He asked again, asking the question he knew the answer to, breaking their peaceful and happy married life!
She knew that all Gu Yanzhi's actions in the past few years meant that he had never given up.
But she still had a bit of luck.
She thought that besides love, she had really done enough in this marriage.
She thought that she maintained all relationships in a very good state.
She and Yanzhi can live their lives peacefully and peacefully.
She made her choice a few years ago, and she has done her best to fulfill the promise she made to Yanzhi at that time.
She said: I don't love you, but I will be good to you and your parents.
She said: I will be a good wife and a good daughter-in-law.
She said: As long as you stay with me in this life, I will never abandon you.
After the accident in the elevator, she never saw Lu Jingxing alone again, and never thought about her and Lu Jingxing's past.
She buried the love she couldn't let go deep in her heart.
She just wants to be Yanzhi's wife and the daughter-in-law of the Gu family.
Isn't she good enough?
Why do you have to give her a heart that she can't give you?
She had experienced the feeling of loving someone once, and it was unforgettable.
From then on, no one else could live in her heart.
Because she has loved deeply, she knows that when you face the person you love, you can't help but want to express your love for him and want him to know.
But when facing someone you don't love, you simply can't say the words "I love you". What you force yourself to say is nothing more than deception against your will.
She didn't want to deceive Yanzhi, and she couldn't deceive herself.
If you don’t love it, you don’t love it!
But why must she love him?
When the words came to my mouth, my lips opened and closed and finally turned into a murmur, "Hubby, I'm sorry."
She doesn't love him!
"Warmth, why?!"
Gu Yanzhi heard her say sorry again, and his emotions that had been suppressed for too long completely lost control.
So unwilling!
He clasped her shoulders tightly with both hands and asked: "It's been four years, why can't you forget him? Why can't you fall in love with me?"
"Tell me, what is it about me that is not good enough? How is it that I am not as good as him?"
"I have no idea!"
She has no answer!
Obviously Yanzhi is so good, why can't she fall in love with him?
But love itself doesn't mean you can love it just by saying you love it, or you can stop loving it by saying you don't love it.
She has tried very hard to let Yanzhi live in her heart, but she can't do it!
"Husband, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!"
Hearing Nuan Nuan say sorry again, Gu Yanzhi suddenly laughed out loud, "Sorry?"
"Hahaha, I'm sorry again!"
"Warm, I have loved you with all my heart and cared for you for so many years, but in the end what I got in exchange was your apology. What do I pay for so many years?"
"What do you think my love is?!"
Gu Yanzhi's eyes turned red.
Every sentence of accusation and every word stabbed his own heart.
He deliberately let Nuan Nuan see it, secretly expecting Nuan Nuan to call and question him.
This is how a husband who cares about his husband should behave, isn't it?
But she didn't.
It was like she didn't see it.
When he asked, she told him so calmly that she believed him!
Good thing she believed him!
He didn't even know whether she really believed him or whether she didn't care whether it was true or not.
In other words, she wished it was true in her heart.
As long as he cheats and falls in love with someone else, she will be free and can she divorce herself with confidence and fall into the arms of Lu Jingxing?
Nuan Nuan leaned against the countertop and listened to Gu Yanzhi's aggressive questions.
The circles under her eyes were getting redder and redder.
The lips quivered uncontrollably!
Gu Yanzhi's grip on her shoulders became tighter and tighter, so tight that he wanted to crush her shoulders.
Don’t give up until you get the answer.
But what answer can she give him?
She also wanted to ask him why she must love him? Isn't it good to live like this?
She retreated and retreated.
I have been catering to compromises just to make amends.
She had tried her best to maintain her marriage, but he was pushing harder and harder.
When there is no way to retreat, the warmth is pushed to the extreme.
A critical point where she couldn't breathe.
The emotions that had been suppressed by Nuan Nuan for several years also collapsed.
Tears rolled out of her eyes, falling in big chunks. She cried silently and choked with sobs, whispering, "But before we got married, you said you didn't mind."
These words were spoken for the first time by Wen Nuan after their marriage.
If she hadn't been pushed to the extreme by Gu Yanzhi, she wouldn't have the heart to say these words and hurt Yanzhi's heart.
"Yes! Isn't that what I said?"
Gu Yanzhi laughed even louder.
Laughing like a self-mockery!
The more you smile, the redder your eyes become.
He looked at the warmth in front of him with tears streaming down his face!
"Who am I to complain here that you don't love me?"
He was very generous and said that he didn't mind when he knew that Wen Nuan didn't love him.
It doesn’t matter that she loves Lu Jingxing from the bottom of her heart!
He said that it doesn't matter if you don't love him, as long as you can be with her!
These are what he said!
It's because he loves warmth too much. He knows that she loves another man deeply, but in order to have her, he chooses to get her first.
He confidently believed that as long as he married Wen Nuan.
Based on his status and conditions, Nuan Nuan will fall in love with him soon.
Growing up, he and Fu Yanshen were the favorites.
Ah Shen had a rough life since he was a child, but he has been superior since birth.
With his superior appearance and good family background, he is admired by women wherever he goes.
He has always believed that as long as he wants it, there is nothing he can't get.
Because of his confidence, he lied when faced with Wen Nuan's confession.
After marriage, he wanted to make her fall in love with him.
Give it your all, wholeheartedly.
He even used the despicable means he disdained most, just to win her heart.
In the past few years, he has been encouraging himself.
He told himself that the rest of his life would be long.
He needs to be patient.
As long as he works harder, he will definitely be able to capture her heart.
But it’s been four years.
He was still blocked from the door of her heart and never walked in.
He was still unwilling to admit that no matter what he did, he could not win her heart.
He lost.
A complete failure.
If he didn't love so much, he might not be so persistent. But the deeper the love, the more he wants to take possession of the beloved.
He cannot be satisfied.
The hands clasped on Nuan Nuan's shoulders could feel the thin touch on his palms, which deeply pierced his heart.
These all represent superficial happiness.
When you force yourself to face the facts, all happiness is like a bubble that bursts as soon as you poke it.
It's because he doesn't want to face it.
Determined persistence.
Gu Yanzhi couldn't bear it.
He let go of her, staggered back several steps, and bumped into the kitchen door.
"Yanzhi..."
Nuan Nuan subconsciously stretched out his hand to pull Gu Yanzhi, but actually he didn't know what else to say to him.
As soon as his hand touched him, he threw it away.
Rush out the door.
The steps are messy.
Clearly, he was on the verge of collapse.
Wen Nuan was thrown away by Gu Yanzhi and fell to the ground without being able to stand still.
One knee happened to be pressed against the broken porcelain tiles on the ground.
The porcelain shards pierced the home clothes and penetrated into the flesh, and blood poured out from the wounds.
The area below the knee was a large area of red.
After this fall, I didn't have the strength to stand up again for a long time.
Keep your head down.
Big tears rolled out of his eyes and fell to the ground one by one.
She cares about the place of meaning.
The human heart is made of flesh.
The previous three years of companionship and four years of marriage.
She has long regarded Yanzhi as family.
She thought that even if she could never fall in love with Yanzhi.
As long as he really doesn't mind, she will definitely be a good wife.
The two of them could respect each other as guests and grow old together in harmony, and spend their entire lives like this.
But now, not loving him has become a hurdle that they can't overcome.