"Besides, I am not a person with a sound personality. I have been holding on and suppressing the maliciousness in my heart. Sometimes the malice in my heart is scared by myself. But I finally endured it. I want to understand.
Once, I advise that I do n’t need to be friends with others. I have a good grade. It ’s okay to recruit teachers. I also have my own value. Why always please others.
I think I am a transparent person in the dormitory. Because my dad is unwilling to give me living expenses, I just find a part -time job outside. I know that other majors have rest on Saturdays and Sunday, but our medical school is here.
It has always been full of lessons. Scholarship is very stressful, and it is difficult to balance part -time and academic studies. Sometimes I often return part -time to work all night to rush my homework until dawn.
Because I am very busy, when people are busy, I have no time to worry about those sensitive feelings in my heart. I persuade themselves to be happy, but they do n’t let me go, do you know? They do n’t let me go!
They are still looking for me. I basically do not return to the dormitory. When I am outside all day, when I go back at night, I will back on the desk below.
Put the outside, put it loudly, keep it at 11 o'clock, and I feel like I can endorse each time after eleven o'clock.
Hanging them, the sound of the book pages noisy him to sleep, my sound of going to bed was too noisy, and the sound of my walking step was annoying.
It seems that nothing is right, as long as I move, the dormitory is in a very delicate and stagnant atmosphere. And I am the least pleasing person.
Every time I come back late, the dormitory door is closed tightly. Every time I go out, I have to bring a card, because I know they will not open the door to me. Once I forgot to bring the card, knock outside the door of the dormitory.
After a while, no one opened the door for me. At that time, I didn't know that I could find the uncle downstairs to open the door. I was not so mature, so I would handle things, and I took a mobile phone that was already out of power and sat in the stairwell.
When they were going to class the next day, they opened the door to wash, and I went back to the dormitory. I heard them chat and complained about the knocking on the door last night. I knew that they heard it, but no one was willing to open the door for me.
I don't know what I did wrong, let them treat me so much. Many times I can't restrain myself anymore, but I am still telling myself that I have a good grade.
In the past two years, it has passed, and it is fine. I want to live better than them. Don't bully me anymore! "
"But do you know? They destroyed my future. So hippie smirk easily destroyed what I have insisted on insisting on.
, I will go to each lesson, I will never be absent. The grade is my last pride. I finally caught the life -saving straw. My future was easily destroyed by them. "
"theft?"
"It's easy to say. When you touch your up and down your mouth, it's easy to say. Because I am poor, do they must stole things? I have always been like my mother.
Learning from poor, I will save my clothes, but I will never save money used for learning.
At the beginning of the semester last semester, the teacher asked us to buy an experimental model, because the price is very expensive, many students are reluctant to buy it, including my roommates. Sometimes I am very strange, they can spend hundreds of thousands of shoes, a pair of shoes, a piece of clothes
But I can't bear to buy an experimental equipment. In their words, this equipment can also be seen in the laboratory. It is nothing to do without buying it. From the beginning of our dormitory, only Li Jingyu bought it.
Later, I also bought it. I saved the money that had been saved for a long time, and then I saved money to buy a set of second -hand in the end of the semester. I took the model to the dormitory and prepared to experiment with the new model.
Do your homework. Do you know what happened?
When I just entered the dormitory, everyone looked at me, just like a public hall, looking at me with a look of garbage, scolding me: Let's take someone else's things, don't tell others!
It was full of my mind. I only knew that Li Jingyu had been placed outside the dormitory because of the model too much in the past two days. I couldn't find it for the past two days. They saw the model in my hand and thought it was it. I didn't pass it.
Li Jingyu allowed to take it.
I told them that this was what I bought, but they did not believe it. At first we almost made trouble. Because I bought the second -hand, I did not invoiced, because my hometown had always paid it with cash. After I went to college, I went to college.
I did n’t change this habit. Even for the children's children to teach a class, I also asked my parents to give me cash. When I bought the model, I gave the money directly.
The explanation is unclear, and if my mouth is stupid, they are unwilling to listen to my explanation. I say that they all think I am a quibble. Because in their cognition, I am poor, I can’t afford such things. I am poor. I am poor.
They can't buy things that they are reluctant to buy. Because I am poor, everyone does not believe in my justification.
They were so natural that I ordered me to the pillar of shame. I was too lazy to justify it at first, because I was determined to treat my roommates as strangers. Their thoughts were not important for me.
But do you know? The next day the class spread throughout my news. They all said that I was a thief, all of which were spreading my thief. At that time, I rushed to my head. In those days, my heart jumped.
It's particularly fast. My whole person is shaking. I was eventually affected. I went to find the seller, opened the list, and asked the seller to call me to testify. I wanted to explain publicly in the dormitory, but
No one listened to me, they were unwilling to gather together to listen to me.
Everyone looked at me with white eyes and regarded my words as fart. I fired later and made a lot of fire. They barely heard it.
I thought this was just like this, but no. None of them explained to the people in the class, saying that it was that they were wronged. They still spread my temper.
I told others that I have money everywhere, but I just have a poor look in clean fashion.
Even when they were joking, when I applied for the most critical public announcement of the National Inspirational Scholarship, I reported to the counselor and the college.
Even if it is not in the end, I meet the standards, but when I pushed the best at the time, my place was removed. My efforts for a semester! I have lost the place of Baoyan, do you know?
