"Bai Xi, Bai Xi." Fu Shimi came to Bai Xi in a flash and said like a baby, "Please, please tell me how you made Ji Chenling become so obsessed with you. He has lost his memory.
I just forgot about you, but you still like you so much now?"
"Huh?" Bai Xi paused.
If she said it at this time, I don't know, Fu Shimi would think that she was holding it or hiding it on purpose and didn't want to say it.
In fact, she was not sure whether Ji Chenling liked her or not.
"You said, Ji Chenling likes me?" Bai Xi asked.
"Of course, you..." Fu Shimi looked at Bai Xi, her eyes twitching, "You don't know, right?"
Bai Xi paused. Before, she felt that, as Ji Chenling said in the video, he really didn't like her.
But he doesn't like her, he came to country T for her, he doesn't like her, he bought a rubber forest for her, he doesn't like her, but he protects her.
However, if he doesn't like it, it is indeed what he said.
She was confused.
"He never said he liked me." Bai Xi said.
"Are you stupid? He didn't want to give me sausages at first, but when I told him that I was a CP fan of you and him, he gave me two sausages." Fu Shimi said.
"With so many sausages, it's normal to give you a few. He gave you half of the bacon, and he still cares about those sausages. He's just teasing you." Bai Xi explained.
"But I feel like he just likes you, likes you very much, very much." Fu Shimi said with certainty.
At first, when Bai Xi heard Fu Shimi say that Ji Chenling liked her, she looked calm on the outside, but she was really happy, sweet and shy inside. She hoped that was true.
However, after this mood cooled down, reason returned to the brain, "Women, the most terrible thing is that I feel, because many of women's feelings come from their own imagination, and this kind of imagination will seriously move in the direction they want.
Deviation, this kind of deviation will blind your eyes, make you irrational, and make wrong judgments. When the reality is too far from what you have constructed, you will often feel sadder, sadder, and aggrieved."
Fu Shimi frowned, looked at Bai Xi thoughtfully, thought for a while, slumped his shoulders, sat on the sofa, lowered his head, "I just thought that Fu Lijun was at least a little bit interested in me.
Over the past year, I didn’t want him to find me, but I also wanted him to find me. In the end, he didn’t even bother to come to me, so I was disappointed in the contradiction.”
"He is a ruthless person to begin with. I think what Ji Chenling said is right. He found the woman he loved, got married and had children, and lived a happy life. You may be sad, but most people have the function of self-healing, no matter it is trauma,
It's still an internal injury. If you have been sad for a long time, you will find that one day you will let it go." Bai Xi advised.
Fu Shimi continued to lower his head and said nothing.
Bai Xi didn't want to speak too harshly and make her sad. There were many things that others said were useless. Only when you understand them yourself can you understand them.
"I'm going to take a shower." Bai Xi said to Fu Shimi.
"So Xiao Xi, can you tell me how you got along with Ji Chenling?" Fu Shimi looked at Bai Xi expectantly.
Bai Xi was silent for a while and said: "For a while, I couldn't get what I asked for. I was also confused and sad. I first confirmed my feelings. Do I still like him?"
& “Then you still like it?” Fu Shimi asked subconsciously.
"Like, in the past year, I thought he was dead, but every day I watched the video he left for me, and I often dreamed about him, all kinds of dreams. I once thought it was him who entrusted me with the dream. You
It's funny, I think...heh...that's a wish I constructed. In fact, he's not dead at all, so how can he entrust a dream to me?" Bai Xi laughed at himself.
"After you were sure you liked her, what did you do?" Fu Shimi was eager to know what Bai Xi did.
"I don't know how to make him like me. Sometimes, I feel that if I do too much, it will make him disgusted. I will miss him and go to him. As a result, I will quarrel and break up. It seems that
There is a crack in this relationship. I will be sad, disappointed, and pessimistic. After thinking about it, it seems that the only thing I can do is to be a better version of myself, to exercise, to study, and to treat this situation more optimistically and positively.
In the world, become a person who makes others happy to get along with each other. This is what I do. I don’t know if it will help you." Bai Xi said everything she was thinking.
"I think it depends on the person, and I'm afraid that before I become a better version of myself, he will marry another woman. Isn't it said that when a woman chases a man, there will be a veil of separation between them." Fu Shimi Youyou
asked.
Bai Xi smiled slightly.
She has expressed her views and practices. If she thinks it makes sense, she will think about it. However, if she has her own opinion, it will be useless to say more.
"Maybe, as you said, it also depends on the person. If the world remained the same, the relationship between people would not be complicated, and the world would not be gorgeous.
If you have your own ideas and what you want to do, just do it. Anyway, just don't make yourself regret it." Bai Xi encouraged her.
"Xiao Xi." Fu Shimi smiled mischievously and put the clothes into Bai Xi's hands. "These clothes are all new. I washed them and didn't wear them. You see, the labels are still there."
"You've washed it and still have the label, so you're quite capable." Bai Xi said jokingly,
"This is a habit I have developed. When I buy clothes, I must wash them. Many people have touched the clothes when they are left outside. However, I have to distinguish between which ones are new, which ones have been worn, and which ones are not.
If you wear it, leave the label on it." Fu Shimi explained.
"This is a good idea. I will do it in the future. I'll take my lesson." Bai Xi clasped his fists with one hand and made a posture like a martial arts practitioner.
"Xiao Xi, I will give you all these clothes for free. Can you tell Brother Chen Ling to protect me from now on?" Fu Shimi requested.
Bai Xi raised a smile and said, "I don't dare to do this. You know the relationship between Fu Lijun and him. If you kill Fu Lijun, I think he will not only fail to protect you, but also kill you with his own hands."
"Ah?" Fu Shimi's eyes flickered, hesitant and worried, and rubbed his fingers uncomfortably.
Bai Xi glanced at Fu Shimi's hand and frowned, "You don't really want to kill him, do you?"
"Xiao Xi." Fu Shimi looked at Bai Xi hesitantly, frowned, took a deep breath, and mustered up the courage to say, "Can I trust you?"
Bai Xi's heart skipped a beat.
She is not stupid. Fu Shimi must have a secret to tell her.
The price for letting her know the secret is that she has to convince Ji Chenling to protect her.
Just as Ji Chenling said, she was so worried about her thoroughness, so she must be doing something. This matter must have caused her to be imprudent.