Picking up the brush, I kept graffitiing on the wall like a child, like this graffiti wall of the pressure relief market, like everyone who wrote, graffitiing over and over again, saying "***"
Get out of here, "***" and other words to vent.
The graffiti on the walls demonstrates the malice that people in this fast-paced city that were not revealed. They all vented here. Their malice is the same as Xu Zhipeng's. Sometimes people are suppressed to a certain extent, and they think when they are angry and painful.
All are the same.
But...it's fine to vent.
"ah--!"
"ah--!"
"ah--!"
In the shouting room, in front of the shouting villain full of Monk's "Scream" oil painting, Xu Zhipeng hugged his head, just like the shouting villain on the wall, twisted and collapsed under the gray and blue tones.
.A louder than the other, and to the end, his voice seemed to tear his throat, and his voice was slashing, but his voice was still loudly using a hoarse voice.
Screaming again.
The boxing gloves were put in his hand, and there was no layout, but he seemed to pull out all his strength and smashed the rubber dummy on the body, punching him one by one, just like he was trying his best.
"Ah——! Wang Yu, I hate you, I hate you!!! I hate you... I hate you. Why do you bully me like this? Why? Is it because I am poor? Just because I am poor, you are
Do you bully me without any scruples?! Haha, haha!
I live so hard, and I don’t want to provoke you. Why do you do this to me? What did I do wrong? I ask you, what did I do wrong?!"
"Bang bang - Bang bang!" The fist hit the rubber dummy with force. It seemed that the dummy in front of him was Wang Yu, the group of demonized people who rose and fall, and everything in his memory
Every moment of injustice was hit hard on every boxing.
"Bang--!"
"Bang--!"
"Bang--!"
I kept fighting until I was powerless. I lay on the ground with exhaustion, and just lay on the ground.
Looking at the balloons floating on the ceiling in the sky, tears overflowed from his eyes. He kept holding it in, for a long time, for too long, he had been holding it in, from childhood to adulthood, including the moment his mother passed away.
I have never cried well. He has been holding on by himself for so many years. He has endured the malice of society towards him after coming out of the big city.
But at this moment he cried, like a child, opening his mouth loudly, closing his eyes with tears falling from the corners of his eyes, drop after drop.
Xu Zhipeng looked at the ceiling for a long time. Finally, he cried and laughed.
“Huh—hahahahahaha…”
"I don't want to be bullied anymore, I don't want to be bullied anymore." The balloon floated on the blue painted ceiling, as if it was floating in the vast air. Perhaps because I was tired of crying, Xu Zhipeng stagnated his sour eyes
, suddenly pulled his lips, smiled, murmured to himself.
The eyes of the ceiling gradually became firmer.
"You wait, I will definitely climb up step by step in the future! Climb to the highest level!! I will definitely live better than everyone you wantonly laugh at me! It's all better!"
Chen Mo just accompanied Xu Zhipeng quietly without disturbing him.
...
"Thank you for being with me for so long."
"fine."
"You really come here to play with me. I haven't played it except for those two demonstrations to me before. This is a waste of your ticket money."
It seemed that after the previous venting, Xu Zhipeng sootheed a lot, and sat next to Chen Mo and said.
Chen Mo raised his left hand, and his wide cuffs fell down, revealing the wounds wrapped in white gauze on his arm, which were faintly covered with blood. He chuckled and said, "It's not that he doesn't want to play, but that he can't play."
Xu Zhipeng's eyes fell on Chen Mo's hands and asked in confusion:
"I've found out that you've been wrapped in gauze on your hands before. How did you do it?"
"Save someone."
Xu Zhipeng turned his head and looked at Chen Mo's indifferent look, and was stunned for a long time. After listening to Chen Mo's roughly telling the scene at that time, Xu Zhipeng's eyes were complicated.
"That's really dangerous. You dare to go up in that situation... Actually, since I was a child, I have never done anything bad except this time today, but I have never done a good thing. I think you like to save me.
Is it great to save people like people?”
"fine."
