Chapter 1358: Cherish the present is the most important thing
"It's June now, why is it cold?" Bai Xi said, and took a few steps back. "You didn't eat anything just now. Do you want to go in and eat something? You used to like eating dumplings and wonton skins.
It's different from dumplings, but the filling is the same. I made three kinds of them. You can eat it with that sauce."
"Have I eaten the dumplings you made before?" Ji Chenling asked.
Bai Xi raised the corner of her mouth slightly.
The experience is always so amazingly similar.
Bai Xi remembered Ji Chenling asked her the same thing last year.
Bai Xi nodded, "You like to eat very much. I often make a lot of it. It is frozen in the refrigerator. When I want to eat, I will take it out and cook it."
Ji Chenling held Bai Xi's hand.
Bai Xi's whole body trembled and subconsciously wanted to pull it out.
Ji Chenling held it tightly, "Every day I should hope to see us holding hands."
Bai Xi frowned and lowered her head.
The more I want to see it, the more sad I will be when I can’t see it.
She forced her hand out and said with a smile: "I'm embarrassed to watch so many people."
Ji Chenling held Bai Xi's hand again, "There's nothing to be embarrassed about."
He didn't give her the chance to refuse and pulled her in.
Grandma, Zuo Si, saw them holding hands and looking at each other strangely.
"Eat." Ji Chenling said in a deep voice, sitting in his seat without letting go.
Bai Xi could only sit next to Ji Chenling.
Ji Chenling then let go of Bai Xi's hand, picked up a wonton, dipped it in the sauce, and took a bite.
"Dad, isn't it delicious?" Tiantian asked.
"Yes." Ji Chenling responded.
"Mom can also make a lot of delicious food. What you see is just the tip of the iceberg." Tiantian introduced seriously.
"We are so good every day and we can also talk about the tip of the iceberg." Grandma Ji Chenling praised.
"Dad." Tiantian shouted again.
Ji Chenling raised his eyes and looked at Tiantian.
He smiled brightly every day. "You just move back. I miss you very much. There are many rooms in the house."
Bai Xi's heart sank. He didn't expect that every day would say that. If she stopped him, Ji Chenling would definitely feel that she still wanted to leave.
But if Ji Chenling moved in, they had to spend time together day and night again. She was very afraid and repeated the same mistake.
"Yes, OK." Ji Chenling responded.
"Really?" Tiantian was happy, his eyes were filled with bright light, and he couldn't believe it.
"Really." Ji Chenling said, "Didn't you say that these foods are the tip of the iceberg your mother made? I should always try them."
Seeing Ji Chenling’s words every day, I was happy and gave Ji Chenling a thumbs up, "You have made a wise choice. This time, don’t disappear casually anymore. If you disappear again, I won’t
I recognize you, but there are many people who are striving to be my dad anyway.”
"A lot?" Ji Chenling frowned, "Do they often come to your house?"
"That's not. They know that my mother cares about me the most, so I flattered me first, and a lot of flattered me. I have several ideal candidates in my heart. If you, the real master, disappear again
, it's gameover." Tiantian said.
"Yes." Ji Chenling responded.
After a meal
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Bai Xi was busy in the kitchen, and her grandmother helped her and asked in confusion: "Xiao Xi, what's wrong with you and Chen Ling? I think you really have a good relationship."
Bai Xi felt very sorry and worried, "I'm sorry, grandma, Chen Ling knows the reason, but... I'm afraid... I think..."
Bai Xi thought for a while and then said, "It's the best choice for me to leave."
"Do you want to hear my grandma's opinion?" Grandma said earnestly.
"Of course, grandma, you said." Bai Xi said sincerely, looking at grandma.
Just as she used to listen to her grandmother's words.
"Some people, who are not sick, have good health, have a successful career, and commit suicide at a young age. What do you think is for?" asked grandma.
"Depression? Being trapped by love?" Bai Xi guessed.
"I'm not happy, I can see that before you, Chen Ling didn't look for a girlfriend, and after you, he looked down on others. In this impetuous society, there are few such loyal and sincere men.
.” said grandma.
"Ji Chenling is pretty good." Bai Xi said, lowering his eyes. He has actually always kept himself clean in his body in terms of men and women.
"So, do you think he will be happy if you leave?" Grandma asked.
"At least one thought, as long as I don't get the news of my death, there will be hope." Bai Xi said.
Grandma laughed, "First, Chen Ling has always been a rational child. If you die, he knows in his heart that he just wants to believe it or not. If he thinks that you are alive, you are looking for you all your life and suffering all your life, then this life
, It's hard and difficult to live. If he knows that you are dead, he won't have any thoughts about other women, because you have too few happy days together, and you will leave like this, you will be free and easy."
"What should grandma think I should do?" Bai Xi was puzzled.
"Let him relieve your death, and even with memories of the past, he can live happily. Just like you, even if you die, don't you think you are worth it?" Grandma reminded.
"I feel relieved of my death?" Bai Xi was confused, "What should I do?"
"Stay with him, let him contact him every day, let him help you fulfill all your wishes, and you fulfill his wishes. After that, let it go. If he wants to die with you, it is his choice.
, Xiao Xi.”
"I don't want him to die, I'm just afraid of this." Bai Xi retreated again when she thought of him wanting to die for herself, and was afraid, and her eyes turned red again.
"He may not necessarily die. He will not be happy if he thinks too much. No one knows what the future will be like. I think it is better to seize and cherish the present than to do so many plans and assumptions. That is the most correct way to do it now." Grandma
Said lovingly.
Bai Xi pondered on her grandmother's words.
Grandma smiled, "Okay, I'll wash the remaining bowls. You've been busy for a day today and it's very hard. I'll give you some time to think about it carefully."
"Thank you grandma." Bai Xi said.
She went out and did not go to the restaurant, but went directly to the back door.
Behind my grandmother's house is a garden.
A lot of vegetables were planted in the yard. In the past, there was an artificial lake where fish were raised.
A shed was built by the lake, and chickens, ducks, geese, sheep and pigs were raised.
Leisure, comfortable and pastoral life.
Bai Xi sat on the swing, shaking gently, looking at the bright moon in the sky.
More than ten minutes later, the phone rang, and it was Long Youfei's caller ID.