Chapter 768: Go Back in Time and Find Your Majesty
Having said this, Zhou Buyan could not say anything else.
"Then I'll leave first. Whatever you said you wanted to leave to me, except what I have to do, leave it to Mao Dan."
Zhou Buyan is really not very good at handling palace affairs. If he has no choice and knows that this is what the emperor must do, then Zhou Buyan will persevere and complete it even if it is difficult.
But now that His Majesty has Mao Dan by his side and someone who can handle palace affairs, Xiao Wang has not left the palace. He will come back later, so he will not force himself.
He also has a lot of things to do.
Zhou Buyan left, Xiao Wang looked at his back and smiled bitterly.
"Xiao Wang, you are really worthless..."
"Xiao Wang, you are really good..."
He scolded himself but did not change his mind.
After so many years, his obsession has been ingrained in his bones. Without his obsession with His Majesty, he no longer knows what to do.
He thought that maybe he was just overthinking, but there was still hope.
His plan works.
Your Majesty is soft-hearted. After he has been with His Majesty for a few years, Your Majesty will always be moved.
Feelings can also be touching, and the companionship for so many years has never been fake.
After comforting himself in this way, Xiao Wang calmed down.
The next day, after Xiao Wang arranged everything, he left the palace in a low-key manner.
He left Feng'an City and didn't go far, so he went to the Zhuangzi where he and Chu Xingchen went last time.
I stayed there for several days and did nothing but eat and sleep.
Get some sun occasionally.
He didn't do anything, just empty his head. He might sit for half a day or sleep for a whole day.
He followed what Chu Xingchen said, thinking about nothing and emptying his mind.
He forced himself to do it.
I forced myself to see if I could continue to live without His Majesty and let go of my obsessions.
Even if you can't let go of your obsession, there is always hope after getting through this period.
The owner of the village knew that he was here to recuperate, so he took good care of him.
But Xiao Wang didn't persist for a few days before he couldn't sit still anymore.
He can't do it.
If you can't get rid of your obsession, and you can't convince yourself, you can just wait any longer.
Time passed day by day, and Xiao Wang suddenly became afraid.
As the day for the imperial husband's canonization came closer, he became more and more frightened.
His plan to boil the frog in warm water may not work, and he has no hope for some reason.
He always felt that it would be in vain if he waited any longer, but he was still unwilling to give up.
He can't give up either.
Whenever he thought about the possibility of a future with His Majesty, his heart felt desolate.
He was afraid.
Xiao Wang seemed to be a slow person, and he finally realized that Zhou Buyan was going to be the emperor's husband, and he and His Majesty might be over.
No matter how long you wait, it may not work.
He couldn't accept this fact.
But he couldn't do anything and couldn't change anything.
There is nothing he can do.
Even if he went crazy and told His Majesty what he felt, Your Majesty might be shocked or guilty, but nothing would change.
In the end, it may only result in His Majesty's alienation.
We can't even be true friends anymore.
But obviously, they almost got together before.
Obviously, it was him, Xiao Wang, who got the chance first.
He likes His Majesty so much.
Xiao Wang was unwilling to give in: "What else can I do?"
"What can I do?"
It seems like nothing can be undone, nothing can be done.
Unless we turn back time.
Go back to a few years ago, to the time when he foolishly rejected His Majesty, to the time when he pushed His Majesty away time and time again. Even if it doesn't work, you can go back to before His Majesty was taken captive.
When the time comes, he will be more selfish. Even if he is poisoned, he will tell His Majesty as long as he can find an antidote.
In this way, he can hold His Majesty's hand forever and never let go.
It seems that only turning back time can save all this.
But how can we turn back time?
This is basically impossible.
"There is still nothing we can do..."
Xiao Wang looked at his hand and suddenly paused. Maybe there was another place he could ask for.
"White Horse Temple..."
If he could bring His Majesty back from that strange and strange place, then the White Horse Temple might also be able to turn back time.
"Yes, I can go and beg."
When all human and material resources are exhausted, this is the only way left.
Xiao Wang left Zhuangzi and came to White Horse Temple again.
On the way, he thought of the comment on the lot he drew, and also thought of the sentence: The boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge.
The masters who interpret the signatures all say so, so maybe there is really hope.
After all, what he drew was not the lottery but the winning one.
Even if he is not the royal husband, he is not the only person who is the most beloved in His Majesty's heart.
But it is always possible for him to occupy a corner of His Majesty's heart.
So he still has hope and wants to beg again.
Xiao Wang came to the old place again and started looking for the mysterious pagoda.
But after searching for many days, I still couldn't find it.
No matter how hard I look, I can't find it.
Xiao Wang didn't know how many times he had searched for it, and when he was about to go down the mountain in despair, he seemed to see the light of Buddha.
Xiao Wang tried his best to climb up the mountain, but could not find it again.
It seemed like it was just his hallucination.
When he was sure that he could never find it again, Xiao Wang fell to the ground; "I am greedy, greedy..."
My aunts all say that nine out of ten things in life will be unsatisfactory.
But he insists on asking for everything. How can such a good thing happen?
Xiao Wang finally gave up this fantastic idea.
But after giving up, Xiao Wang didn’t know where to go for a while.
At this time, many days have passed, and even the day of Zhou Buyan's imperial husband's ceremony is coming soon.
As for Chu Xingchen, he really didn't come to see him and just let him rest if he was told.
Xiao Wang returned to the White Horse Temple in a daze and went to burn incense for his aunt.
"Auntie, if you see me like this, shouldn't you scold me for being hypocritical?"
There are obviously so many things to do, but here we do them.
"I won't beg you anymore, and my aunt won't scold me either."
"I don't know where to go, but I'll get there if I take one step at a time."
The ever-burning lamp swayed twice, as if in response to his words.
On the memorial tablet that Xiao Wang set up for his aunt, her maiden name was Nian Hui.
It has nothing to do with the Xiao family.
After Xiao Wang got up, he felt that the tablet seemed to have been moved, so he picked it up and wiped it to straighten it.
As soon as he took it, Xiao Wang discovered that there was something drawn on the bottom of the tablet base.
Xiao Wang frowned, and what he drew seemed to be a dandelion pattern.
Xiao Wang suddenly laughed angrily and even drew something on the base of his aunt's tablet.
He took a deep breath and asked the young novice to find someone. He wanted to ask why the White Horse Temple was in such a mess.
What Xiao Wang said was taken seriously and he actively checked to find out who did it.
But except for the tablet in Xiao Wang's hand, no one else's had been touched, as if it was aimed at Xiao Wang.
You said you were targeting Xiao Wang, but you just secretly drew dandelions?
This incident was puzzling. The murderer could not be found for a while. The White Horse Temple seemed to apologize and promised to change the tablets properly and take good care of them in the future so that no mistakes would be made.
Xiao Wang had no choice but to agree in the end.
Xiao Wang went back to the wing and lay there for a moment. Suddenly something was thrown in through the window.
Throwing it right next to Xiao Wang, was a piece of crumpled paper.