A Yan's intimate voice was like a tear gas, and more hot and humid liquid gushes out of Fu Yanshen's eyes.
It's been a long, long time since I heard her call him that.
The words "I forgive you" that followed made him choke in her neck, "My wife..."
Happiness came so suddenly that Fu Yanshen fell into a daze.
Even though he heard it very clearly, it was so sudden that he had an unreal feeling.
Really?
Is Chen Xi really willing to forgive him?
Fu Yanshen turned Mu Chenxi's body very gently and carefully, so lightly that the beautiful moment in front of him was probably a bubble.
He was afraid that if he moved a little too hard, it would break.
Until they were face to face, he held her face with trembling hands and looked at Mu Chenxi whose face was full of tears.
He gently wiped the tears from her face with his fingertips, looked at her tear-stained eyes, and asked cautiously: "Chen Xi, have you really forgive me?"
Mu Chenxi looked at Fu Yanshen.
During this time, he was also tortured by her cold violence until he became inhuman.
The caution in his eyes still hurt her heart slightly.
The most important man in her life.
In fact, she lied that day.
She said that what she regretted most in her life was meeting him.
In fact, she has no regrets.
Because he really brought her too much joy and happiness.
However, if she could do it all over again, she wouldn't want to meet him.
It hurts too much.
In his expectant eyes, she nodded gently, "Yes, A Yan, I forgive you."
Mu Chenxi's voice was soft but firm.
After getting the affirmative answer, Fu Yanshen held him in his hands with trembling excitement, "Wife."
He was so happy and excited.
The whole person was shaking.
Chen Xi forgave him.
I really forgive him.
They can start over!
He had so many things to say, but at this moment, thousands of words converged into a deep and affectionate voice.
Mu Chenxi was hugged again. She raised her hands, but instead of hugging Fu Yanshen back, she placed them on his arms and pushed him away as firmly as she said she would forgive him.
Fu Yanshen's body visibly stiffened.
Like a super slow motion in a movie, Fu Yanshen was firmly pushed away by Mu Chenxi, widening the distance between them.
Her tears had stopped, and she looked at Fu Yanshen quietly through the moonlight outside the window.
The calmness in her eyes made Fu Yanshen's boiling excitement cool down quickly as if it had encountered a very strong refrigerant.
His fingertips still clasped on her shoulders couldn't help but tremble slightly, his thin lips opened and closed, and uneasiness spread in his heart.
"A Yan, actually since Gu Xiyan returned to China and formed a game in Shuifang, we have already joined her game."
"The reason why we have come this far is because she deliberately planned to sabotage it. But if you are firm enough and if I trust you enough, Gu Xiyan will have no chance to get between us."
"It's our fault that this marriage has reached such an irreparable state today."
"I am willing to forgive you and let go of all resentment because I really don't want to torture each other anymore, and I don't want to hate you anymore, the only man I have ever loved deeply."
"Hate a man who was really, really good to me."
"I don't want to really use up the last bit of affection between us. Ah Yan, I want to let you go and let myself go."
Fu Yanshen's eyes were full of rejection, and every cell in his body was writing prayers.
Mu Chenxi held his hand on her shoulder and slowly pulled it down.
The voice is softer...
"A Yan, we really can't go back."
"Some hurtful things have been done and hurtful words have been said. Those things and those words are like water that has been thrown out and cannot be taken back."
"My heart is riddled with holes and scars. I really have no choice and no strength to start over."
"During this period, it was really like a nightmare. I was not happy for a second. I was really tired."
Mu Chenxi's every word was filled with irreparable heartache.
Her eyes were red, but she didn't cry anymore.
She looked at Fu Yanshen who was crying because of her words, raised her hand to gently wipe away his tears, and murmured in a low voice: "A Yan, if you really love me as you said, would you let me go?"
As soon as he raised his hand, Fu Yanshen grabbed him tightly.
Hot tears burned her palms.
Fu Yanshen's eyes were full of reluctance.
My heart sank to the bottom following Mu Chenxi's words.
He understood.
I also understood what she meant.
She forgave him.
But she won't start over with him again.
She doesn't hate him anymore.
But she couldn't forget the hurt he had caused her, and she didn't want to continue to love him.
All her words only expressed one meaning.
She still wants a divorce and leaves him.
Fu Yanshen was so heartbroken that he was speechless for a moment.
He could only hold Mu Chenxi's hand tightly, as if he could catch her in this way.
"Is it okay to let me live and get a divorce?"
She really didn't want to torture him anymore, nor herself.
Mu Chenxi tried hard to withdraw her hand, but Fu Yanshen held it too tightly. He looked at her and couldn't bear it. He stretched out his arms to hug her again.
"I can't bear it!"
If he was willing, he would have let it go long ago.
He really couldn't bear it!
"Honey, I really can't bear to part with you!"
He tightened his arms hard, wishing to rub Mu Chenxi into his body.
"Since you are willing to forgive me, can you try again? Okay?"
Fu Yanshen's thin lips were close to her ear, begging her constantly.
Mu Chenxi was locked in his arms. Listening to his words, she didn't even think about struggling.
"Honey, as long as we don't get divorced, I'm willing to do whatever you say!"
"But I just want a divorce."
She just wants to break free from this prison and end this marriage that is suffocating her.
That's why I try to let go, try to forgive, and just want to find a way out and start a new life.
Can……
Mu Chenxi felt the tightening force on her back and closed her eyes tiredly.
The whole person was surrounded by powerlessness.
She has reached this point, but he still doesn't want to let go.
…
In Splendid Xiangjiang Villa, Bai Su didn't sleep well because he was worried about the morning sun.
I slept until nearly ten o'clock and then got up.
Changed clothes and went downstairs.
As soon as she appeared at the stairs, the two men sitting downstairs stood up at the same time.
One is her fiancé Huo Lingfeng, and the other is not an accident at all, Chen Xi’s husband—Fu Yanshen.
It was because Huo Lingfeng suddenly wanted to elope with her that she found out his true identity. He was the head of the Huo family, one of the five major families in Jiangcheng.
He is also the brother of Fu Yanshen.
Because of her ordinary status, the Huo family did not allow them to be together and forced them to separate. Huo Lingfeng dropped everything and eloped with her.
She stayed in hiding for several months until she unexpectedly became pregnant——
"What do you want to eat?"
Huo Lingfeng strode upstairs, hugged her and asked warmly.
While talking, he escorted her downstairs.
Bai Su didn't move.
Because of Chen Xi, she now dislikes Fu Yanshen.
Although Chen Xi didn't say anything, except Fu Yanshen, who had the "ability" to make Chen Xi become like this.
She didn't give Huo Lingfeng face, so she turned cold and brushed away his hand around her waist, not wanting to see Fu Yanshen.
"A Shen came here specifically to find you."
Huo Lingfeng hugged him back in a good-tempered manner, explaining Fu Yanshen's intention.
"Looking for me?"
Bai Su was a little surprised.
Huo Lingfeng hugged her and went downstairs. After she sat down, he got up and went to the kitchen to prepare brunch for Bai Su.
Fu Yanshen looked at Bai Su. He was not as cold and distant as when they met before. For the first time, he kept a very low profile in front of her.
Not because she is his brother's woman, but because she is Chen Xi's best friend.
After learning that his brother was back and that his fiancée was Bai Su, he seemed to have grasped a glimmer of hope when he was already desperate.
He placed his last hope on her.
She is Chen Xi's best friend and the person she trusts most besides herself.
At this time, Bai Su was the only person who could help him speak.
Fu Yanshen did not beat around the bush and asked sincerely, "Please, help me."