Chapter 405: She is the one who should say sorry between them
Nanshan Washington
Fu Yanshen has the habit of getting up early to run. Shaochen would also run with his father on the track in the villa area. Guaiguai joined when he was two years old.
Shaochen was really running, but Guaiguai was just joining in the fun.
Both father and son loved and pampered her. If she said running, they would take her running.
On the first day they joined, the three of them wore parent-child sportswear.
The obedient and heroic man followed his father and brother out with his little chest puffed out.
The gate is a few hundred meters from the runway, and she waits until she reaches the runway.
Seeing Fu Yanshen and Shaochen stretching before running, the little girl fished in troubled waters and shook her little arms and short legs perfunctorily.
After stretching before running and preparing to start running, Obediently opened his big eyes and softly shouted to Fu Yanshen, "Dad."
Guaiguai is the daughter who was raised by Fu Yanshen.
As soon as she "stretched her legs" to say something, Fu Yanshen knew what "Baby Girl" meant.
Squat down immediately.
Obediently and skillfully, he lay on Fu Yanshen's back and gave him a "smack" in the face.
Then he turned around and gave the young minister who came to help him a kiss on his face as well.
He successfully rode on Fu Yanshen's shoulders and shouted the slogan with great momentum, "Ready, run!"
This is the morning run for good little kids.
Every time after running the last lap and returning to the starting point, I will come down and go home with my father and brother.
When we got home, she was "breathing" the most.
Her little hands were still patting her little breasts, and with a little face that was not sweating at all, she ran to Mu Chenxi's legs and shouted exaggeratedly: "Mom, you are so tired, I can eat today
Two breakfasts?”
"Eat two more, look at the fat on your waist!"
Mu Chenxi bent down and picked up her already overweight daughter, reaching out and squeezing her waist.
It made me giggle obediently.
Today was the same as before. Fu Yanshen took his children for a run early in the morning. The difference was that Mu Chenxi hadn't gotten up yet after returning from the run.
This is not the first time that Mu Chenxi has woken up late since she was able to live as a couple after giving birth.
The most common late nights are weekends or the day after her menstrual period ends.
People in the branch have long been accustomed to the fact that their CEO, Mr. Mu, only arrives at the company at noon on a few days every month.
Getting up late today is the second day of my menstrual period.
Fu Yanshen did not let Guaiguai go up and quarrel with Mu Chenxi, who had been tormented by him last night, and took his daughter to send Shaochen to school, and then took her to early education classes.
It was almost ten o'clock when we got back, and Mu Chenxi had just gotten up.
Wearing home clothes, she walked downstairs with a yawn and faint dark circles under her eyes.
As soon as Guaiguai saw Mu Chenxi, he rushed to the stairs with his short legs and hugged her legs, "Mom~"
Mu Chenxi bent down and picked up her daughter, who was becoming more and more heavy-handed, and kissed her little face, "Have you finished the class?"
"Uh-huh."
He nodded obediently, held Mu Chenxi's face, brought his mouth to her and kissed her back.
After the kiss, he didn't let go.
Looking at the dark circles under Mu Chenxi's eyes, the curious baby asked, "Mom, what did you do last night?"
Her mother told her that if she secretly plays the game console at night without sleeping, she will turn into the eyes of a giant panda.
Although she likes cute baby pandas, she doesn't want to have baby panda eyes at all.
She is not the most beautiful baby.
She doesn't want it!
Mu Chenxi had just woken up, and her brain was not yet clear.
When my daughter asked me this question, my mind inevitably recalled what I did last night.
What can be done?
After his menstrual period, Fu Yanshen, who had been hungry for a week, was like a hungry wolf pouncing on food.
The children had all gone to bed since 9:30. As soon as they returned to the master bedroom, they turned her over like this and that, from one side to the other.
First move from the bed to the bathroom.
Then he went back to bed from the bathroom.
The tossing was endless.
By the time he was satisfied and let her go, she was so tired that she didn't even have the strength to lift her eyelids.
It consumes too much energy and it’s already ten o’clock when I wake up!