...
On a bridge around Wudaokou, Xu Zhipeng lay on the railing of the overpass. He looked at the cars passing by under the orange lights from time to time. He was lost in his mind for a long time when he looked at the gorgeous neon lights of the city.
This is the first time he has taken a taxi in City A. It is also the first time he doesn't stay in the dormitory or study room to do homework and prepare lessons at such a late time. It is the first time he has been relaxing and has been nervous about the future.
It was the first time he saw the appearance around Wudaokou at the big night... It was very prosperous and really beautiful. After the noisy, the manic mood at this time also relieved a lot.
"Don't you call the police to arrest me?" Xu Zhipeng asked.
"When I came in, I didn't see you commit any harm, you did not cause any harm, and now there is no idea of hurting people. Why should I call the police to catch you?" Chen Mo also put his hands on the railing on the overpass.
On the top, the light-colored eyes were always light in color, and they responded softly.
"But those..." Xu Zhipeng leaned his head in surprise.
"Do you want to consider helping me?" Chen Mo asked differently.
"Um?"
"I have a project that happens to be short of people. I originally wanted to find a medical student, but you have a good major and have strong learning ability. Should I try it? As for those things... if you feel sorry for it, you can think of it as
How about a handle for you in my hand as the price for working for me?”
"Why are you looking for me?"
I didn't feel dissatisfied with Chen Mo because he was a junior. Xu Zhipeng investigated Chen Mo and knew how amazing Chen Mo's personal charm and talent were, and how broad his future was in the field of scientific research. With a bright future, the future is promising.
It is not an exaggeration to say.
He just wondered why Chen Mo fell in love with him. Not to mention today's events, just talk about his previous achievements, his previous achievements were much worse than Chen Mo's achievements at this time.
"Just think I like to work hard. When I investigated you, I found out that when you were freshman year, your medical school courses were really full, and you can still take into account part-time jobs and work in A University
I took the fourth major in such a place, and there was no record of skipping classes and taking leave. This is amazing."
Xu Zhipeng's eyes, looking at the distant sky, turned red, his lips trembled, and finally he smiled. This was the first time he heard someone affirming his efforts. He didn't feel it when he tried hard, but when someone said it
I can't stand it anymore.
"Being able to persevere means that you have strong willpower and are so strong that you are perverted. If you can force yourself to that level, you are also a ruthless person. You are cruel enough to yourself, I like it." Chen Mo said seriously.
Be cruel to yourself. Similarly, you also like those who are cruel to yourself.
"If you compress time, sleep, and your mind is silly, you can still get the fourth place in major, which means you are very smart and very talented in this area. So it's not strange that I'm looking for you.
It's right."
Chen Mo turned his head and said with a smile.
"But, aren't you afraid of using someone like me? You're not afraid of me betraying you in the future. After all, I'm the one who almost killed someone..."
"I believe that those who climb ashore after drowning will cherish their new life even more."
"Haha, that's right."
Xu Zhipeng smiled softly, with a lot of things in his eyes. After looking at Chen Mo, he looked at the starry sky in the distance, and his mouth was pulled. The bottom of his eyes was a little wet and a little hot. He looked at the bright and clean hanging in the sky in the distance.
Mingyue held back tears in her eyes and a bright smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.
The moonlight is really beautiful.
"Don't worry, after applying for project funds, you will be paid." Chen Mo reached out and patted Xu Zhipeng on the shoulder and said with a smile.
"Chen Mo, thank you."
Xu Zhipeng put his legs on the frame under the fence of the overpass, and chatted with Chen Mo in a relaxed manner. His mood was a rare complete relaxation he had in his life in the past ten years. It was also the first one since childhood.
Then someone accompanied him like this, chatted with him, listened so quietly and seriously.
He had a lot of words to say to Chen Mo, but in the end he blurted out all the words turned into thanks.
He thought Chen Mo should know that he was a very paranoid person, paranoid enough to be pathological, because paranoid he could do many incredible things that normal people could not understand. But because of paranoid, he remembered a love and was grateful to someone.
