"What are you doing?" Lu Xining sat up from the bed and looked at him angrily.
Jin Shaoheng didn't explain, but looked at her seriously until he saw that her eyes had regained their sparkle, even though she was angry, and finally felt relieved.
Lu Xining looked at the change in his expression and seemed to understand that he was doing this for himself.
Although her behavior was inappropriate, she really didn't have the mind or energy to care about it now, so she just whispered: "I'm fine."
She lay back on the bed. Although she still looked depressed, her mind seemed to have returned to her body, and she was much better than when she was absent-minded just now.
The space became quiet again, and Jin Shaoheng poured a glass of water for her.
Lu Xining turned over. She wanted to be quiet and didn't want to see anyone.
"You will get sick." Jin Shaoheng advised.
"I can't die." Lu Xining replied.
This sentence sounded familiar, as if he had spoken to her not long ago.
At this time, Lu Xining finally realized that when he had no love in his life, he would really get tired of everyone or things that came close to him, even if he was kind to him.
Jin Shaoheng didn't know what to do for a moment. Looking at her huddled body, he moved his hands to hold her in his arms, but he held back.
He just sat down with the glass of water and didn't make any more noise.
"Jin Jue, I really hate myself for being useless." After some time, Lu Xining spoke again, his voice hoarse.
"No, you are just an ordinary woman and you have done a good job." All these sufferings were brought to her because of her relationship with him.
"But what about Jin Shaoheng and my child?" Lu Xining said.
Jin Shaoheng felt that there was something unusual about these words, and asked nervously: "What do you want to do?"
"You want to kill Gu Yuzhi."
If he hadn't sneaked into her hotel room that night three years ago when she was drunk, and if he hadn't been caught by Jin Shaoheng, maybe she and Jin Shaoheng would have made everything clear.
"Okay, I'll help you kill it," Jin Shaoheng said.
Originally, he had no intention of letting Gu Yuzhi go.
Lu Xining said no more and just closed his eyes.
Lu Xining didn't sleep well that night. His dreams were filled with Jin Shaoheng and that child.
I used to think that he was sorry for me, so every dream was unpleasant.
Today, she dreamed of him sitting with her on the bridge of a small town eating roasted sweet potatoes, of him taking her to a tent camp in the mountains, and of him proposing to her.
Although there are not many sweet scenes, those scenes are all the sweetness he has brought to me.
Later, he led a three-year-old child to him and said, "Lu Xining, I have taken good care of the baby. Don't worry."
She wanted to see the child's face clearly, but she couldn't see it clearly no matter what.
Finally, he took the child into the depths of the fog. No matter how much she yelled or chased, he could no longer see her.
"Jin Shaoheng!"
She opened her eyes and saw a masked face so close to her that her lips were almost touching hers.
"Jin Jue?"
"You've been talking in your sleep, but you can't hear clearly what you said." Jin Shaoheng straightened up and explained calmly, without any hint of guilt.
Lu Xining nodded, sat up, and subconsciously opened the distance between the two of them, but noticed an empty intravenous drip bottle on the bed.
"You have a fever." Jin Shaoheng said.
"Thank you." Lu Xining said, feeling his throat getting even more uncomfortable.
Jin Shaoheng handed her a glass of water.
Lu Xining took a sip and saw that it was already dawn outside and it was already the next day.
"Where's Jin Muxi?" The house is too quiet.
"Going to school." Jin Shaoheng replied.
Lu Xining remembered that she had promised to send him to school personally on the first day.
Not only did he not give it away this time, but looking at the man in front of him, he probably also stayed with him all night.
"Feel sorry."
"Jin Muxi will understand." Jin Shaoheng comforted.
Lu Xining nodded, not knowing what to say for a moment.
"Are you hungry?" After a while, Jin Shaoheng asked.
Lu Xining shook his head.
I haven’t eaten for more than ten hours, so how can I not be hungry?
"Then eat some, otherwise your body will collapse." Jin Shaoheng said.
Lu Xining said nothing.
"Then you don't want to see me avenge Jin Shaoheng?" He asked deliberately because he was afraid that she would not be able to think about it.
Lu Xining turned to look at him.
Jin Shaoheng didn't say anything else. He brought the porridge bowl, took a spoonful of it, blew it to cool, and brought it to her lips.
Lu Xining did not open his mouth, but took the bowl and spoon and said, "I'll do it myself."
Jin Shaoheng saw that she suddenly behaved surprisingly well, and wanted to rub her head or hug her, but it was not appropriate for him in his current status to do any of these, so he had to go out in the end.
Lu Xining ate the porridge, but felt that it was all stuck in his chest, which made him feel extremely uncomfortable.
But she didn't know if she had been too sad recently. After the extreme sadness, she was not as unbearable as she had imagined. Then she realized that she was staying in the master bedroom.
An indescribable strangeness surged in my heart, and I quickly got out of bed.
She felt that she could not go on like this, and no one had her rights, so she went to the bathroom to wash her face, changed her clothes and went out.
Jin Shaoheng stayed up all night and was taking a nap in the living room.
Lu Xining was afraid of disturbing him, so she walked slowly towards the door. However, he quickly came over and pinched her wrist.
"Where to go?" he asked nervously.
Lu Xining looked at him in surprise.
Jin Shaoheng did not wait for her answer, and said anxiously: "Don't go to Gu Yuzhi, I will avenge you, don't be impulsive."
He was afraid that she would run to Jin Mingshuo like last time, knowing full well that he had evil intentions towards her, which would be tantamount to throwing herself into a trap.
Gu Yuzhi is much scarier than Jin Mingshuo.
"I just want to go to the studio." Lu Xining said.
Only then did Jin Shaoheng realize that his reaction was too intense, but he did not immediately feel relieved. It was not until he looked into her eyes for a long time to confirm that she was not lying that he slowly let go of him.
"You still had a fever last night, why don't you get more rest?"
"It's easier to think randomly when you're alone, so it's better to find something to do." Lu Xining said.
Jin Shaoheng wanted to say something else, but she said, "Don't worry, I won't be overwhelmed."
It was still sad to be sad, but she didn't want to be decadent. She would never collapse like she did last night.
Because all the pain will only remain in her heart.
"I'll give it to you." Jin Shaoheng said without hesitation.
"No, I can do it myself." Lu Xining refused.
"On the way." Jin Shaoheng said.
"?" Lu Xining looked at him doubtfully.
Jin Shaoheng didn't explain to her and went out directly.
Lu Xining had no choice but to get into his car.
The two had different thoughts and did not talk to each other until they reached the studio downstairs.
"Thank you." Lu Xining unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car.
Jin Shaoheng looked at her back and suddenly shouted: "Lu Xining!"
She paused and turned around. Jin Shaoheng had already gotten out of the car and walked towards her.
The two faced each other, and he looked at her for a while, then suddenly hugged her and said: "The past is in the past, everything is mine."