Chapter 303 Jin Shaoheng, why do you hide it from me
When these two words died, Lu Xining's heart felt like it was suddenly hit by a bullet.
The feeling was so painful that her body was shaking, and finally she couldn't hold on and fell.
Liu Weijie subconsciously stretched out his hand, but stopped midway and watched her sitting on the ground. Fortunately, she didn't faint.
But Lu Xining was dumbfounded, obviously still immersed in the sad news of his child's death.
She thought of how this child had suffered countless tortures in her belly since she was pregnant, and was almost aborted by Jin Shaoheng several times.
Later, she finally made it to term, and was killed by Lin Qingyue. Now Liu Weijie told her that Lin Qingyue's child was his.
Even though she thought everything was ridiculous, she was still happy, happy that he had seen the world.
But so what, he still didn't survive after all.
"ah!"
Her scream of collapse came from the box, followed by the sound of breaking glass.
Liu Weijie didn't know why he went out. When Jin Shaoheng came over quickly, he saw a glass water glass smashed against the wall, and the glass was scattered everywhere on the ground.
Lu Xining held her head in pain, her whole body trembling.
He felt his breath hitch and stepped forward slowly.
Jin Shaoheng slowly squatted down, moving very gently, as if he was afraid of scaring her, and shouted: "Xining..."
Lu Xining looked up when he heard the sound, and he saw her red eyes.
Jin Shaoheng's heart suddenly hurt again, he pulled her into his arms and shouted: "Lu Xining!"
Lu Xining froze, and after a while he murmured: "Jin Shaoheng is dead, and so is my child."
His voice was trembling, his eyes blinked, and big tears fell on his shoulders, leaving a wet patch on his clothes.
Jin Shaoheng felt something was wrong, so he straightened her body and looked at her.
Lu Xining's eyes became redder and redder, and she said, "Do you know?
At that time, Lin Qingyue and I fell downstairs together. When I woke up, they told me that the child was gone.
I was really in pain, and I really felt like I couldn't survive. But I still had a younger brother, so I gave myself an excuse to take revenge.
Later, Jin Shaoheng asked for peace.
I'm still wondering if he and I get back together, and if I can get pregnant, will the baby give me another chance and come back to me.
I know this idea is ridiculous, but I just want to try it, even if it means comforting myself.
I thought that Jin Shaoheng loved me this time, and he would never let our mother and son be harmed again.
But those things happened before I was pregnant, and then...Jin Shaoheng died."
Lu Xining was talking nonchalantly, not caring whether the man in front of him could listen or not, he was just immersed in his own world.
Because these words had been pressing in her heart for many years, all her injuries and all her pains were never told to Jin Shaoheng.
But she needed an outlet to vent, so Lu Xining continued: "But just now Liu Weijie said that when I lost my child, my baby was actually still alive.
You know what? I met him twice.
But I thought he was Lin Qingyue's child, and I didn't even take a good look at him."
At this time, she tried hard to recall, trying desperately to remember what that child looked like.
But thinking about it made her head hurt, and she could only remember his shadow on Ma Zhuang's shoulder, with an intravenous needle tied to his head. She couldn't even remember what his eyebrows were like.
Is he like Jin Shaoheng or himself?
It should be someone like Jin Shaoheng, right?
Why didn't she come closer at that time? As long as she walked closer, she could see clearly.
That's her child.
"It would have been nice if I hugged him." Lu Xining covered his face again in pain.
Jin Shaoheng's heart was as sharp as a knife. He grabbed her hand and said, "This is not your fault."
"Of course it's not my fault." Lu Xining withdrew his hand with force, but suddenly became emotional, grabbed his collar, stared at him fiercely, and asked: "Jin Shaoheng, that is my child, I know
Right, why did you hide it from me?"
Jin Shaoheng didn't move. At that moment, he thought she recognized him, or just took him as Jin Shaoheng to vent her anger.
He said: "Lu Xining, I'm sorry."
Although these three words are sorry, they are still three years too late.
Lu Xining smiled, but tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes more fiercely. She said, "Jin Shaoheng, I don't want to be sorry. I just want my child. Give him back to me."
If he hadn't provoked those people, her child would not have died at all.
The ends of Jin Shaoheng's eyes were also red because he had no excuse.
"I beg you, please let me go back three years. Just let me look at him and give him a hug. Just give him a hug." Lu Xining cried and begged, looking like he had completely lost his mind.
Yes, no normal person would say such a thing.
Jin Shaoheng saw something was wrong with her and wanted to wake her up: "Lu Xining, please wake up."
The strength of his grip on her shoulders became stronger unconsciously, and the pain made Lu Xining stunned for a moment, and he seemed to have really come back to his senses.
At that moment, the hatred, resentment, and sadness in her eyes for Jin Shaoheng suddenly disappeared after she realized that he was not Jin Shaoheng, and her whole body was drained of energy.
"Lu Xining!" Jin Shaoheng stretched out his hand to support her.
Her whole body was limp, as if she had no strength anymore.
"Lu Xining." He continued to call her name uneasily.
Lu Xining did not respond.
Jin Shaoheng simply picked her up and left here directly.
He put her into the passenger seat and drove her home.
Until he put her on the bed, Lu Xining said nothing. His whole body was stunned, as if he had lost his soul.
This reminded him of how she was like this when she learned that her child was dead after giving birth.
She no longer cares about where she is or what will happen, and her eyes are completely lifeless.
"Lu Xining." He called her distressedly.
Lu Xining didn't react at all, as if he hadn't heard anything.
Jin Shaoheng looked at her, suddenly picked up her chin and kissed her.
She should be the most sensitive when their lips touch each other. What's more, to her, she is still a "strange" man, but she still has no reaction.
The fear in Jin Shaoheng's heart increased. He used the tip of his tongue to pry open her teeth and found her tongue, which he hooked and entangled with.
The kiss became deeper and deeper, more and more intense.
Lu Xining's eyes moved, and then he felt a pain on the tip of his tongue. As the smell of blood spread in his mouth, Jin Shaoheng was suddenly pushed away.