, He will remember it for a lifetime, and it will be deeper than all normal people. He doesn't know what a friend is, he has never had a friend since he was a child, but he thinks he feels that feeling of having friends at this moment.
My friend should be like Chen Mo.
He has friends, a great and gentle person.
...
The moon around the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, like a sky-blue jade plate, hangs high in the sky, emitting a warm light towards the earth.
The night passed quickly. Chen Mo and the others chatted for a long time, chatting, and walking towards the school with the autumn breeze.
Chen Mo told Xu Zhipeng about the research on color blindness correction. He said roughly the general framework of the entire project and what Xu Zhipeng needed to do.
...
The day before Chen Mo was going to board the plane and go abroad with the show, and the day after chatting with Xu Zhipeng, Chen Mo talked to Sun Qing.
Perhaps it was Xu Zhipeng's incident that made Chen Mo more determined. Instead of letting him relieve his malice after fermenting to the extreme and releasing huge resentment, he might as well extinguish it before the malice or the germination stage.
.
He still hates seeing the distorted appearance of human nature and is unwilling to see tragedy.
As there is a saying, tragedy is to break a beautiful thing that is originally very beautiful to show you. He hates the moment of breaking, and also hates the mess after breaking.
So Chen Mo asked Sun Qing if there were any arrangements for this holiday. When he heard that he wanted to find a part-time job outside, Chen Mo took him to a photography studio where he took over from City A, which is Fu
The one opened by Chen’s friend. Because the studio here is very good, it often takes orders from the entertainment industry.
Making quick money in a short time is a very good place. It just so happens that Sun Qing and his friends also have to practice software like PS when they are professional in their freshman year. Sun Qing’s computer technology is quite good, such as promotional poster production, and also
He also did a good job of retouching photos in the photos, so he built a bridge.
How it does it depends on Sun Qing himself.
Sometimes if you just want to stretch out your hand, you can pull others back from the edge of the abyss, why not?
On this day, Chen Mo also brought Sun Qing to his project members. He has been interested in Sun Qing for a long time, and Sun Qing is rarely a person who can do experiments. The most important thing is that Sun Qing is mentally pissed.
Soon, when he was teaching him the questions, he discovered that he could keep up with his speed, just like the student who had been asking questions in the high school mathematics class. Although he needed to explain it slightly, he could still keep up with his speed.
In this way, the project Chen Mo applied for for the first time after going to college was initially started to operate.
...
It was already very late when Xu Zhipeng and Chen Mo walked back to school. When they returned to the dormitory, the others had already returned. Several of them had already fallen asleep. What's strange is that just like every time before, listening to the breathing of others.
Especially at night, because several times before, when he turned on his bedside lamp to read a book, others suddenly scolded him, and when he felt physiologically depressed. At this time, he walked into the dormitory and listened to everyone's breathing, but then
There is no longer the feeling of entering a sticky hell.
Because he walked a long way, he fell asleep sleepily on the bed and fell asleep quickly. In the middle of the night, Xu Zhipeng's eyes kept turning, having a dream that lasted for a long time, a continuous nightmare, a continuous nightmare
.
When he dreamed that when he killed Wang Yu, no one came to stop him like today. He killed Wang Yu, exploded his head with one blow, then cleared the cabinet and took it out, dragged Wang Yu into the cabinet.
He was cold all over. Then when the other two roommates came back, he took advantage of the drunkenness to kill them. After a while, the dormitory was covered in blood that night. Later, he
After entering the news, he became a well-known perverted murderer. It turned out that the school in his hometown was proud of him, and now he was ashamed of him. His father said in front of the media that he had cut off relations with him, saying that his son was not good, and he had been a child.
It can be seen that it was broken from the root. Some people also brought up his mother's affairs and said that it was the incident that laid the source of his tragedy. Later, he was shot and his life stayed at the age of 19.
.
His eyes kept blinking, his eyelashes trembled slightly but he didn't wake up, and he had another dream.