Of course, I can't tell my daughter this.
But Mu Chenxi, whose brain was not very clear, couldn't think of words for a moment. He glanced at Fu Yanshen and threw the question to the initiator.
"Be good."
Fu Yanshen came over to help his wife, took the little princess into his arms, and said to his daughter seriously: "Mom and dad couldn't sleep last night and were playing games in the bedroom."
Play games!
She likes this!
Guaiguai hugged Fu Yanshen's neck and said excitedly: "Dad, Dad, Guaiguai will play games with you tonight!"
Mu Chenxi’s head is full of black lines!
He gave Fu Yanshen a hard look and said what nonsense?!
Fu Yanshen hugged Guaiguai with one arm. He had finished speaking and could only continue: "No, this game can only be played by two people."
Guaiguai was very unhappy when her father rejected her.
To let mom and dad play until mom has panda eyes, she must have gone to bed very late.
This game must be fun if you can play it so late!
How could they not play such a fun game with their precious daughter?
Holding her father's neck, she pouted her little mouth and said coquettishly, "But daddy, I want to play too!"
When Fu Yanshen heard this, he said he really wanted to play.
The content of the game he played with Chen Xi last night flashed through his mind.
Inexplicably, she thought that one day, her daughter might also be with a certain man.
Fu Yanshen instantly felt that his whole body was not well.
As long as he thought that there might be wild bees and butterflies around her precious daughter who had thoughts about her, he could not wait to isolate all the opposite sex from now on, except him and Shaochen, from the obedient world.
Guaiguai didn't know that her old father had already begun to worry about her finding a boyfriend when she was less than three years old.
Pressing Fu Yanshen's forehead, he said coquettishly, "Dad?"
Fu Yanshen hugged his precious daughter tightly, met her eyes, and squeezed out a sentence from his thin lips for a while, "You can only play this game when Guaiguai grows up."
Guaiguai, who has great trust in his father, continued to ask: "Dad, how old will you be when you grow up?"
Fu Yanshen was asked again and was knocked down.
Seeing that his father didn't answer, Guaiguai thought of something and said excitedly: "Are you eighteen?"
She heard it said on TV that you grow up at the age of eighteen.
"no!"
Fu Yanshen blurted out and firmly rejected it!
Whoever dares to play this game with his daughter at the age of eighteen will be killed by him!
"How big is that?"
I’m curious about why my baby has 100,000 questions, so I want to get to the bottom of it.
Fu Yanshen usually likes to have this kind of conversation with his daughter, one question after another.
Ask obediently and he will answer.
At this moment, I really shot myself in the foot.
In the eyes that won't give up until the answer comes, Fu Yanshen's thin lips moved, "At least..."
The numbers kept turning over in my head.
Starting from the age of eighteen and going back.
Turn over twenty, turn over twenty-five.
I always feel that it is too small.
He turned through thirty and then forty——
Guaiguai didn't know the battle between heaven and man in Fu Yanshen's heart. After waiting for a long time without getting an answer, he reached out and pinched Fu Yanshen's nose, reminding him to answer, "Dad?"
"forty."
Fu Yan gritted his teeth and said the number forty as if it cost him his life.
Mu Chenxi's brain was completely awake now. When he heard the number forty, he looked at Fu Yanshen who looked serious.
she:"……"
Guaiguai is not yet three years old, so there is no need to discuss playing games with her so seriously!!!
Kids, just change the subject as you like.
Only Fu Yanshen controls his daughter, and he takes it seriously!
"Okay."
Guaiguai got the answer and was satisfied without continuing the question.
Fu Yanshen was satisfied when he saw that his daughter was so obedient.
Mu Chenxi couldn't help but rolled her eyes silently, and when she passed Fu Yanshen, she raised her leg and kicked him in the calf.
That’s enough!
"Go play with toys."
Fu Yanshen put his daughter down and motioned for his aunt to follow, while he followed Mu Chenxi and put his arms around her waist, "Honey, I'm going to make you something to eat."
Mu Chenxi was so troubled that he couldn't go to the company in the morning, and Fu Yanshen didn't go to the company either.
