longer."
"good."
Su An agreed, lay down obediently, closed her eyes and fell asleep.
But he noticed that Gu Jingchen didn't leave for a long time.
She couldn't help but open her eyes and asked in confusion, "Don't you have to go to work?"
"Need not."
Gu Jingchen answered without hesitation. He was just sitting on the edge of the bed looking at her, but as he spoke, he suddenly lay down next to her.
Let her head rest on his arm and whisper, "I want to stay with you..."
Su An's eyes were suffocated, and he felt like an electric current instantly spread throughout his body.
Then Gu Jingchen suddenly covered his hand.
"Why are your hands so cold?"
Gu Jingchen said, covering both of her hands in his palms, and suddenly sandwiched her feet between his legs, frowning and complaining, "My feet are also cold, you are so cold
, why didn’t you tell me?”
"fine……"
Su An didn't know what to say.
At this moment, my hands and feet are warm.
He warmed her body, and the warmth seemed to spread throughout her body, making every cell scream for her feelings for the man in front of her.
In thirteen years, it was the first time she felt such a gentle Gu Jingchen.
Su An's eyes flickered for a moment, thinking of the gentle look on the man's face when he mentioned the child just now, she couldn't help but reach out and touch her abdomen.
The next day.
Gu Jingchen went to the company, and Su An took advantage of him to go out and went to the hospital alone.
She registered and found the familiar Dr. Zhang.
As soon as he sat down, he asked straight to the point, "Dr. Zhang, I'm pregnant. Is there any way to keep the baby in my belly?"
Dr. Zhang was stunned for a moment when Su An asked.
Then he came back to his senses, frowned suddenly, and said in a serious tone.
"Do you know what you are talking about? With your current physical condition, you cannot have a child at all! Now, before the child is formed, abort it as soon as possible and prepare for kidney cancer surgery!"