"How do I know where you put the stuff, or how do I know that you want to kill Wang Yu?"
"Or, how do I know that you want to attack several other people in your dormitory, and have even considered attacking me?"
Chen Mo said softly.
Xu Zhipeng's pupils shrank sharply when he heard the next sentence, and he looked up at Chen Mo with wide eyes.
"I guessed."
After raising the atmosphere to the extreme, Chen Mo suddenly said something, which stunned Xu Zhipeng.
"Don't be surprised. I really just guessed what I was doing when you looked at me like this."
It's just that we have investigated Xu Zhipeng's detailed information for more than ten years, used more than ten years of experience in assisting in case handling, and have a lot of experience in criminal psychology to speculate.
Xu Zhipeng moved the corners of his mouth.
"I……"
He didn't expect that he was almost broken by the sentence "I guess".
"Xu Zhipeng was born in a mountain village in County F, City J, Province L. He was the only college student in the village who was admitted to university the year before last. He was also the number one scholar in the county. He was the first person in the urban area to be the child of other people in County F.
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Your mother died young, and your father was a lumberjack. However, because he loved gambling, the family had no savings. Even because of a big gamble in the early years, he lost all the money in the family and owed a lot of debt. In the same year, your mother
You wanted to divorce your father, but failed and were beaten. In the same year, your mother drowned and passed away. The local police determined that the death was accidental. You also have a younger brother and a younger sister. Because your father did not take care of things, after your mother left, basically
You brought them up all by yourself, and we have a very good relationship...
Because your father often went out to gamble and was away from home when you were young, you were basically raised by your mother. Your mother hoped that you could go to college. When you wanted to go to school when you were a child, your father didn't agree. It was your mother who knelt down and was beaten to beg.
Your father agreed. Until the moment your mother died, your mother had always been your spiritual support. She was the only person in the mountain village or family who understood you and supported you.
You hate but are also afraid of but also love your father, because you doubt the cause of your mother's death and that her death was not a normal death at all. You have doubted your father and everyone in the village. You think they are executioners,
But they are people who are extremely close to you.
You have been growing up in conflicting moods and living environments since childhood. You have always had resentment and fear in your heart, as well as a sense of 'guilt'. You deeply remember that incident when you were a child, and you hate it when adults don't tell you anything.
, you want to study medicine because you want to know the truth. Did those people in uniforms lie to you about the truth about your mother's death when you guessed it...
So you chose the medical school of University A because your mother once told you that she also wanted to get into University A when she was studying... Don't look at me so strangely. This is what you saw in QQ space many years ago.
It was written..."
"You...why do you know this..."
As Chen Mo spit out each word, Xu Zhipeng's eyes slowly seemed to set off huge waves bit by bit, as if a torpedo was thrown into the deep water, exploded from the bottom of the lake, and spread out a huge bubble, spreading bit by bit.
And it opened. It completely exploded the frozen ice on the lake, cracking open inch by inch. When Chen Mo took out those things before, he was just shocked, accompanied by a feeling of despair.
Deep in his heart, there was a feeling that it was indeed the case, a feeling that he could not resist fate no matter what, and that fate would step on his feet and crush him severely. A feeling that if he was discovered, he would be discovered, and he would call the police. He was completely resigned to giving up on his life.
The feeling is that the eyes are still cold, but the difference is that there is no longer any life.
He has always been restrained, hiding himself deeply, hiding and sealing his heart, his eyes are gloomy and frozen. But at this time, Chen Mo's words were undoubtedly like a heavy blow, directly removing the layer of protection he had lastly
The ice layer that concealed myself was completely overturned.
These words...
How did he know these things?
These words... he had never said to anyone.
This was a secret that he had buried in his heart, and had never told anyone in his life, and would never tell anyone. It was the biggest secret in his life, and it was a great terror that had tortured him countless times when he was a child and could not sleep day and night.
At this moment, in a strange city, a college student who they didn't know before today suddenly said it...
Xu Zhipeng could not recover from the shock for a long time.
The whole person seemed to be covered in a hood, and everything was buzzing.
He raised his head and looked at Chen Mo in shock with only one pair of eyes. Under the knotted bangs, there was a pair of dark eyes with trembling pupils. His lips moved, as if he had a lot to say, but when he opened his mouth, only "——
"A kind of silent and hoarse electric frequency sound. It is the silent tearing after the emotion reaches a certain level.