Without letting the servant prepare it, he took the initiative to go into the kitchen to help Mu Chenxi prepare food.
Mu Chenxi sat at the dining table, waited, had breakfast, and went to the company.
She was very busy in the afternoon. She finished her work and was about to get off work before she could take a breather. She used her mobile phone to scroll through the news and saw the news about Gu Yanzhi's marriage. Her expression changed.
Call Nuannuan immediately.
At this time, Wen Nuan was sitting on the sofa blankly. When she heard her cell phone ringing, she got up to get it and saw that it was Mu Chenxi.
She took a deep breath, adjusted her tone, and answered the phone, "Sister Chen Xi."
"Nuan Nuan, what's going on with the report?"
This is the first time after Wen Nuan got married.
"It's okay, Yanzhi has already explained to me, it was just an accident! Don't worry, we are fine!"
Wen Nuan didn't want Mu Chenxi to worry, so she held on to prevent her best friend across from her from noticing.
"Don't you know about that person Yanzhi? It's impossible for him to do anything sorry to me."
This is very convincing.
Gu Yanzhi has been really good to Nuan Nuan in recent years.
"Sister Chen Xi, I have some work to do here, so I'll hang up first."
"good."
After hanging up the phone, Mu Chenxi was worried.
Fu Yanshen came to pick her up from get off work in the evening. When he saw no one downstairs, he took Mu Chenxi's exclusive elevator and went upstairs.
"Mrs. Fu, what are you thinking about?"
Fu Yan entered Mu Chenxi's office, looked at his wife who was frowning, locked the office door, walked over and picked her up.
He sat on the chair and held the person in his arms.
"I'm a little worried about Nuannuan."
Mu Chenxi frowned and handed the news to Fu Yanshen to read.
Over the years, I have watched Nuan Nuan grow.
But in Mu Chenxi's heart, she still regards Nuan Nuan as the sister who needs her care.
"Wife, I know you care about Nuan Nuan, but she has been married for several years and she has long been able to take charge of herself."
"You care about each other and are each other's very important friends. If she really needs your help, she will definitely ask you, right?"
"Besides, this news must not be true. If Yanzhi dares to feel sorry for Wen Nuan, I will help you deal with him!"
Listening to Fu Yan's words of focusing on sex but not on friends, Mu Chenxi was so teased that she couldn't help but curl her lips.
He couldn't help laughing and said: "Gu Yanzhi is your good brother! Don't they all say that a wife is like clothes and a man is like brothers and feet?"
"Whoever makes my only and beloved wife unhappy, I will immediately cut off my limbs!"
Fu Yanshen said it seriously!
"Thank you husband!"
There is no woman who doesn't like this kind of exclusive pampering.
"Only verbal?"
Fu Yan raised his eyebrows deeply.
Mu Chenxi put her arms around his neck and kissed him.
…
Gu Jia, after Nuan Nuan hung up the phone, the smile disappeared from her face.
The house was very quiet, she was the only one.
She was afraid that if the servant saw that she and Yanzhi were quarreling, it would spread to the ears of her parents-in-law, so she gave the domestic servant leave.
As if she had formed a muscle memory, her first consideration after the quarrel was not to let her parents know and make them worry.
Just sit like this until evening.
In a blink of an eye, three days passed.
Gu Yanzhi never came back.
Wen Nuan walked into the kitchen somewhat mechanically, finished cooking dinner, and served it to the table.
He sat down and dialed Gu Yanzhi's cell phone.
Still powered off.
Wen Nuan sat quietly at the dining table, looking at the table of Gu Yanzhi's favorite dishes, silent and dazed.
He hasn't come back for three days.
In the past few years of marriage, except for business trips, I have never been awake at night.
She sat alone for a long time, until the food on the table was cold and she didn't take a bite.
…
At the same time, in a shop called Encounter.
Gu Yanzhi was sitting on the quiet second floor. A cup of steaming black coffee was placed in front of him, "Try the new coffee beans that arrived today."
