Even if I already guessed in my heart that it was because of this incident.
But after hearing it from Father Gu's mouth, Wen Nuan's body still shook unsteadily.
She immediately thought of Gu Yanzhi.
He was so looking forward to her being pregnant with his child.
Before Nuan Wen could stabilize himself, he quickly raised his head, looked over, and met a pair of red eyes.
Gu Yanzhi looked at Nuan Nuan with great heartache.
The warmth and gift are instantly like a knife cutting.
Tears blurred vision.
In his ears, Father Gu's questions continued, each word heartbreaking, "Nuan Nuan, you should know very well in your heart that even if you give birth to a child of the Gu family, we will not take it lightly."
"You don't know how much pain we have."
Nuan Geng swallowed: "I understand."
Just because she knew it, she felt even more guilty and didn't know how to speak.
"Since you know it, why do you do this?!"
It was the first time that Father Gu lost his temper with Wen Nuan.
If she couldn't get pregnant, how could he not be in a hurry, but he never gave her any sympathy.
They even help persuade Gu's mother that she just wants family harmony and a good family.
She secretly aborted the Gu family's child without any discussion.
He couldn't understand or forgive.
Wen Nuan opened and closed his lips, looking at the three people in front of him who loved him very much.
Although they have different purposes, they both look forward to her giving birth to a son and a half for the Gu family.
It was she who was sorry for the Gu family and Yanzhi.
Gu's mother got better after taking the medicine, but her heart was pinched again when she thought about the unlucky child of the Gu family.
Anger rose again.
He was so angry that he lost his posture and shouted hysterically at Nuan Nuan, "Wen Nuan, how did our Gu family feel sorry for you?"
"How can you be so cruel? That is not your child, it is also the Gu family's child. It is a living little life. How can you be so selfish and cruel?"
She had been looking forward to hugging her grandchildren since they got married.
But she never thought that what she had been looking forward to would be cruelly taken away by Wen Nuan a long time ago.
She clearly knew how much they were looking forward to it.
How could she do such cruel things to them while being filial to them?
Faced with the questioning from Gu's father and Gu's mother, Wen Nuan didn't know how to explain it and couldn't explain it.
I could only look at them with guilt-filled eyes.
Finally, it fell on Gu Yanzhi again.
Eyes facing each other.
The warm tears that had been swirling in my eyes suddenly rolled out of my eyes.
"Wife, why?"
Gu Yanzhi spoke.
It's not like parents asking angrily.
His tone was very calm. Just now, his eyes were filled with various emotions, but now they seemed to have turned into a pool of stagnant water.
The calmer it is, the heavier it feels.
Like the calm before the storm.
He stood up slowly and walked towards the warmth step by step.
Standing in front of her, he reached out and clasped her thin shoulders, met her eyes, looked into the deepest part of her eyes, and asked again: "Why, tell me, why?"
Until now, he still wanted to hear her explanation.
Give him a reason.
A reason for him to forgive her.
Even if you just lie to him.
Lying to him shows that she has him in her heart and cares about him.
Nuan Nuan's heart twisted into a ball at the look in Gu Yanzhi's eyes.
She didn't want to hurt him.
Really don't want to.
"sorry……"
There are so many words to say that I don’t know where to start, except for saying sorry.
One sentence, the three words Gu Yanzhi least wanted to hear at this moment.
These three words cut into his heart severely and haunted him.
Completely destroy what little sanity he had left.
His eyes were scarlet, staring fiercely at Wen Nuan's face that was engraved in his bones and blood.
The deeper the love, the more heartache.
"I'm sorry? Nuan Nuan, apart from making you feel better, what's the use of your sorry?"
"Don't say sorry to me again, I don't want to hear you say sorry again!"
"I just want to know why you secretly took away my child?!"
"Is it because I didn't pay enough for you, or is it that our Gu family isn't good enough for you? Does it make you dissatisfied?"
"I really don't understand, why?!"
Gu Yanzhi had been suppressed for too long. He clutched Nuan Nuan's shoulders tightly and cried every word.
"You have been hiding Lu Jingxing deep in your heart for these years, and I can't bear it!
No matter how much I do, you still don’t love me. Even if I feel sad, I can’t bear to accuse you because I did it willingly.”
"Ke Nuannuan, our child is innocent! You personally promised me to have the child. Why did you secretly take him away after I already had him?"
Yes, he used coercion to force Nuan Nuan to nod and agree.
It's not like he didn't know that Nuan Nuan's consent that night was not her willing one.
But if she insists on rejecting him, he can't really force her.
But why do this after consent?
"Nuan Nuan, in your eyes, what do I and our Gu family mean?"
The fact that Wen Nuan took away the child secretly behind his back really broke Gu Yanzhi's heart.
He burst into tears.
He put his trembling hand on her heart, "Is your heart really made of stone? Isn't it warm if you cover it? Ah?!!!"
"sorry……"
Warmth also brings tears to my eyes.
She didn't know what else to say except sorry.
"I told you, don't say sorry to me again!"
Gu Yanzhi interrupted Nuan Nuan's words sternly and was extremely angry.
Raise your hand.
The sharp palm wind blew by, and Wen Nuan subconsciously closed his eyes.
His hand stopped just before it hit her face.
Even though he was deeply hurt and hated, he still couldn't bear to hurt her even a little bit.
Gu Yanzhi staggered and took a step back.
Looking at the warmth with heartbroken eyes.
He never doubted her.
