Chapter 88 The chance is gone, Su An decides to leave
Su An had expected such an answer, but she was still sad when she heard it.
Is it really not possible?
No chance at all?
In a few months, this child will grow arms and legs and become a complete little life!
Maybe she will look like Gu Jingchen, or she may look like herself...
How could she give up so easily?
"Dr. Zhang, can you...can you help me think of another solution? Maybe there is a treatment plan that has the best of both worlds? I really want to keep this child..."
Su An was silent for a long time, looking at Dr. Zhang almost pleadingly.
Doctor Zhang met Su An's eyes and sighed helplessly.
"Ms. Su, I'm not cold-blooded. I understand your feelings as a mother, but if you keep the child, even if you can barely survive until he is born, your body will have already developed to the advanced stage of kidney cancer by that time. Any medicine will not help you."
It can’t be saved, so you’d better think clearly as soon as possible.”
"I see……"
This was the second time Su An heard these words.
She nodded, stood up from the chair, and walked towards the door of the consulting room as if she had lost her soul.
"Miss Su."
Doctor Zhang stopped Su An again, and finally frowned and warned, "As soon as possible, you don't have that much time."
"Okay, I'll think about it again, thank you..."
Su An weakly agreed, turned around and walked out.
There are many people in the corridor.
Su An happened to pass by the bench next to her, and suddenly sat down suddenly as if she had lost all strength.
She looked ahead expressionlessly, her mind filled with what the doctor just said.
"You don't have that much time..."
yes……
She is now racing against death.
Just like the doctor said, if she could really hold on until she gave birth to the child, her body would have reached the end of its strength by then.
If she really can't survive, should her child be born without a mother?
But……
Su An closed her eyes tiredly and pressed her palms weakly on her lower abdomen.
It was as if I could still feel the temperature of Gu Jingchen's palm yesterday.
Will he be sad if the child is gone?
Would you be willing to... give birth to another little life with her?
Su An couldn't think of an answer and just wanted to be alone for a while.
She opened her eyes, stood up from the chair, and planned to leave.
But as soon as he made a move, he suddenly stood there blankly, as if someone had fixed him.
Not far ahead, two figures she was no longer familiar with were standing together.
Ye Kexin seemed to be holding a laboratory test sheet in her hand, handing it to Gu Jingchen for inspection.
Then, as if he couldn't stand still, he suddenly staggered and fell straight towards Gu Jingchen!
Su An's nails dug into her palms in an instant!
At the same time, Gu Jingchen firmly protected Ye Kexin who almost fell.
Then he took her with him and disappeared around the corner.
Su An felt chills all over, and once again experienced what it meant to feel as if she was dead for a moment.
When Gu Jingchen went out today, she didn't doubt it at all when he said he was going to the company.
But I didn't expect that he would come to see Ye Kexin again.
So what does what he said yesterday mean?
He said he would always stay with her.
He said he would resolve Ye Kexin's matter.
Is this... the solution?
Su An blinked, her heart hurt as if it had been cut into pieces.
But my eyes were dry and astringent, and I couldn't shed a single tear.
She shed enough tears for Gu Jingchen.
The struggle just now and the persistence in front of the doctor seemed to have become a joke, turning into slaps in the face, which made Su An's cheeks hot.
She was still stupid.
For a man who doesn't love her.
However, there is still room for regret.
Yes, she can still regret it.
Why would she give up her life for a man who doesn't love her at all?
Su An's palms were shaking, but she still controlled them and clenched them into fists.
She glanced deeply at the corner where the two disappeared, turned her head calmly, and entered the consulting room again.
Dr. Zhang was sorting out information and was stunned for a moment when he saw Su An.
"Why are you back again? Have you thought about it?"
"Um."
Su An responded and sat down in front of Dr. Zhang.
"I have already thought about it. I will abort the child. Please help me arrange the operation."
There was no wave in her tone, she was totally different from before.
There should be no hesitation.
Why hesitate?
Why give Gu Jingchen another chance to hurt her?
When Dr. Zhang saw this, a flash of confusion flashed across his eyes, but he didn't ask any more questions. He happily wrote out the order and handed it to her.
"This is the order I wrote for you. Remember not to lose it. I will ask someone to arrange the time and call you after confirmation. You can come over for the surgery at that time."
"thank you."
Su An didn't even look at it, just stood up with the surgical drape, turned around and left.
She left the hospital directly.
The sunshine outside is just right.
But Su An only felt cold all over, as if she had fallen into an ice cave.
Half an hour later——
Su An returned home in despair.
She went directly back to her bedroom, and the scene she had just seen in the hospital reappeared repeatedly in front of her eyes.
The way Gu Jingchen protected Ye Kexin was so dazzling.
Like a thorn, it stabbed hard into Su An's heart.
Just then——
A slight discomfort suddenly came from her abdomen, which made her frown.
Su An subconsciously stretched out his hand to cover his lower abdomen, with a look of dismay on his face.
Is it the little guy who hasn't formed yet and is aware of his destiny?
"Baby...Mom, I'm sorry for you..."
"It's mom who didn't protect you well..."
"Mom can't even protect herself..."
Su An couldn't help but swallow a little harder. This time, tears finally flowed out uncontrollably.
"Gu Jingchen... why did you lie to me again... why..."
Su An murmured in a low voice, only feeling heartbroken.
She didn't know how long it took before she finally calmed down.
She won't trust him anymore.
Never again.
Su An wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, stood up and hid the surgical drape she had been holding in her hand into her backpack.
Almost as soon as they were placed, footsteps came from the corridor.
Gu Jingchen opened the door and walked in.
The moment she saw him, Su An's nose suddenly became sore again.
Gu Jingchen also noticed Su An's face and dress, and frowned slightly, "An'an, are you planning to go out? You look so bad. If you have anything to do, can I help you?"
He still looked as gentle as yesterday, so gentle that he could shed tears.
Su An's heart was so calm that there was no trace of ripples.
"nothing……"
She looked away lightly, not wanting to look at Gu Jingchen, and casually made an excuse and said, "It's nothing, I felt a little bored just now, so I went for a walk, and suddenly felt uncomfortable, so I came back...
…”
"I see."
Gu Jingchen breathed a sigh of relief and coaxed softly, "Next time you want to take a walk, you can ask me to go with you..."
"Um."
Su An responded casually, took a step back, and said calmly, "Jingchen, I'm a little tired and want to lie down for a while. You can go do your work and don't worry about me."
Gu Jingchen paused after hearing this, and a strange feeling suddenly arose in his heart.
Why did he suddenly feel that Su An seemed a little strange?