After putting it down, Nancy took her own cup and sat down opposite Gu Yanzhi.
Smelling the aroma of coffee, I took a sip and the original mellow aroma of coffee spread across my taste buds.
After enjoying it quietly for a while, he raised his eyes and looked at Gu Yanzhi opposite, who looked calm.
She had only been sitting down for two or three minutes, and he had already picked up and put down his phone several times.
"Mr. Gu, are you afraid that your wife will call you when you turn off your mobile phone, or are you afraid that she won't call you?"
Gu Yanzhi just picked up the phone again, and when he heard Nancy's words, he put the phone back on the table with a "pop" sound.
He raised his eyes and said in a bad tone due to irritation, "Let me have a cup of coffee. Why do you talk so much nonsense?"
Faced with Gu Yanzhi's bad temper, Nancy remained calm and still had a smile on her face.
At the age of twenty-eight, she has long since shed the impetuous mood and instability of her teenage years with the passage of time. She has a sense of calmness that only mature women possess.
She is the proprietress of this encounter.
Two years ago, I left Z City and came to Jiangcheng to open this cafe.
She is an emotional blogger, well-known on the Internet, and has her own column. The coffee shop is just a place where she occasionally relaxes.
She just came over today when the new coffee beans she ordered arrived.
When I arrived at the store, I heard from the clerk that Gu Yanzhi had been here for three days in a row and would not leave until the cafe closed every day, so she made the coffee herself.
"It's getting late, go home early, your wife must be very worried about you."
"Worried about me? If she is worried, she is not warm! Does she wish I would not go back?!"
In this way, she no longer has to face his pressing steps, no longer has to feel out of breath, no longer has to embarrass herself like that!
He hasn't had a good time these three days.
Nuan Nuan called his assistant, and he asked her assistant to call him because he was in a meeting. After that, she was "sensible" and didn't call him again.
He had a full schedule of work, and when he left the company at night, he drove his car to Encounter.
He waited until closing time before driving back to the company.
But every time I drive it on, I drive it home.
But he only parked outside the villa area and did not go back.
He couldn't help but open the Pandora's box between him and the warmth.
Tear open the rift that has always existed between the two.
For a moment, he didn't know how to repair the crack again.
"Escape will never solve the problem. It will only make the problem bigger. It is better to face it directly. Cold violence between husband and wife can hurt the relationship."
Gu Yanzhi didn't answer.
He picked up the slightly cold black coffee on the table and took a sip.
The bitterness spreads between the lips and teeth.
After quietly drinking a cup of coffee, Gu Yanzhi put down the coffee and stood up, "Thank you."
"You're welcome."
He watched Gu Yanzhi leave with a smile.
Nancy turned on the computer she brought and picked a soothing music to play.
Every time she comes over, the second floor becomes her exclusive space.
Listening to your favorite music, you place your fingers on the keyboard and tap lightly.
Gu Yanzhi, who reached the stairs, looked back.
The tranquility in her body will wash away the impetuousness in people, and their emotions will become calm.
Without stopping, he left.
Get in the car and drive home.
Forty minutes later, Gu Yanzhi returned home.
The car drove into the garage, unbuckled the seat belt, and did not get out of the car immediately.
Take out the cigarette case from the storage box, shake out a cigarette, bite it, and light it.
Raise your hand and lower half of the window.
He rested his arms on it and puffed out mist.
In the past few years, every time he came back from get off work or a business trip, he was eager to return home and couldn't wait to see Wen Nuan.
This is the first time, sitting downstairs, hesitating.
After smoking one, I just lit the second one.
Nancy's words came to mind.
[Escape will never solve the problem, it will only make the problem bigger. It is better to face it directly. Cold violence between husband and wife can hurt the relationship. 】
The words "hurt feelings" are too destructive to him.
He loves warmth too much.
He was very afraid of hurting their relationship as husband and wife.
He put out the newly lit cigarette and threw it into the trash can.
Close the window, get out of the car, and go home.
He opened the door himself without calling the servant.
As soon as you enter the door, you see a lamp left in the living room.
