He squeezed the letter paper in his hand, raised his red eyes, and looked at the afterglow outside the window.
The light in his life left, and he followed the afterglow into the night.
The moment it turned completely dark, the whole world fell silent.
He stood in the darkness, looking for light everywhere.
But Guang had long been pushed away by his own hands...
Gu Jingshen was afraid that Ji Sihan would hurt Shanshan, so he broke free from Su Qing's control and hurried back to the apartment.
He breathed a sigh of relief when he saw Shanshan intact, sitting on the sofa in the living room secretly wiping her tears.
"he's gone?"
Shanshan shakes her head and looks in the direction of the second bedroom: "Inside."
Gu Jingshen picked up his steps and walked over, and at a glance he saw the ashen Ji Sihan sitting on the floor.
His guess was indeed correct. This man had Wanwan in his heart, but he had never shown his feelings.
He looked at the letter that Ji Sihan was holding tightly in his hand, couldn't help but stepped forward and snatched it away.
When he saw that it was Wan Wan's suicide note to Ji Sihan, his composure suddenly collapsed.
It turns out that Wanwan really fell in love with Ji Sihan, and she didn't mean to say angry words to drive him away.
He had clearly seen Ji Sihan's feelings for her a long time ago, but he was so selfish that he kept it hidden, causing her to die without knowing it.
While guilt and regret arose spontaneously, a heavy sense of loss was also suppressed.
Wanwan... she left a suicide note for Ji Sihan, but she didn't leave it for him. It seemed that she really didn't love him anymore...
Ji Sihan, who was already numb from the pain, suddenly became red-eyed when he realized that someone had snatched away the letter Shu Wan left for him.
He stood up quickly, snatched back the letter, folded it like a rare treasure, and placed it tightly in his heart.
He didn't even look at Gu Jingshen, held on to the wall and walked outside...
It was getting dark already, so Ji Sihan walked out of the community with one foot deep and one foot shallow.
Su Qing, who was waiting outside the community, saw him walking out with frivolous steps and quickly stepped forward to support him.
"Mr. Ji, are you okay?"
Ji Sihan pushed his hand away and continued to walk forward in despair.
Su Qing was afraid that something might happen to him, so she quickly wanted to follow him, but was scolded coldly by him: "Don't follow me."
He stumbled towards the cemetery, as if punishing himself, and walked to her grave abruptly.
He didn't dare to look at her photo of her body during the day, but now that he saw this photo, his heart was suddenly torn apart, and the pain made him tremble all over.
He knelt on one knee in front of the grave, raised his hand and gently touched her photo.
The girl above shows a quiet and elegant smile, her eyes are curved and very beautiful.
The more he looked at her, the more he missed her crazily. That kind of longing penetrated into his bones.
But she has turned into a handful of ashes, and he can no longer touch or touch her...
"sorry……"
He was afraid that they would discover her existence, and that she would end up like Qian Qian, so he would have no choice but to beat her.
But in the final analysis, he was too useless, so he hurt her in the name of 'protection'.
But God, why do you still want to give him a glimmer of light when he is clearly living in a hell that will never see the light of day?
He couldn't help but stretch out his hand, trying to move towards that light, trying to climb out of hell and stand under the sun.
But before he could crawl out, he took back the light again...
Was it because he thought about something that didn't belong to him that he got this result?
Ji Sihan raised the corners of his lips, and his eyes were filled with bottomless despair...
They were right, people like him were not qualified to be emotional.
Since he disobeyed, he deserved to suffer the pain of losing everything.
As if he had figured it out, he took out the golden knife he carried with him and looked at Shu Wan's photo.
"I hit you with my right hand, you deserve to be punished."
As soon as he finished speaking, he held the handle of the knife and slashed open the palm of his right hand with the knife, and accurately cut the artery on his wrist...
"Wanwan, I killed you, so I should pay for your life..."