Bai Hui lowered his head in shock and looked at Yu Chu blankly.
Yu Chu smiled indifferently, like a huge white cloud in the distant sky, slowly healing her scarred heart.
As if for the first time, Bai Hui opened her guard and asked seriously: "Chu'er, what kind of person do you think I am?"
Yu Chu lowered his eyes slightly, then raised his eyes with clear eyes: "Teacher."
She originally planned to make it clear to the teacher, but she was just waiting for the opportunity. But now, since the teacher brought it up, she took the opportunity to speak her mind.
"You have been a life-saving and nurturing gift to me personally. Originally, even if people all over the world were blaming you, I shouldn't have said anything to you. After all, you gave me my life.
But these days, I have seen your attitude towards your second brother, and I also learned something about what you have done to your children."
As she spoke, her eyes became brighter and brighter. She was also a scholar and sensible.
Bai Hui almost guessed what she was going to say, but still insisted on hearing it: "You tell me, I want to hear the truth."
She wanted to know what Yu Chu, the closest person to her, thought of her.
Yu Chu nodded and said sternly: "When you brought me home, I saw that you were particularly indifferent to your second brother. Sometimes you even didn't treat me as well towards him. When you treat me, you sometimes have a few words.
Ju Guan asked."
But his treatment of Fu Xizhou was harsh and almost cold-blooded.
"I remember one winter, the property management in the old villa area was very poor. When the temperature suddenly cooled down, the heating could not keep up. That day, you came over specially to give me an extra quilt and asked me if I would be cold?
When I got up the next day, I mentioned this matter to my second brother and asked the teacher if the quilt you gave me was the patterned quilt..."
"I didn't." Bai Hui answered directly. She remembered that day.
Because at noon, when she passed by the kitchen, she saw Fu Xizhou rummaging through things.
She didn't like children who rummaged through the packed things, so she went over and asked what he was looking for.
He turned his head, his dark pupils seemed to be unable to reflect any light in the dark room.
He asked: "Can you give him the flower quilt?"
Bai Hui never understood why Fu Xizhou, who clearly had no preference for colors, suddenly wanted that colorful quilt.
Now that she knew it was Yu Chu who mentioned it, she began to understand Fu Xizhou's thoughts.
"It turns out that he wanted to pretend that I also gave him an extra quilt that night."
Hearing this, Yu Chu frowned and couldn't help but ask: "Then why? Teacher, you clearly know that as a child, I will be cold, but you refuse to give your own son any care?"
When questioned, Bai Hui never spoke, and she had nothing to say.
But Yu Chu seemed like he couldn't bear it anymore: "Actually, when I was young, I also wanted to ask this question, why didn't you pay more attention to your second brother? He is obviously so good, his grades are always among the best in school, and he is also good at home.
I listen to you very much.
Are you willing to smile at a child I picked up instead of smiling at him?
Why?"
Questioning is fruitless, just like Gu Beisheng's question that day.
Unknowingly, Yu Chu held Bai Hui's hand tightly, squeezing it painfully: "Although I really understand you and want to help you, but...if I were the second sister-in-law, I might be worse than her.
I will never forgive you for being indifferent, what you did to your second brother is really, really too much!"
Bai Hui's pupils trembled again and again. Yu Chu was already kind-hearted and respected her very much.
Even Yu Chu felt that she was the one who went too far and did not deserve to be forgiven.
Then maybe she was really wrong, very wrong.
"Save my second brother."
Yu Chu knelt down on the floor and looked up at her. His eyes were red. I don't know whether he was angry or helpless: "That day outside the room, I saw the red eyes of my second sister-in-law. It really made me feel very sad."
In fact, when she was young, she also mentioned to her teacher not to do this to Fu Xizhou.
There were also times when he was in Fu Xizhou's situation and thought about the problem, and even when he was not sensible, he said that Bai Hui did something wrong and shouldn't be like this.
Repeated reminders or dissuasion.
But in the end, what I learned was that she was just a picked-up wild child. If she could get a home, she should understand her status and should not interfere in the affairs between her and Fu Xizhou, mother and son.
Children can also have self-esteem and low self-esteem.
Because she was an abandoned child, she didn't have much sense of security. Bai Hui, who regarded her as a mother, said such words to her and personally severed the closeness between them.
Therefore, Yu Chu never had much intimacy with Bai Hui. He always remembered that Bai Hui was a teacher and could only love and respect her. He could not interfere with her decisions, let alone interfere with their family affairs.
"Second brother has not done anything wrong. Even if he came to this world, it was your selfish decision."
When Yu Chu said this, he also thought of himself.
She was also abandoned by her family. No adults were responsible for her, and she never experienced normal love.
Many times, I have thought, if her parents didn't want to raise her, why did they bring her into this world?
The most vulnerable part of her heart suddenly cracked like glass, and the broken pieces pricked her heart, which was filled with blood. The pain was so painful that she could hardly breathe.
"Don't you understand that curing your second brother this time is actually your responsibility and mission? You must do your best to cure him! Even if it means changing one life for another, this is what you should do."
"Yu Chu!" Bai Hui said in shock, as if he had heard something treacherous.
Yu Chu also stood up and looked at her condescendingly. The glimmer in his eyes showed unprecedented tenacity and clarity: "I am telling the truth. No matter what happened in your past, how terrible it was."
.
That was your own decision, and you can't blame anyone for it.
Even if someone is ashamed of you and has hurt you, that is not the reason for you to inflict these hurts and pain on your second brother and eldest brother. As a teacher, you should know the principle of not doing to others what you do not want others to do to you.
"
Bai Hui stiffened and looked down at the palm of her hand. Yu Chu, who was still holding her hand, let go at some point.
The empty palms were just like her empty life, retaining nothing.
She felt sad and smiled bitterly: "It turns out that in your heart, I am such a failure. You seem to respect me on the surface, but in fact..."
"No! It's because I have you in my heart that I keep your teachings in mind." Yu Chu retorted loudly: "You said that you asked me to read so many books to make me understand.