From the beginning of marriage to now, no matter how late he comes back from socializing, there will always be a light left for him in the living room.
Looking at the warm light, Gu Yanzhi felt soft in his heart.
Nuan Nuan is really a good wife.
Just as he was about to go upstairs, he smelled the strong smell of smoke on his body.
Not wanting to feel too warm, Gu Yanzhi took off his coat and took a shower in the bathroom downstairs.
After washing away the smell of cigarette smoke, I walked upstairs.
Pushing open the master bedroom door, there is a floor lamp at the door like the one downstairs.
He could see at a glance the figure curled up on the big bed not far away.
Nuan Nuan was lying on the half where he usually slept, her face facing the direction of the bedroom door, and he could clearly see the jawline that had become thinner again in just a few days.
She is really getting thinner and thinner.
Her legs became conscious of themselves, three steps turned into two steps, and she walked towards the bed.
Nuan Nuan hasn't slept deeply these past few nights. Tonight, she just fell asleep for a while.
It's like there's a feeling.
As Gu Yanzhi approached, Wen Nuan slowly opened his eyes in a daze.
Gu Yanzhi's face slowly became clear before her eyes.
It was definitely Gu Yanzhi.
The corners of his warm lips slowly curved into a gentle arc, and he said softly: "Husband, you are back."
As she spoke, she had already sat up from the bed with her arms stretched out, "Are you hungry? Do you want me to make you some midnight snacks? I made your favorite shrimp soup yesterday."
He didn't return for several days, and she didn't question or complain, as if the two of them had never had any conflicts.
Gentleness remains.
Still considerate.
As before, when he came home late from work or worked overtime in the study, she would go downstairs and personally prepare supper for him.
To be fair, she is really a good wife.
Obviously I am very busy at work, and I obviously have a servant at home.
But as long as she could, she would try her best to be his Mrs. Gu.
If he could not force her heart and turn a blind eye, they could actually live happily.
But I love him deeply.
How could he be so willing after working hard for so long?
He's like a hopeless gambler.
I always wonder, if I work harder, can I get it?
Thinking of this, Gu Yanzhi's heart seemed to be pricked by dense needles.
I feel sorry for the warmth and feel sorry for myself.
"Honey, no need."
When Gu Yanzhi saw Nuan Nuan was about to get out of bed, he immediately reached out and pushed her back into bed, "I ate before I came back."
After hearing what he said, Nuan Nuan lay down and sat back on the bed.
Under his gaze, she moved to the side where she usually lay, making way for Gu Yanzhi to sleep.
Gu Yan got on the bed.
Wen Nuan smelled the scent of shower gel on his body.
Glanced at him.
Meeting the warm gaze, Gu Yan subconsciously explained in a quick and urgent tone, "I have a social event today and we are all smoking. I smell like cigarettes, so I took a shower downstairs when I got back."
"Husband, I didn't think too much."
Nuan Nuan saw that Gu Yanzhi was in a hurry to explain, so she answered naturally.
The words were spoken so fast that it was too late to take them back.
She has not forgotten why she and Yanzhi had a cold war a few days ago.
He cautiously raised his eyes and glanced at Gu Yanzhi.
Watching his reaction.
This small movement was caught by Gu Yanzhi.
My heart, which had been throbbing with pain, suddenly contracted.
The thin lips moved slightly.
Looking at the warmth, I wanted to say something, but when the words reached my lips, I swallowed them back silently.
It turns into a sentence, "It's very late, go to bed."
"good."
Seeing that Gu Yanzhi was not angry, Wen Nuan breathed a sigh of relief.
When he raised his arms to hug her, she snuggled into his arms, listened to his steady heartbeat, and closed her eyes.
That night, the two of them did nothing.
Gu Yanzhi just hugged and held Nuan, and he helped her adjust her position so that she lay in his arms, with her face nestled on his shoulder.
Their hearts are close to each other.
Hold each other tightly.
It's obvious that both of them worked hard in their marriage.
Obviously Yanzhi is very good.
But why couldn't she give Yanzhi the kind of love he wanted?
