Chu Xingchen looked at Shen Cangzhu: "I'm sorry, I mentioned the consideration before, but because the conditions have changed, I won't continue."
"I'm sorry, but I don't want to let Zhou Buyan down, and I don't want to keep dragging you down. This is unfair to both you and Zhou Buyan."
Shen Cangzhu was prepared in his heart, but when he heard it, he still found it unacceptable.
"So you still choose Zhou Yan?"
"yes."
Chu Xingchen nodded affirmatively and exhaled, "I always put high demands on you before, and I was unreasonable. I asked you who to save, and you asked me to be the most important one. I also know that I went too far, and most people can't do it. Those who asked for it.”
"I thought I was ridiculously wrong before, and I didn't want to talk about it anymore, and I didn't want to think about love or not."
Chu Xingchen's eyes were astonishingly bright, "But... Zhou Buyan can do it."
Zhou Buyan has always firmly chosen her. No matter what the conditions are, no matter who the other person is, she will always be the most important to him.
After experiencing so many things and so many choices, both Xiao Wang and Shen Cangzhu had extenuating circumstances. But in Zhou Buyan's world, there were no excusing circumstances, only steadfastness, and they would only choose her at any time and at any time. Even if I choose her between the Queen and her.
Such Zhou Buyan is irrational and does not take the whole situation into consideration, but it will make her feel at ease.
She is a selfish layperson, she is the queen, but she is also Chu Xingchen, the Chu Xingchen who is afraid of marriage and has psychological trauma.
She needs such unconditional preference.
It's that simple.
Zhou Buyan is all about her and always revolves around her. Some people may not like such a person and think he is worthless and shameful, but what she needs is someone like Zhou Buyan.
The sense of security Zhou Buyan gave her was what she needed most.
Originally, her childhood experiences made her afraid of marriage, and she had two bad experiences. Chu Xingchen's condition actually got worse. Fortunately, she still had Zhou Buyan, and he cured her.
The corners of Chu Xingchen's eyes and eyebrows softened, and he murmured, "I think this is fate and destiny."
Zhou Buyan said that she was his sun, but he didn't know that he was actually her medicine, and it was he who cured her.
Thinking back, Zhou Buyan had always been by her side and had already entered her heart without her knowing it.
When Shen Cangzhu heard the word fate, his hand twitched nervously.
He didn't want to admit it, but he had to admit that he had lost a long time ago.
It's just that he is unwilling and really doesn't want to give up on her. Even if he uses some means, he still wants to get her. But in the emotional world, it is really like what Xiao Wang said. You can use some tricks and try your best, but it is definitely not something that can be calculated like this. .
Everything he calculated will be lost in the end.
Shen Cangzhu was taught a hard lesson by Zhou Buyan.
He has always been dissatisfied, always feeling that it was because he had not handled the situation well before, allowing Zhou Buyan to take advantage of it.
But now he realizes that the most fundamental reason is that he worries too much, and Zhou Buyan only has her in his eyes, and she is the only one in his world.
The door in Chu Xingchen's heart that had been closed to him was opened again because of Zhou Buyan, because he had been standing guard at the door, holding his heart, making her believe again little by little and no longer be afraid.
Shen Cangzhu didn't know when Chu Xingchen left. When he came to his senses, it was already dark.
Chu Xingchen was delayed because of Shen Cangzhu, and when he arrived at Zhou's house, it was almost dark.
Zhou Buyan kept waiting for Chu Xingchen, looking forward to seeing him. If his body hadn't allowed him to do so, he would have gone looking for him long ago.
On this day, Zhou Buyan was excited and happy, but also uneasy.
Thinking of what Chu Xingchen said yesterday, he felt unreal and afraid that everything was just a dream.
When it was getting dark and Chu Xingchen hadn't come yet, he really began to suspect that he was dreaming again or was affected by medicine.
In this way, Zhou Buyan began to weaken at a speed that was visible to the naked eye. When Chu Xingchen came, he happened to see Zhou Buyan like this, and his expression changed.
"Zhou Buyan, are you in severe pain?"
Zhou Buyan shook his head in a daze, "No, Your Majesty, are you here? Am I not dreaming this time?"
"What are you dreaming about?" Chu Xingchen suspected that Zhou Buyan had a big problem, "Where is the old doctor? Why isn't he here? It's all my fault. He should have come out earlier."
Chu Xingchen wanted to ask someone to call the old doctor, but Zhou Buyan quickly stopped him with his eyesight and said, "No, no need, the old doctor said he might die if he continues to endure it, so he went back first and there is no need to look for him."
"Your Majesty, we... slept together last night, right? I didn't dream, right?"
"Of course."
"That's good, then it's not a dream." Zhou Buyan immediately became nervous.
Chu Xingchen understood a little bit, "You thought last night was a dream, why do you think so?"
"Because you liked Jun Shen before, not me."
Chu Xingchen covered his face, feeling that there was no secret...
"That was before, now I like you Zhou Buyan!"
Zhou Buyan looked at Chu Xingchen and raised the corners of his mouth quickly, "I...I also like Your Majesty."
"I know." He said it, and it was clearly reflected in his notebook.
Chu Xingchen smiled helplessly. Among male and female friends, it was usually the girlfriend who kept asking her boyfriend if he liked her, but here it was the other way around.
She looked at Zhou Buyan and suddenly felt something was wrong, so she lifted Zhou Buyan's quilt.
Zhou Buyan: "!!!"
He was shocked, "Your Majesty... Your Majesty."
Even though he was wearing clothes, Zhou Buyan still felt like he was going to die and was in a hurry, "Your Majesty, what are you doing...what if I..." He was disheveled and had no clothes on?
"Are you not wearing any clothes?" Chu Xingchen automatically answered his question, "It's really not good, but if you're not wearing anything, you're not wearing anything."
Anyway, it’s all related.
"That's not the point now." Chu Xingchen pointed at Zhou Buyan's hand, "I just said you were weird. Why are you pinching yourself? I saw it clearly just now."
Zhou Buyan: "...I'm a little confused by what you said, I'm afraid it's a lie."
Chu Xingchen was helpless, "Of course it's true, why are you so cute."
Chu Xingchen looked at his leg, "Did you pinch it too hard? It won't turn green, right?"
Seeing that Chu Xingchen seemed to want to see his legs, Zhou Buyan hurriedly pulled the quilt, "No, it's okay, don't worry."
Zhou Buyan didn't want her to touch him because he was afraid that he would be uncontrollable and have strange reactions.
"Your Majesty, have you had your dinner?"
"No, I want to eat with you."
The kitchen had already prepared Chu Xingchen's favorite dishes according to Zhou Buyan's advice, and they were all delicious and delicious. Chu Xingchen ate very happily, but Zhou Buyan ate very little.
Because what he eats is sick food, which is just some porridge.
Comparing the food between Chu Xingchen and his, there was a world of difference.
Chu Xingchen was thoughtful and found an excuse to go out. He found the medicine boy left by the old doctor and asked Zhou Buyan whether he could eat noodles or eggs. After thinking about it, he went to the kitchen.
chef:"......"
When Zhou Buyan came to learn how to cook, he was already speechless, but His Majesty also came.
Fortunately, Chu Xingchen was very skilled and endured the sweltering heat to get started.