That is every day I forced myself to death, tired to vomiting, and always maintained what I wanted!
They were so happy that they returned to the dormitory every time I used me as a transparent person. "
Xu Zhipeng looked up at Chen Mo, scratched his fingers along his hair across his cheeks, then slipped, and put on his thigh weakly.
"At that moment, I knew that I was over. The beautiful dream of childhood was broken. Everything turned into a Shura hell. Everyone was a evil ghost.
Their faces were torn! The strong maliciousness in my heart could no longer be suppressed! What I saw was malicious blood and rotten, and I also wanted to turn them into this color.
Like the pressurized high -pressure cooker, the hot temperature has reached the critical point. I have been pressing it all the time, holding it to prevent him from exploding.
Until this semester, I couldn't hold it anymore. The pressure of mental stress made me unable to study hard at all.
After the professionalism, I know that the high -pressure cooker in my heart can no longer be overwhelmed.
It was his first me who took the lead in reporting. He had been isolated me. He was still talking about the so -called theft of my last semester in this semester. He also maliciously said that he had something to lose.
The yin and yang beside me was weird, suggesting that I stole it. He also said that I was so ugly, why not die? "
"It's easy to say, so I thought ..."
"Send him to death?"
Chen Mo said.
"Um."
"You hate me, want to solve me, because he?"
"Um."
"Then why did you stop at the last moment?"
Xu Zhipeng glanced at Chen Mo, slowly glanced at his eyes, staring at a daze without answering.
The air was quiet for a while, and Chen Mo stared at Xu Zhipeng's expression slowly.
"Then you prepared all this, prepare to break the net with them, and change their lives with their own lives?"
"Hehehe-" Xu Zhipeng smiled, his voice was hoarse. "I made all the preparations, including the killing of them, I also committed suicide myself. I made all the worst preparations."
"Hehehehe-" Xu Zhipeng smiled again, and smiled a little bit, and a little desolate.
"But unfortunately, it fails, just like you see.
I know you will definitely not let me continue to do it. I will not regret my previous decision again, and I will still go to this step. I also know what the previous behavior is.
Prepare. I won't resist, nor will I do it with you. I have never cared about me in my life. I think this time I will be discovered so unique. It is also my doomed fate.
. ""
Xu Zhipeng smiled and ridiculed his eyes sadly. In the dark eyes, there was no monster and murderous intention, no interest in life, and no light.
It was already more than ten o'clock, the corridor was very quiet, and the dormitory was very quiet. I could only hear the sound of Chen Mo's "Kalaka" back -shaped sound of the plastic bag on the table.
Neither of them spoke, and the dormitory was quiet for a while.
After a long time, Chen Mo suddenly said softly:
"Have you been to the amusement park like this?"
"Um?"
"Walk."
"ah--?"
Nympho
Xu Zhipeng did not respond until he was pulled to the school gate. It was so late that they could not report to the school gate.
"I asked for leave, and when I brushed it, you just follow me."
"You take someone like me to go out together, you are not afraid ..."
"You can't beat me."
"..."
Until when the school gate was taken on the taxi, Xu Zhipeng was still a little bit embarrassed.
He really came out like this? He has always obediently good students. This is the first time that he is so imminent.
"Hey, if it wasn't for the walls of our school, it would be difficult to turn over, I would like to take you to experience it."
Wen Yan blinked with his eyes, looking at Chen Mo complicatedly. In his investigation, or in the eyes of many people, Chen Mo seemed to be a very good, very good student.
, The feeling of the five good youths that do not make mistakes.
It seemed to feel Xu Zhipeng's eyes. Chen Mo looked at Xu Zhipeng with his head and said with a smile:
"Anyone has two sides. This world is not black or white. Many things are complicated ash, and people are. It's like sometimes goodwill and malicious occurrences, that is, a moment in my mind."
"People are like a balloon. They can't always get angry inside. If you are more angry, you are not patching outside the balloon. You have to put your qi appropriately. Otherwise
It was exploded, and it was even more tragic when I exploded. You are the rules of the eunuch, and you have died of your own frame. "
Xu Zhipeng looked at Chen Mo. The lights outside the car were shot into the vehicle through the light, and the beautiful city neon light and shadow were mapped. It was very special, with a sense of halo.
"Don't think about everything now, fear, fear, anger ... or other emotions, let me put me, empty our heads, now we want to play. Go, take you to air!"
Nympho
City A Wudaokou, a certain pressure hall.
"Pap!"
"Well!"
"Tear -!!!"
"咚 !!!"
Chen Mo was sitting aside and watching Xu Zhipeng, holding the empty wine bottle towards Linlang's wall over and over again, and his eyes loosened slightly. The eyes were loosened, and the lines of the upper eyelids formed an extremely soft and cleanliness.
The radian, the light -colored eyes set off with gentleness in the cold and empty spirit.
At first, Xu Zhipeng was unwilling to smash. He brought a demonstration. Perhaps under the guidance of an venting atmosphere, Xu Zhipeng gradually tried to let go and dumped his emotions with items.
It's like being turned on a switch. I kept tearing the paper, rubbing into a ball of smashing around, constantly smashing the bottle at the wall, picking up the pillow and adding it to the crowd, and with the pillow with people with pillows.