Shanshan's conclusive words struck him, making him suddenly feel empty in his heart, as if he had lost something.
He shakes his head at Shanshan with red eyes: "No, if she died, you wouldn't cremate her so quickly..."
Gu Jingshen loved her so much, how could he be willing to cremate her like this?!
Shanshan looked at him coldly, suddenly feeling that he was very pitiful, that he still didn't believe it at this point.
She was silent for a moment and said coldly: "After hearing Ning Wan's voice, Wan Wan requested to be cremated immediately after death."
It was she who requested to be cremated immediately after her death...
It was because he didn't come to see her for the last time and let Ning Wan hurt her.
So she didn't let him see her for the last time, even if it was the body?
When he realized that she had left this world with such regret and unwillingness, the blood in Ji Sihan's body instantly solidified.
His whole body seemed to have been emptied out. Unable to hold on, he fell against the wall and sat on the cold floor.
The feeling of pain and suffocation was like a hand strangling his heart, and even his breath was taken away in an instant.
Shanshan saw him lying on the ground with a lifeless look, and felt it was ridiculous: "You just regarded her as Ning Wan's substitute, and now you are acting affectionate. Are you worthy of your Bai Yueguang?"
Ji Sihan raises his eyes that were filled with water mist and looks at Shanshan: "I have never regarded her as a substitute..."
Shanshan's face is full of disdain: "It's useless for you to say this now. Before Wan Wan was born, she always thought she was Ning Wan's substitute."
Ji Sihan's heart was suffocated again, and the heartbreaking pain spread from the palm of his hand little by little, making it difficult to breathe.
He slowly lowered his eyelashes and did not argue any more. The boundless darkness shrouded him, wrapping him up and making him fall into silence.
After a long time, he opened his lips without making a sound. When he spoke again, it was already in a trembling voice: "When did she...have heart failure?"
Shanshan never left, just wanting to stay here to stimulate him. Seeing that he finally asked about heart failure, she couldn't help but raise her eyebrows and sarcastically said: "You have been sleeping with her for five years and you didn't know, how could I know?
"
Yes, he has been with her for five years and he doesn’t even know. It’s ridiculous to ask her friends...
Shanshan thinks for a while and then says: "She suffered from heart failure before she signed the agreement with you..."
She didn't want to say it at first, but she felt that she should tell him and let him know how indifferent he was towards Wanwan these years?!
Ji Sihan's body stiffened and his face turned a little pale.
It turned out that she had heart failure so early, but he didn't notice it.
No, he discovered it once...
That happened four years ago...
He remembered that night, he was reluctant to leave and couldn't help but hold her to sleep, but he heard her calling Song Siyue's name in her sleep.
He was so angry that he pushed her away, maybe a little too hard. She was choked and woke up, and then her breathing became rapid.
She reached out to him with difficulty and asked him to take her to the hospital...
But he was angry and didn't know she had a heart disease, so he ignored her and even deliberately used money to humiliate her in order to relieve his anger.
Thinking of this past, the unbridled feeling of guilt strangled his breathing again, making it difficult for him to breathe for a long time.
She had congenital heart disease and heart failure, and even in the later stages, she didn't tell him because she didn't have any hope for him.
"Dr. Zhou said that if she had not been beaten, she should have been able to live for another two months with the help of medicine, but you have killed her."
"Ji Sihan, your cousin and fiancée are waiting for an opportunity to take revenge on her. Why do you even want to attack her?"
"Don't you have any feelings for her after all these years?"
If there is no emotion at all, then what does it matter if he is here?
If you have feelings, then why do you want to beat her with those two bad women?
Shanshan's words were like several sharp needles piercing into his palm, causing him to turn pale in pain.
He slowly lowered his head and looked at his right hand...
It was this hand that slapped her across the face, causing her to fall on the nail.
If he hadn't slapped her, maybe she could have lived for another two months...
It was him who killed her...
But she tried to keep him on the day he terminated the Haruto Agreement.
She asked him cautiously that the contract was only due to expire in half a year, so she could wait a little longer.
How did he reply at that time? He didn't even say anything, he just looked at her condescendingly.
Such an indifferent expression made her dare not say another word of condolence.
She was also afraid that he would mistakenly think that she was pestering her, so she deliberately smiled and told him that she was joking.
Ji Sihan's heart couldn't stop hurting when he thought of the helplessness and despair beneath her peaceful and beautiful smile.
She supported her heart failure and stayed with him for five years without any regrets, but what did he do?
It was just a matter of indifference and neglect, but he also used a slap to take away the little life she had left...