Chen Mo's words brought Xu Zhipeng's mind back to that afternoon five years ago in his memory. The sun was shining brightly, but when he looked at the corpse in the ditch, he felt cold all over, as if a leech had penetrated his body.
They were running around everywhere and couldn't squeeze out no matter how hard they squeezed.
Looking at the uncles and uncles smoking around him, he felt like they were demons. Everyone's expressions were twisted into ferocious looks, including demons and monsters, including himself.
The evil spirits born in the ghost village have dirty blood.
"This may be the reason for your current personality, and also the reason why you are prepared to carry out such extreme revenge."
"Are you wondering why you know so much about it?"
"Because I have investigated you comprehensively. I have investigated everything that has happened to you over the years." Chen Mo said without concealment.
"We didn't know each other before, why did you suddenly want to investigate me?"
"It was an accident, but I'm glad that I chose to investigate and stop you. You should be my holy father. I don't want to watch a person go to hell step by step and destroy himself with my own hands."
After looking at the man with red eyes in front of him for a long time, Chen Mo sighed softly and briefly talked about what happened when Wang Yu bumped into him that day, as well as his subsequent speculations because of their words.
Xu Zhipeng slowly lowered his head. His hands, which had rough joints and even some deformities from farm work when he was a child, were inserted into the knotted ends of his hair. He bent his fingers hard and pressed the knotted hair, tightly holding onto the white hair.
He lowered his head and stared at a spot on the floor. After listening, his tight lips suddenly broke into a smile.
"I see... I didn't expect to lose to him again. How could I be so unlucky to meet a nosy person like you?"
Not hearing Chen Mo's response, Xu Zhipeng continued to talk to himself:
"My grandma has always been a very gentle person..."
"When I was a child, I remember that my father would hit people when he drank. When he asked my grandma for money, if she didn't give it, he would punch and kick her crazily. This is what I remember when I was a child.
.I have always had a violent mood similar to that of my father.
But my mother was the one who healed me. Even if she was seriously injured, she would run over and hug me, who was scared and crying, and said that I should study hard in the future, work hard to get out of this mountain village, and save my life.
She went outside to take a look again. She always told me that there were many places in big cities outside.
The story said that it was big and beautiful outside... and then it coaxed me to sleep little by little, just like a dream. The dreams were all sweet, and there were big cities as beautiful and picturesque as a peach blossom garden, where people were kind, and there were no
Violent, everyone respects each other, is cultured and cultivated.
This is like a sweet dream from my childhood.
But I didn't expect that my dream would be like this in reality...
I've known since I was very young that my grandma didn't marry my dad in a normal way. When I was little, my dad would beat me when he was unhappy. But in the village, it's normal for men to hit women. I forced myself to think it was normal.
, but the sound of the punch hitting the flesh made my heart tremble with every sound. I am a very weak person. Although I feel sorry for my grandma, I never dare to hit my grandma when my father hits me.
Go up and pull the racket.
I only dare to apply bits of chewed grass on my grandma when she is lying on the ground dying and hearing her cry out in pain, just like when my friends and I were playing house.
Grass is not a herbal medicine at all, and I now know it is useless at all.
But every time I finish doing this, when my mother wakes up, she always touches me very gently (,,′?w?)ノ“(′っw?｀.) and says: Be good, we Zhipeng don’t
Cry, our Zhipeng is so powerful. The herbal medicine we found is particularly effective. This herbal medicine can be applied once
When I went to bed, all the pain flew away, and my grandma didn’t feel any pain at all. I knew she was still in pain, and she was lying to me. I would always feel aggrieved and scared when I listened to my grandma’s words. She said: We Zhipeng
It's really amazing. I will definitely become a very powerful doctor in the future.
My grades are very good, and many people say that I am very smart, but I know this is because of my grandma. My grandma said that before I met my father, she loved reading and had good grades. She liked a
I am a college student, and I also dream of taking the A-level exam. If she hadn’t followed my father, she would have passed the exam. After all, she is so smart. Every time I get my report card and get the first place in the exam, I am very happy, because I know that I
My grandma will be happier than me, and she will make all kinds of delicious treats for me in different ways to reward me.
