Mu Chenxi leaned lightly in Fu Yanshen's arms and did not respond to his words, but she did not stab him with cold words or push him away directly like before.
Fu Yanshen noticed it and tightened his arms.
During this time, Chen Xi was like a hedgehog, covered with thorns.
Stab him anytime, anywhere.
He hasn't had this kind of hug for a long time.
I don’t know where the love started, but it goes deeper and deeper.
When he noticed it, he was already deeply in love with Chenxi.
It's not that he doesn't understand what Chen Xi wants most.
But how could he, who was deeply in love, be willing to let the person he loved leave so easily.
He couldn't let go and could only desperately think of ways to save it.
But no matter what he did, Chen Xi wouldn't give him any chance.
"Fu Yanshen, we can't go back."
A word she couldn't go back brought her endless fatigue and heartache.
It's not like she didn't see his attitude towards Gu Xiyan.
It’s not that he didn’t know that Fu Yanshen really wanted to redeem himself.
But she was really tired, and she could no longer trust him.
Even though she could see his sincerity and that he was trying to save her.
Once bitten by a snake, you will be afraid of straw ropes for ten years.
The same goes for her trust in him.
The relationship between them has long been deadlocked, but Fu Yanshen is still struggling desperately. Every time he struggles, he pays the price for their former friendship.
Before, he forced her to sign the agreement, and she had the attitude that she and Fu Yanshen would torture each other until death.
She was determined to exhaust all the love between the two of them and erase all the good things they had.
During these days, they were torturing each other and pushing each other further and further away.
Some things just happened and she couldn't let them go or get over them.
A heart is already riddled with holes and scars.
If you want to start over, it's hard to reach the sky.
When she sees him, she will think of all the hurt between the two.
She will also think of the past that she doesn't want to think about.
I am so heartbroken that there is no way back.
Between them, it is not just a simple sentence of sorry from him and a sentence of "I forgive you" from her, which can erase all the hurt in the past and pretend that nothing has happened.
They really can't go back.
There was no way he could go back, and at the same time, it stabbed Fu Yan deeply in his heart like a knife.
These three words were too cruel to him.
He tightened his arms and the two of them pressed closer together, as if this would bring her closer to him.
Her eyes were red, and she whispered in her ear unwillingly, "You clearly still have me in your heart, why do you say you can't go back?"
He knew she still had him in her heart.
When you love someone, you don't have to love them if you don't love them.
Just because I know it, I desperately want to save it.
If he really doesn't love her anymore, she won't react when he touches her.
Women and men are different.
When a woman faces a man she doesn't love, she will only feel disgust and disgust, and her body will not react.
However, even if Chen Xi kept resisting, she would always respond in his arms.
This is why he always asks her to fulfill her marital obligations.
As long as she reacts to him, she still has him in her heart.
He still has a chance.
But now, Chen Xi actually said that they could not go back.
He doesn't understand that he really loves her and she still has him in her heart. Why can't they go back?
"Honey, I know it's my fault, it's all my fault."
"What happened to Gu Xiyan was my fault. It was because I was too conceited and blinded my eyes, so I gave her the opportunity to get between us."
"It's my fault. I didn't recognize my feelings and didn't realize that I fell in love with you earlier, which made you so sad."
"It's my fault. It's obvious that I'm always at fault, but I keep hurting you."
"Honey, it's all my fault, it's my fault. I made a huge mistake, which resulted in the loss of our baby."
"I really know I was wrong."
There was endless regret and self-blame in his heart.
He knew that he had done many wrong things, and he also knew that he had really hurt Chen Xi deeply.
But he really wanted to make up for it.
He really doesn't want to let go.
He couldn't imagine that his life would be without the morning light. What would he do?
"Wife, forgive me, please forgive me...for the last time, okay?"
Fu Yanshen hugged Mu Chenxi tightly. In the darkness, hot and moist liquid kept pouring out of his eyes.
His reluctance was so obvious.
He really couldn't bear it.
I just want to hold her tightly like this, never let go, never let her leave me.
Mu Chenxi listened to Fu Yanshen's confession, listened to him put himself at the lowest point, begged bitterly, and begged her for forgiveness over and over again in her ears.
Mu Chenxi's vision became increasingly blurry.
Tears rolled out of his eyes and fell down in big drops.
Drop by drop, it hit the back of his hand around her waist.
Every drop hurt Fu Yanshen's heart.
She felt Fu Yanshen's tightening force, and she slowly raised her hand and placed it on his big hand.
Instead of breaking him apart, she slowly tightened her grip and said softly to him with tears streaming down her face: "Ah Yan, I forgive you."