Chapter 344 I just want to marry you and have children with you
I feel sorry for Xiao Wang, but the pain he felt was only a fraction of what Xiao Wang felt.
Xiao Wang never knew that that one miss would have such a profound impact.
He had always thought that as long as the poison was detoxified, it would still be too late, but in fact, the detoxification was still far away, and His Majesty had already come very far.
First, Shen Cangzhu occupied her heart forcefully, and he had no chance.
After that, Shen Cangzhu and her fell apart. He originally thought he could take advantage of the situation and get another chance, but in fact, without Shen Cangzhu, there would still be a week of silence.
Zhou Buyan gave up the prince of a country for His Majesty.
Even Xiao Wang didn't dare to say that his love was more than Zhou Buyan's.
Because of the lies he told, His Majesty put him in the position of a friend and a trusted partner.
He could completely predict that Zhou Buyan and her would be in love, but he couldn't do anything.
With Shen Cangzhu pressing so hard, Zhou Buyan lived up to everyone's expectations and solved Zi Gu, but he also pushed him further.
He thought he had long been accustomed to the pain, and his sense of pain had become numb and dull.
But now I know that there is more pain, and the scary thing is that more pain can be expected in the future.
This pain seems to be a sign that it will last a lifetime, with no end in sight.
He had countless things to say to His Majesty, but could not begin.
Tell her that he has not recovered from the poison he was poisoned by because of her, so don't you want to be sweet with Zhou Buyan and leave him alone?
He couldn't tell it, but if he did, what was the difference between what he did before and what Shen Cangzhu did before?
In the end, Xiao Wang could only say dryly, "Fortunately, Zi Gu was solved. Is Zhou Jun recovering well?"
"My face still doesn't look good, but now that I'm awake, I'll be able to recover in the future."
"Yeah." Xiao Wang nodded. Seeing that Chu Xingchen was busy, he excused himself.
Before he had gone far, he heard Chu Xingchen and Xia Zhi saying that they asked the palace people to pay attention to cleaning up Taoran Palace. The palace people also picked up the palace, and Zhou Buyan would be back in a while.
Considering Zhou Buyan's character and his special status, Chu Xingchen gave several instructions and made specific requests for the palace people's character, but still hesitated on the number of people.
She was so serious, and her voice was full of expectation and excitement, Xiao Wang could hardly stand still.
When had she ever cared about this? He was the one doing such things. He should be lucky that she didn't leave these things to him.
But she was so serious and arranged it herself, which was more serious than decorating her Liangyi Palace, and it made his heart feel like a knife.
She really likes Zhou Buyan.
Xiao Wang walked out step by step. His eyes were red, but there were no tears.
Not everyone will cry when they feel wronged and uncomfortable. Some people just can't cry a few times in their lives. Even if their eyes are red, even if their hearts are broken and they are grief-stricken and wish to die, they will not cry, let alone whimper.
They are used to being patient and swallowing no matter what kind of pain they have. If they endure it, half their life or even their whole life will pass.
Xiao Wang is such a person.
Before he came, I desperately wanted to see His Majesty, but after seeing His Majesty, it became even more painful.
After Xiao Wang left, Lingzhou also came. Unlike Xiao Wang, he acted like an old weirdo when he opened his mouth, saying that domestic flowers were not as fragrant as wild flowers.
I also learned from what Chu Xingchen occasionally said before, ‘Don’t pick wild flowers on the roadside’.
Chu Xingchen couldn't laugh or cry when he heard this, "You know clearly that Zhou Buyan is not a wild flower, yet you still talk nonsense."
"Now you admit it, you go out every day just to have a tryst with Zhou Buyan, leaving us alone in the empty room."
"He's in danger, I'm going to guard him." And you always sleep alone!
"Then do you dare to say that you just take care of him and don't like him?" Lingzhou snorted, "I think you care about him very much."
Chu Xingchen paused, "I like it." There was something he didn't dare to say.
Lingzhou was stunned for a moment, "You actually admitted it like that."
He felt heartbroken, and then said quickly, "I would like to see how great and handsome he is."
He kicked off, apparently going to see Zhou Buyan, but Chu Xingchen didn't care about him.
Ling Zhou has a harsh mouth, but in fact he cares about people the most. He may have wanted to see Zhou Buyan for a long time.
Chu Xingchen hurriedly hurriedly took care of his official duties before dinner. Seeing that it was getting late, he was anxious to leave the palace to find Zhou Buyan. He was also wondering whether he should let Zhou Buyan come back to the palace.
It's convenient to go back to the palace to recuperate and meet each other.
She hurriedly wanted to leave the palace, but saw Shen Cangzhu at the entrance of the palace.
"His Majesty."
"Shen Cangzhu." Chu Xingchen paused and looked at his face, "Come in quickly and talk."
There was no way to escape today, the three of them came one after another.
She had no choice but to go back with Shen Cangzhu, "How have you been these past two days? Are you feeling better? What did the imperial doctor say?"
"It's much better. The imperial doctor said that you can just continue to take medicine and nurse yourself back to health."
"That's good." Chu Xingchen breathed out, "By the way, Qi Yu is dead."
"Although the pain didn't last as long as yours, the torture he suffered was no less than yours. It can be regarded as self-inflicted retribution, and it can also be regarded as revenge in disguise."
"Qi Yu himself secretly lurked in Da Chu. If he dies, he will die. Qi State will never hold us accountable."
"Yes." Shen Cangzhu didn't care about Qi Yu.
Chu Xingchen thought of Shen Cangzhu's previous suffering and sighed, "You really suffered before."
Shen Cangzhu was silent, looked at Chu Xingchen and asked, "Zhou Buyan...are you awake?"
In fact, you can tell by looking at Chu Xingchen's face that he must be awake.
"Yes, I'm awake." Chu Xingchen remembered what happened before, "I apologize to you on his behalf. I kidnapped you without saying a word before."
"Although what he did was not right, he did it for me."
"Why did your Majesty apologize for him?" Shen Cangzhu's face tightened, "Or will your Majesty recognize him in the future?"
Shen Cangzhu was the only person who knew that Chu Xingchen wanted to be a couple for the rest of his life. She told him at that time, but he said it was impossible.
But as time went by, he discovered that she really seemed to think so.
He had been suffering every day for the past two days. He couldn't say he regretted it, he was just panicking and fearing that he would never have a chance again.
After he asked, he saw Chu Xingchen's face. He was afraid that the answer she gave would make him completely despair, so he continued without giving her a chance to speak.
"Your Majesty, you should know my thoughts clearly now, right? Even if I don't die, I still want to go back to the past. I just want to consummate my marriage with you and have children with you."
"I can do everything you said before."
He looked at Chu Xingchen steadily, "Do you believe my heart? Everything before was not a transaction."
Chu Xingchen was silent for a moment, "I know."
"and you..."
"Thank you for not turning everything into a deal before." Chu Xingchen breathed out, "But, Shen Cangzhu... it's over between us, and I can't respond to you now."
She did know Shen Cangzhu's thoughts, but she also knew Zhou Buyan's thoughts.