After the exam that day, I took my report card home and my father and grandfather were all there. The smell of cigarette smoke filled the whole house. Everyone looked very solemn. Later I heard from the aunt next door that I realized that I
Grandma ran away.
It was said that my dad had a lot of debt from gambling, and someone wanted to chop off his hand, so he wanted to drag my grandma over to pay off the debt. My grandma refused to work and divorced my dad, saying that he was beaten.
Then it was not tied down and ran away.
As a child, I couldn't ask anything, and the adults didn't want to talk to us. There was a very gloomy atmosphere at home.
My mother found her a few days later, in a ravine.
You know what? It was unrecognizable when I found it. Everyone told me that my mother died of accidental drowning, but they were all bullshit. In such a shallow ditch, a child couldn't even get half submerged in it. How could he drown? Human! But everyone said she was drowned. I know it was not the case. Anyone with a conscience who saw the body would know it was not the case. It was not a natural death! How to explain so many pinch marks on her body?
I was holding the biology paper with a perfect score, and I was shivering all over. My grandma couldn’t close her eyes. I wanted to rub the bruises on the injured area and apply herbal medicine on her as usual, but I didn’t even touch my grandma’s body. No. I know that I will never have the chance to save my grandma, and my grandma will never wake up and cooperate with me again. My grandma is gone.
He was torn apart and bitten by those demons until he was gone.
I looked around at the people who had hastily buried my mother. I saw that everyone looked like a devil, like a man-eating monster. But they were just like ordinary people, wearing human skin. But they were all devils. !I also know that the light in my heart has died, and the violent emotions accumulated in the past have turned into demons. There is also a ghost living in my heart.
I have always been very clear-headed and know that people have all the malice toward the world in their hearts, and so do I.
Just like you said, other people might not be as extreme as me. I am a bit divided myself. I always remember the kindness that my grandma taught me, being generous to others, and being kind to others...
I've always done this too.
It's just that my kindness is a bottomless shell, which is wrapped in the devil that I suppress and trap inside.
You can call me honest, but I'm not really a good person. I'm even a little sick, but I want to be a good person and a normal person who can integrate into society. Just like my grandma expected, I will grow up well. Big, take a good look at this big world and take a look at it for her.
When I first came to University A, I really wanted to get along well with everyone.
Maybe I can't get along with others.
I brought some bacon from our village, which was a rare snack when I was a child. On the first day of school, I came to a new environment and tried to make friends. I took out the bacon from the snakeskin bag and wanted to give it to My roommates shared it. I will always remember the scene at that time.
Wang Yu pushed away the bacon, with a disgusting expression on his face, and stepped back as if he had seen something disgusting, with a look of disgust on his face. He said: What are you holding? It’s so big. The smell was so disgusting and stinky. Others began to make the same expression as him. Then they opened the windows and doors, saying they wanted to let some air in.
I seemed to have an illusion at that moment, feeling like I was seeing a hideous-looking ghost again.
I suppressed the violence and told myself that they might not be used to the taste. Just like my grandma said, don’t do anything to make things difficult for others. I put away the bacon and never showed up in front of them again. Take it out.
I really don’t know if it’s my problem, or if it’s just the culture of big cities. The beautiful dream I had before seems to have been twisted into a huge and ferocious nightmare, and turned into a black ghost face filling the sky.
I have been working very hard to get along with them and tried my best. I would take the initiative to bring them breakfast and help them pick up express delivery. But when I had a stomachache and wanted Li Jingyu to bring me a cup of millet porridge, he refused and said He didn’t have time. I asked other people again, and they also said they were playing outside, and I didn’t ask again. But then when they were playing outside and asked me to pick up express delivery for them, the WeChat messages they sent were still the same. Of course.
I tried so hard to blend in with them, but found that the other three people were getting closer and closer. I thought about it.
We are obviously in the same class, but when they go to class every morning, they never come with me. They just turn off the lights when they leave, as if I am not there in the dormitory. Sometimes I get up early and wash up.
, when I was waiting for them, when they opened the door, they would pretend they didn’t see me and leave directly.
But when I was a freshman, because I had the best grades, they would always ask me about any academic matters. But usually, the three of them were talking playfully, and I turned around and tried to add something, as long as
As soon as I opened my mouth, several people stopped talking."
"You know in this situation, no matter who it is, it will be abnormal. There are many times when negative emotions occupy my entire mind."