Ji Sihan covers his eyes with one hand to prevent Shanshan from seeing how embarrassed he is at this moment.
But Shanshan saw liquid flowing out of her fingertips, and couldn't explain what she felt.
She wanted to continue to use words to retaliate against him, but she felt that Ji Sihan was completely vulnerable at this moment.
She thought of what she had left behind in Wanwan, walked over, opened the drawer, and handed him the letter with only a few sentences written on it.
"If Wanwan hadn't written you something like this, I would never have brought you in."
Shanshan puts the letter into his hand, turns around and walks out of the room.
Ji Sihan stared at the letter in his hand and suddenly lacked the courage to open it.
He leaned against the wall and remained silent for more than ten minutes before slowly unfolding the letter...
[Ji Sihan
He said, don't think that I will love you.
It turns out that he doesn’t love me.]
In just three sentences, he completely collapsed, and overwhelming regret came over him.
The hand holding the letter couldn't stop shaking, but it couldn't help but repeatedly rub the beautiful font on it.
She didn't leave any unnecessary words, she just used short words to accuse him of his ruthlessness.
He thought of that night, when he held her and did such things with her, but he said such ugly words out of anger.
It was obvious that he didn't want her and Song Si to leave, but when he tried to persuade her to stay, he suddenly changed his words.
If he knew that she would leave this world early, then he would definitely put down his pathetic and ridiculous pride and tell her...
In fact, a long time ago, he was moved by her when he first saw her.
It wasn't the midnight with heavy rain, but it was at the gate of A.
Covered in blood, he sat under the shade of a tree, waiting for Ji Liangchuan.
She probably came to the school to look for someone. When she saw that he was injured, she kindly gave him a bottle of water and advised him to go to the hospital for treatment as soon as possible.
He turned his back to her and didn't look back. She didn't look at him deliberately. She put down the water behind him and hurried into the school.
After she left, he still looked back and saw only a fair and bright side face, but he traced her outline into his heart.
The next time they met again, it was the night she sold herself. He happened to pass by the door of the nightclub and saw her kneeling on the ground.
She was soaked all over, her eyes were swollen from crying, and she was full of despair. Seeing her like this, he couldn't help but walk over.
He thought about giving the money directly, but when he stood still in front of her and saw her looking up at him like a little white rabbit.
He couldn't help but roll his Adam's apple and handed his hand to her. The moment he touched her, he didn't reject it.
He wanted her, and since then he has been addicted to her. It can be said that he has tasted her essence.
He wanted her crazily and shamelessly, forcing her to sign the Haruto Agreement and tying her to him.
However, when he heard her crying and calling Song Siyue in his sleep again and again, his heartbeat was suppressed.
Later, when Ning Wan returned to China, he had no choice but to terminate the Qingren Agreement with her.
He thought he could let it go easily, but he didn't expect that he couldn't let it go at all.
She was extremely conflicted and used Ning Wan to test her many times.
He was even crazy enough to approach her as Mr. Ye.
He didn't understand how he could do such a thing?
He felt that he was probably too greedy for her body and that was why he couldn't let go of her like a transvestite.
Until Gu Jingshen appeared, he could no longer suppress the feelings growing wantonly in his heart.
He couldn't help but look for her and test her step by step.
In fact, he just wanted to know if she had ever had a crush on him in the past five years.
If she had, he would definitely try his best to get rid of the Ji family and the Lian family, and take her away.
He didn't even expect her to love him as much as she loved Song Siyue, it was enough for her to show a little affection to him.
But he tried again and again, and the answer he got was always no love...
Even so, he still broke through the mental barrier and took her in a stupid way regardless of the situation.
Only then did he realize that he was not only lusting after her body, he also had her in his heart and couldn't help himself.
But his ridiculous self-esteem prevents him from confessing his love to a woman who doesn't love him.
Now, when he saw the few words she left him, he suddenly felt...
If he had spoken first, would she have responded? In fact, she was also attracted to him.
It's a pity that it was too late. He killed her and made her think that he didn't love her until she died...