In addition to ward rounds, Xu Ning has also begun to gradually get involved in medical consultation work.
When Chen Lishu came, she happened to be seeing a patient.
After patiently explaining the diagnosis results to the other party, he looked up and saw Chen Lishu waiting at the door. He turned around and said something to another colleague, got up and walked out.
"When did you come here?"
Chen Lishu looked at her white work clothes and said with a smile: "Dr. Xu, you look more and more like a doctor."
"Stop making fun of me." Xu Ning led the person outside.
They arrived at the park bench outside, and after the two sat down, Xu Ning said, "Tell me, how come you, a busy man, have time to come here today?"
Chen Lishu smiled: "Well, of course someone asked me to say a good word for someone."
The smile on Xu Ning's face faded a bit, and she said in a muffled voice: "There's no way he and I can do that."
Seeing that her situation didn't seem like she had no feelings for He Ziyu, Chen Lishu asked curiously: "You don't like him?"
Xu Ning pursed her lips. She kept a lot of things in her heart. She couldn't tell her parents, let alone her colleagues. But the only one who could make her open her heart was Chen Lishu.
"I admit that He Ziyu is very outstanding. If he is willing, there should be few girls who can refuse his charm, and I am certainly no exception."
"Then you still..." Looking at her half-downcast eyes, Chen Lishu suddenly said: "Do you think it's about family?"
Xu Ning's head lowered: "The love story between the prince and Cinderella only exists in fairy tales. I don't know where I attracted him, but this attraction will definitely not be long-lasting. Rather than a foreseeable tragedy,
I would rather never have started my future."
"Your thinking is too pessimistic." When she thought of something, Chen Lishu said: "Family is only a small part of the reason, but it will never be the whole story. Many people can still live happily even if they don't live in the right place. Besides, you don't
How can you tell if it doesn’t work just by trying it?”
"Lishu." Xu Ning raised his head, his eyes were slightly red, and his voice was even choked: "Others may have a chance to start over if they make mistakes, but I can't. I already carry too many heavy burdens on my shoulders.
I really can’t afford to hurt this thing, I’ll go crazy.”
"Is that why you didn't tell him the true situation of your aunt and your eldest brother?"
Xu Ning nodded: "If that doesn't work, why not just break it off more easily from the beginning."
"Actually, sometimes you really need to give yourself more courage in life. Many times if you don't give it a try, although the result won't be too bad, it won't be too good. Happiness still needs to be fought for by yourself, even if the final result is
It’s not satisfactory, but what’s the worst that can be done? Being kicked out of the He family? But you have your own career, and you are not one of those dodders who are dependent on anyone.”
"The Xu Ning I know is tolerant and tenacious. No matter how hard it is, can it still be as difficult as when you were an educated youth? Besides, I think you have demonized the He family. First, although their family is in good condition.
, but neither of them are harsh people. On the contrary, they are very approachable. Secondly, He Ziyu is not a three-year-old child, and at that age, he must have already passed the age of looking for novelty and excitement for three minutes.
, otherwise based on his family background and his own achievements, as long as he is willing, there will definitely be no shortage of confidants around him."
Xu Ning listened to her words, pursed her lips tightly, crossed her hands by her legs, and moved her thumbs back and forth unconsciously.
Chen Lishu knew that her heart must be in chaos.
If she encountered this kind of thing, she would definitely be as confused as she is.
If you don't get something, you won't be afraid of losing it.
Once you get something and then lose it, the pain is thousands of times more intense than the loss after rejection.
"The reason why life is beautiful is that it is full of infinite unknowns. If everything can be predicted, then what fun is there in life?"
Chen Lishu knew that it would be difficult for her to change her current thoughts, so she did not hesitate to urge her and turned around to talk about something else.
"I think An An is a nice little girl. She has a nice appearance and a sweet mouth. She is a bit unqualified to be a clerk in the company. I want to transfer her to the sales department. If she does well in the future, she can be transferred to Kyoto. I also have a set of offices there.
Opened an office."
A smile appeared on Xu Ning's face again: "Your decision must be for her good. If she is happy with it, I will naturally not object."
Because Xu Ning still had to work, Chen Lishu left after not staying long.
In the next two days, Xu Ning kept thinking about Chen Lishu's words.
On the one hand, she never dared to take that step, for fear that it would not be the result she wanted in the end. On the other hand, she felt that life was too short, so why not work boldly for yourself once?
The two thoughts were constantly at war between heaven and man, until He Ziyu appeared again, finally making her put down her guard and decide to give it a bold try.
"My eldest brother's family already has a daughter, my second brother's Ruirui is already a little girl, and my parents also have grandchildren."
Xu Ning looked at him, not quite understanding what he wanted to say when he fell to the ground.
He Ziyu touched his nose: "Actually, I don't particularly like children. If you are afraid of inheriting the next generation, we can not have children. I think a world of two is quite good."
Xu Ning couldn't help but blush: "Why are you telling me this?"
"I want to start a family with you, so naturally I have to discuss future matters with you." He Ziyu has always been a very pragmatic and responsible person. One is one and two is two.
He took a liking to Xu Ning and wanted to consider all the issues.
In the circle he comes into contact with, there are a lot of people who are at home and have fun outside, and even have mistresses.
There are many meaningful things in life, and he doesn't want to waste his limited energy on meaningless things.
He just wants to find a like-minded person to spend his life together. He doesn't need a dramatic love, he just wants to live an ordinary life.
Xu Ning bit her lower lip and raised her head: "Your parents should already know about the situation in my family. Will they agree with your decision?"
He Ziyu: "I will live my own life in the future. Besides, I am their son, so they definitely hope that I can be happy."
"If you agree, I can go tell my parents right away."
Seeing He Ziyu turning around to leave, Xu Ning hurriedly stopped him: "Give me two days and let me think about it again."
"If you have any other concerns, please bring them up." He Ziyu put his hands on her shoulders and looked directly into her eyes:
"Everyone's family is doomed the moment he is born. If this is what you are worried about, then I can only say that I can't change it, just like you can't change your family situation, but all of this is
Externally, I don’t think they can be a reason to stop us from being together, and it’s not fair to me either.”