After struggling rationally and emotionally, Bai Xi said, "I think it's best not to tell anyone about secrets, especially secrets that you value."
"Why?" Fu Shimi asked.
Bai Xi's eyes became even fainter, "The most unstable relationship in the world is the relationship between people. When you have a good relationship with this person, you want to tell her your secret. It's you who wants to tell her.
She, you treat her as a friend, sincerely, sincerely, but one day, your relationship will not be good, and these secrets of yours will be revealed by her and become a dagger to hurt you."
"Will you also reveal my secret?" Fu Shimi asked.
"You can't imagine people's hearts, you can't imagine the environment, and you can't judge variables. I think I can't be trusted. You'd better not tell me the secret." Bai Xi advised.
What she said was sincere, and she couldn't bear to see the disappointment in Fu Shimi's eyes. "I'm going to take a shower first."
She walked directly into the bathroom, took down the sign, placed it neatly on the sink, and turned on the faucet.
The weather in country T was relatively hot, so Bai Xi didn't adjust the temperature to a high level. He washed it casually, applied skin care products, and went out. Fu Shimi was actually still there.
Fu Shimi looked at her pitifully, "When I left before, I took away Fu Lijun. I want to follow your example and have a child with him."
"What?" Bai Xi understood, but was shocked.
"That day, I also saw a news story about a maid who stole the master's used condom and became pregnant with the master's child, and then the master recognized the child." Fu Shimi continued.
"So. You gave birth to the child?" Bai Xi was shocked and looked at Fu Shimi.
Her figure didn't seem to have changed much, "How old is the child now?"
Bai Xi counted the days. "Three months?"
Fu Shimi nodded, "Three months."
"Where is the child now?" Bai Xi asked.
When she came here, she didn't see any babies.
"It's at my friend's place," Fu Shimi said.
"Are you crazy? Do you think that if you have a child, he will want you? Even if he wants you, you have hindered his future plans because you are not the person he expected in the future. He will only hate you. These
Is this really what you want? Do you want to destroy yourself and your future as well?" Bai Xi said nonchalantly.
"I gave birth to my child just for our future. Didn't you give birth to your child just to be with Ji Chenling?" Fu Shimi asked with jealousy.
"I'm not. At that time, I didn't know that the child was Ji Chenling's. I didn't leave the child to get a man, I did it for myself. I was kicked out of the Bai family back then, and my mother had already changed her name and would never give it up again.
When I came back, my grandma was seriously ill again. I was the only one in the world. I felt that she was a gift from God to let me know that I still have a relative. If I hadn’t been pregnant with Tiantian, my grandma wouldn’t have survived six years ago.
In that accident, I died six years ago." Bai Xi explained.
"Now the children are all born." Fu Shimi said aggrievedly.
Bai Xi sat next to her, "The child is yours, the child is what you want, don't impose it on others, don't use her as a tool, if Fu Lijun doesn't want her, let the child know that she has a good mother.
"
Fu Shimi's eyes became even redder, and her eyes were covered with mist. "Xiao Xi, help me. I want to give my child a complete family. A few days ago, Xiaobao fell ill. I took him to the hospital and saw other children.
Do you know how heartbroken I was when my parents were with me?"
"I understand your idea of giving your child a complete family, but I don't support you using your child to contain Fu Lijun. There are so many family men and fathers of children who are raising women, children, and bodies outside.
In a man’s heart, you must understand this.”
"So, I wanted Fu Lijun to love me. If I wanted to use my child to threaten Fu Lijun, I would have done so long ago, but I didn't. I hid the child." Fu Shimi said,
"What you said is inconsistent. You said at the beginning that you wanted to imitate me and give birth to Fu Lijun's child. What this meant was that you thought you could keep Fu Lijun with your child, but now you said that if you want to use your child to keep Fu Lijun,
If the child threatens Fu Lijun, he has already done so." Bai Xi pointed out rationally.
"That's what I was thinking at the time. I saw that Ji Chenling, a cold and mean person, was very good to Tiantian and also very good to you. I had this idea that if I gave birth to a child with Fu Lijun, maybe Fu Lijun and I would have a child.
There was a turning point, so I did it, ran away, and secretly went to country T to give birth to the child. However, after giving birth to the child, I became rational. As you said, if I use the child to threaten Fu Lijun,
It would only get his disgust and hatred, so I didn't threaten him with my child." Fu Shimi explained.
"What exactly do you want to do?" Bai Xi asked.
"I want to go back and try my best. If Fu Lijun can fall in love with me, I can give Xiaobao a complete family. As a mother, I have tried my best. If Fu Lijun still can't fall in love with me, then I will leave and never go back.
It's gone." Fu Shimi said sadly, with tears in her eyes.
"How to try your best? To pester Fu Lijun? As far as I know, a person like Fu Lijun can do anything and never talk about human feelings. He seems to talk more. In fact, Ji Chenling has a cold face and a warm heart.
His face is cold and his heart is cold too." Bai Xi advised.
"Xiao Xi, you are also an unmarried mother. Can you understand how I feel now, how I want to find a father for my child and give my child a complete family? Can you help me?" Fu Shimi asked again, holding her hand.
He held Bai Xi's hand.
Bai Xi looked at her watery eyes.
Fu Shimi loves Fu Lijun so much that she almost goes crazy in love. Unfortunately, Fu Lijun is a stubborn stone and she will only get a bloody head when she hits him.
However, if you don’t work hard for yourself, your life will be filled with the greatest regrets.
"How do you want me to help you?" Bai Xi asked.
"Brother Chen Ling listens to you. If you ask him, he will definitely agree." Fu Shimi said.
"Impossible." Bai Xi refused directly, his eyes were firm, leaving no room for negotiation, and continued: "I don't want Ji Chenling to do anything difficult. You also know that Fu Lijun is his brother, and he promised me,
I'm stuck between you and Fu Lijun. I don't want to put pressure on him, because he is the man I love, but I can promise you that I will use my own abilities to help you and try my best to protect you."