Gu Yanzhi held Nuan Nuan in his arms, wishing he could rub her into his bones and blood.
The most intimate embrace, thinking that it can fill the gap in the heart.
However, it seems that the gap is getting bigger and bigger.
In marriage, how nice would it be if we could really turn a blind eye?
Early the next morning, Nuan Nuan was in Gu Yanzhi's arms and he had a good sleep.
The biological clock has been formed.
At around six o'clock, I opened my eyes and met Gu Yanzhi's gentle eyes.
"Honey, morning."
"Honey, morning."
As before, the two said good morning to each other.
Gu Yanzhi lowered his head and kissed her tenderly on the lips.
When he let go of herself, Nuan Nuan said in his arms: "Honey, you can sleep a little longer, and I'll make breakfast for you."
Auntie hasn't let her come back yet since she's on vacation.
Warmth lifted up the quilt and got out of bed.
Gu Yanzhi didn't notice it because he was covered with quilt last night.
But as soon as her legs landed on the ground, the wound on her knee flashed before his eyes.
"Wife!"
Gu Yanzhi was shocked.
Quickly sit up from the bed and roll out of bed.
He put his arms around Nuan Nuan's waist, sat her on the bed, knelt on one knee, and reached out to lift the hem of her nightgown.
I feel the warmth and want to reach out to block it.
She didn't want him to know about her injury.
The raised hand was held down by Gu Yanzhi's big hand.
As the hem of the skirt was pushed up, the wound on Wen Nuan's knee was exposed to Gu Yanzhi's sight.
Within a few days, the wound had scabbed over.
But it can still be clearly seen that the injury was serious at the time.
Gu Yanzhi looked at it, his eyes instantly turned red with heartache.
"Wife..."
Seeing this, Nuan Nuan immediately comforted her, "Hubby, I accidentally touched it when I was going up the stairs. It's a small injury. It's really fine."
The wounds left by the collision and the wounds caused by scratches can still be distinguished at a glance.
Gu Yanzhi thought that he was leaving that day, and Nuan Nuan reached out to hold him.
His emotions had reached the breaking point at that time.
I was afraid of saying more irrevocable words, so I just wanted to escape for the time being.
Just wave it casually.
At that time, there were broken dishes on the ground.
"I did it, right?"
As soon as he thought about it, the warmth was thrown away by him on those broken porcelain pieces.
His heart felt like a knife being cut.
'You said you don't mind...'
That day, Nuan Nuan was forced to the extreme and what he said was so sad.
He was obviously the one who said he didn't mind, but as soon as they got married, he was the one who started to press on her step by step.
He said he didn't mind.
He almost never mentioned it.
However, he did everything to make her feel warm.
Invisibly, it put a lot of psychological pressure on her.
In the past few years, Nuannuan has been cooperating with herself.
Big heart and fat body.
Nuannuan is the opposite.
If you think too much, you will become thinner and thinner.
You can see her getting thinner and thinner.
Keep letting her eat more.
It's not that he doesn't know that Nuannuan is thin and can't gain weight by eating.
He obviously knows it!!
"Yanzhi, it's my fault that I didn't stand firm. It has nothing to do with you. Don't blame yourself. I'm really fine."
Nuan Nuan couldn't bear to see Gu Yanzhi blaming himself and feeling guilty.
He always regards himself as more important than himself.
Wherever she touched him, it was as if she was cutting his flesh.
As she spoke, Nuan Nuan reached out to pull down her nightgown.
I don't want him to see the wound again and feel sad.
Gu Yanzhi held her hand.
Her comfort did not really comfort Gu Yanzhi.
My mind is filled with images of warmth falling onto pieces.
He is in pain.
Nuannuan is also painful.
They will suffer more because of each other's pain.
"Honey, I'm sorry."
An apology is full of self-blame.
She couldn't tell whether it was because she was injured due to this mistake, or because of the pressure brought to her by this long-term invisible persecution.
Warm heart trembled.
A word of sorry made her feel that she couldn't bear it.
Between them, she is the one who should say sorry.