The last sentence was shouted by Yu Chu, so loud that it seemed to resound throughout the whole room.
Bai Hui, who was sitting opposite her, also trembled. In a daze, it seemed as if someone had slapped her hard in the face. There was a feeling of heat on her face, and a hint of pain.
After the explosion, there was a long silence.
Even the wind passing by the room became extremely slow, and the breathing sounds of the two of them could be heard clearly.
For Yu Chu, time is limited, so she promised Dr. Qin and the others that she would only have one day.
So, just when she got angry and prepared to do some ideological homework for Bai Hui, even if the teacher turned against her and disowned her in the future, she would still wake up the teacher!
But without thinking, Bai Hui suddenly opened her mouth, exhaling like blue, with a lot of exhaustion: "It's not that I don't want to be good to the children, and it's not that I don't want to touch Xizhou. People's hearts are made of flesh, even if Xizhou is born.
I can’t help but he is also my child, my blood is connected and my heart is connected to my heart.”
Yu Chu felt the breath in his throat and it went away naturally.
She knew that the teacher was finally going to speak and face the past.
He breathed a sigh of relief and saw that the teacher's face was pale, but he also felt some pain in his heart unconsciously.
"I personally raised Xizhou. Even if you say that that cold night, I went to his room. I saw him huddled up with the quilt, and I thought about giving him an extra quilt. But at that time, in my mind
, will flash out uncontrollably, Qingyu’s figure lying on the hospital bed."
Every time she thought of Fu Qingyu lying in the hospital, she felt unable to breathe, as if she would die on the spot if she flashed back for one more second.
Therefore, she could only escape.
"And I never hug Xizhou because I... can't touch a man, even if he is just a child."
Yu Chu listened quietly, his pupils trembling, always paying attention to the teacher's emotions.
Although she didn't speak, she could still feel the pain from the words in the teacher's mouth, as if someone was constantly pulling away, and the air in the room gradually began to make people breathless.
"Why?" Yu Chu asked cautiously with a soft voice.
Just at the door, she heard Qi Feng and Qin Huaichuan's questioning, so she knew that this point was crucial.
Seeing Bai Hui purse her lips, she asked again: "They say that your misanthropy is acquired. Something must have happened and something that you are very resistant to in your heart has caused you to hate men.
But... I remember that you seemed to have hugged the eldest brother. Did it happen after the eldest brother fell ill? Or was it because you gave birth to the second brother..."
Although Yu Chu was very sharp, he hit the key points every sentence.
The corners of Bai Hui's mouth trembled slightly, and under the lowered eyelids, a pair of pupils darted from side to side: "Not really, I resisted male contact not long after giving birth to Qingyu, but I was able to restrain myself at the beginning and endure the disgust in my heart.
But after Qingyu fell ill, and Fu..."
At the mention of his name, Bai Hui's body began to tremble slightly. She paused for a while before she could speak: "It was only after the quarrel with Fu Ting intensified that it became serious. As a result, I could no longer touch any men.
Not only Xizhou, but later I couldn't even contact Qingyu."
It was like opening a sealed door or window, and all kinds of demons and ghosts in her heart came out in an instant, and howling ghosts and wolves lingered around her, making her tremble with fear.
"Are you blaming me? Do you think Qingyu's illness is because of me?"
"Are you talking?! I hate the way you don't speak the most. The more you don't speak, the more you make me look like a lunatic!"
"Why don't you touch me anymore? Do you think I'm dirty? If you touch me, will your hands get dirty? But it's obviously because of you, that's why I'm like this."
"You are like a cruel executioner, cutting off a normal person bit by bit with silence, and turning me into a madman with your own hands, but you turned a blind eye and stayed out of the matter, as if everything had nothing to do with you."
"Seeing me become like this, are you really indifferent at all?"
"Fu Ting!!!"
Those heartbreaking, blood-sobbing voices were like words imprinted in her bones. After opening the seal, they resounded in her mind over and over again like a spell.
All the time, it's ringing back and forth.
The most profound thing in my memory is that the man who called me countless times turned his head coldly.
His dark pupils were like stars formed from the abyss of the universe. They had a huge appeal, but there was no trace of human smoke. No matter who looked at him, no emotion could be seen in his eyes.
"Bai Hui, you must be sick."
A sentence in her memory made Bai Hui completely furious. She couldn't tell whether it was a memory or reality, and she shouted loudly: "I am sick, and I was tortured by you alive."
After she finished speaking, she held her head in her hands, her face full of pain.
Yu Chu didn't know what she was thinking of, but he could guess that it was something terrifying.
Yu Chu stepped forward and reached out to gently touch the trembling teacher, fearing that it would cause discomfort to the teacher.
Seeing that she didn't push her away, Yu Chu dared to hug her completely, and his voice unknowingly became trembling: "Is it... is it Mr. Fu?"
This was the first time Yu Chu called Fu Ting, and for a moment, he didn't know what to call him.
It seemed that since she got together with the teacher, Fu Ting had never appeared in the teacher's entire life.
Hearing this, Bai Hui raised her hands fiercely and hugged Yu Chu tightly. After finding the only support, her trembling body became more violent.
Yu Chu's heart tightened, and he lowered his eyes with softness: "Actually, I had guessed it before. It might be Mr. Fu, but you never mentioned it, and I didn't dare to say more."
As she said that, she acted like an adult, just like that day when the teacher was at the underground spring, helping her drive away her second brother and sister-in-law, and then comfort her.
She was also gently patting the teacher's back, and her gentle voice was lower and lower: "Many years have passed. Sometimes running away from the fear in your heart will only encourage the devil of fear. Looking directly at it will only gain you."
Real relief.”
As the words fell, the teacher in his arms gradually calmed down.
Originally, Bai Hui was planning to speak, but he just needed some time to relax.
Holding Yu Chu's soft slender waist, she calmed down little by little and said slowly: "I hate men's touch because... my body is not clean."
Yu Chu's forehead jumped, but he didn't react for a moment.
Not clean?!
"What...what do you mean?" Yu Chu didn't think about this at all, and Bai Hui's pale face reflected in his widened pupils.
Just from the beginning, Bai Hui's expression was already too bad to be described.
As if it took all her strength, her eyelids turned red.