"She is different from you. She is not a 'good girl'. She has had countless boyfriends over the years and is very casual about relationships."
I was about to explode and asked: "What does it mean to be casual about relationships? If you have many boyfriends, does it mean you are casual about relationships? Meng Ziqi has had many boyfriends, but this does not mean that she is casual.
Every relationship she had was serious, but she found it inappropriate, so she broke up. This was not casual. She was different from you in the past. Don't judge her by your own mentality...
Also, even so, it is not a reason for you to deceive her, and I can see that this time she is different from the past. When she mentions the name "Yun Che", she is always "browsing with joy".
You also know that you are good-looking, charming, and have a way of dealing with women. You can conquer any woman. Do you think this is your ability as a man?
To put it nicely, this is called romance, but to put it worse, it’s called promiscuity.”
Rong Bai laughed and said, "It's strange, why do you have completely opposite opinions on me and Meng Ziqi? For the same behavior, she can't even be called 'casual', but I become 'promiscuous'?"
In your eyes, am I just such a man? Yes, in your eyes, am I not just such a man?"
Is he still angry after saying that?
"Don't you think so?"
He nodded and said: "Okay, I am a bad man. It doesn't matter to me. I am just bad as long as I am bad. Anyway, I have nothing to do with you now and no one cares about me anyway?"
His current attitude is that a dead pig is not afraid of boiling water, and he has an indifferent attitude towards everything he says?
We just sat there in silence for a while. We didn't turn on the big light in the room, we just turned on a bedside lamp. I couldn't even see clearly the expression on his face at this time.
We can both hear each other's breathing.
I said: "You are not a child, why do you need someone to take care of you?"
"Yeah, I'm not a child, why do you use your thinking to evaluate my behavior?
I don’t know since when, everything I did was wrong in your eyes, and everything I did was wrong.”
I shook my head and said, "You have changed. Rong Bai is not like you, and neither is Yun Che..."
It's different, everything seems to be different.
"Yes, I have changed... I shouldn't ask for what I can't ask for, so be it..."
He stood up and wanted to leave, so I hurriedly asked: "What does 'just do it' mean?"
"Everything I do is 'vetoed' here, and I don't need to explain it to you, but I hope you remember one sentence.
If you think that 'the years are quiet and peaceful', then there must be someone who is 'carrying the burden' for you. Don't worry about Meng Ziqi and I, just go and remarry Han Yichen..."
When I heard this, I just felt that I couldn't stand up. I thought I heard it wrong.
"What did you say?"
"I say, you should remarry Han Yichen. At least he has been kind to you and his children in the past few years."
I never thought he would say such a thing?
From beginning to end, weren't all the tragedies caused by him trying to stop me from loving Han Yichen?
When have I ever had a "quiet time"? Is your "walking with a heavy burden" just making my life a mess?
"Are you serious?"
"Of course! I can't give you the life you want, but Han Yichen can. He can give you stability and let you and your son be together 365 days a year.
He doesn’t have any bad habits, he won’t go clubbing, he won’t take drugs, and he won’t be promiscuous, so he is much better than me.”
I nodded almost numbly and said, "Yes, he is much better than you. He has never lied to me. If he loves me, he loves me. If he doesn't love me, he doesn't love me."
It’s because I love him so much that I think he’s hurting me if he doesn’t love me. In fact, that’s not the case. He is actually very kind to me, very gentle, and very caring. He says that he loves me now, very much…
He said he was waiting for me, he said, as long as I am happy...we still have Tang Xinrong..."
But even so, I didn't agree to his remarriage?
Because I know that I have gone far, and no matter how much I go back, I will never find my original starting point.
I said: "Okay, I'm going to find him to remarry, I'm going..."
I just hurried downstairs. I didn't even change my shoes, so I put on my slippers and ran out of the living room and into the yard.
I looked back and saw Rong Bai standing at the door, but he didn't move or come after me.
I repeated: "I'll go find Han Yichen right now..."
I don’t know how I escaped from the Rong family?
I kept running forward along that sidewalk...
When I ran, I was sweating, and when I ran, I burst into tears. When I ran, I felt that my teeth were swollen, my mouth was filled with a salty taste, and my calves were sore and trembling. I fell to the ground and then stopped.
I don’t even know what I just experienced?
I feel like my heart is going to explode?
There are thousands of floating worlds, but there are three that I love: the sun, the moon, and the queen. The sun is the morning, the moon is the dusk, and the queen is the morning, the dusk, and the dusk.
I only have you, only you...
Why? Why do you do this to me?
I turned my back on the secular world and stayed with you, but in the end I still used my heartbreak to prove that this was wrong...
Didn't you say that our bridges lead to bridges and our roads lead to roads?
Didn't you ask me to find a woman to get married and have children?
Are you going to remarry Han Yichen?
I remember when we were in Nanyang, Han Yichen said he planned to remarry me, and Rong Bai said, "Do you think I'm dead?"
I also remember how many times he asked me to divorce Han Yichen, and even asked Yunxia to put contraceptive pills in my diet to prevent me from getting entangled with Han Yichen.
He said that letting me marry Han Yichen was the stupidest and regrettable decision he had ever made in his life?