He really thought that when Nuan Nuan agreed, he was really willing to have children with him, even if he was a little unwilling in his heart.
Because of this, he would always comfort himself every time he felt frustrated when his efforts were not reciprocated.
If a woman is willing to give birth to a child for a man, she really wants to live a good life with him.
But at this moment.
His thoughts were like a joke.
It turns out that everything is fake.
Nuan Nuan never thought about having children with him, and never really wanted to live a good life with him.
She even strangled him with her own hands the moment the little one was born.
She killed their children.
He also personally cut off his bottomless indulgence and patience with her over the years.
"You go!"
After the overwhelming anger, there was a deathly silence of despair.
Nuan Nuan's pupils trembled fiercely.
She subconsciously wanted to reach out and pull Gu Yanzhi.
As soon as his hand touched his, he waved it away.
The fingertips touched each other, feeling the bone-gnawing coldness of his hand.
Gu Yanzhi's eyes were as cold as ice, "If I let you go, you will disappear from my sight immediately."
He has reached his limit.
If he looked at her one more time, he was afraid that he would not be able to control his emotions and would do something to hurt her.
Warm eyes turned from Gu Yanzhi to Gu's father and mother.
They sat on the sofa with shocked faces.
What Gu Yanzhi just said out of control contained too much information.
The true situation of their son's marriage was exposed to their eyes in this mood.
They have been married for several years and have always seemed very much in love with each other. They never thought that it was only their son who was doing the work unilaterally.
This so-called good wife and daughter-in-law has always been in love with another man.
How could she ruin their son's sincerity like this?
Gu's mother looked at Wen Nuan. In addition to the initial questioning and anger, now there was also disappointment and disgust.
No matter how good a daughter-in-law is, she can never compare to the position of her son in her heart.
She loves her grown-up son like jewels and treasures, and she loves warmth and warmth from the beginning.
If they hadn't seen their son's true love, the Gu family would never have let their daughter's warmth in so easily.
If she had known that Wen Nuan's heart was not with her son at all, she would never have let her marry into the Gu family.
"Didn't you hear me? I told you to get out of here and get out of the Gu family immediately! We don't want to see you again!"
By this moment, Gu's mother could no longer bear it.
Unlike Gu Yanzhi, she still couldn't bear it.
She used the most disgusting word.
The relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law has been torn apart for several years.
No scruples at all!
This word is really disappointing to the warmth.
There is no way she can accept warmth again!
Nuan Nuan's body shook violently.
'I'm sorry' was on her lips, but thinking of what Gu Yanzhi had just said, she swallowed it back silently.
Finally, turn around.
His legs seemed to be filled with lead as he walked away from the Gu family step by step.
Gu Yanzhi stood there.
I know she left.
Didn't look up.
The hands hanging by his sides were clenched tightly.
I heard the sound of the engine starting outside.
The car drove away slowly.
She's really gone.
Mother Gu looked at her, Gu Yanzhi, with distressed eyes, stood up and walked towards him, "Yanzhi."
This is a piece of flesh that has fallen from his own body. She is his only child.
And he was born into a family like the Gu family.
Not only her, but also everyone around her holds Yanzhi in the palm of her hand.
Even Gu's father, who has always been strict with Yanzhi, is a sharp-tongued person.
Deep love and deep responsibility.
Her son, who had grown up with many stars in his eyes, had been treated so wrongly by Wen Nuan, and had been hurt so deeply.
Gu Yanzhi felt even more uncomfortable when he heard Gu's mother's distressed voice.
He insisted on marrying Wen Nuan back then. Was he right or wrong?
"Mom, Dad, my son is unfilial and has never let you have grandchildren. I'm sorry!"
He went his own way and married Wen Nuan who didn't love him.
Parents love the house and the bird.
Always tolerate them.
In the end, he himself was disappointed, and his parents were also disappointed.
"Silly boy, why are you sorry for telling your parents? I can't blame you for this!"
"Your father and I won't just let this matter go. A warm heart is made of stone, whether it's warm or not."
"Tomorrow, I will ask your father to say hello. I will never let her and the bottle of oil she brought have an easy time."
"mom!"
The words "oil bottle" stimulated Gu Yanzhi.
This is a matter between him and Nuan Nuan, and he shouldn't direct his anger at Ke Yan.
Regardless of Nuan Nuan's reasons for choosing not to have his child.
No matter how angry he was about this matter, he was innocent.
He really felt sorry for her and loved her as his own daughter.
"No, your mother just felt sorry for you and said it out of anger."
Father Gu was also sad.
He was also really distressed, but knowing that Wen Nuan had taken away his biological grandson/granddaughter, he couldn't help but be angry.
"Thank you dad."
Gu Yanzhi was really defeated this time and staggered to his feet.
"Yanzhi."
Gu's mother was worried and reached out to pull him.
He was stopped by Father Gu.
Gu's mother was worried and looked at Gu's father with angry eyes.
Father Gu hugged Mother Gu and whispered, "Let Yan be alone for a while."
Yanzhi was the one who suffered the most when Wen Nuan took away Yanzhi's child.
Gu Yanzhi seemed to have had all his strength drained away.
My heart hurts so much.
The steps I took were like stepping on sharp knives, and each step was filled with thorns.
A heart was stabbed and dripping with blood.
Nuan Nuan, why are you so cruel?
Lu Jingxing's child is regarded as a treasure by you.
Even if you were incapable back then, you still chose to give birth to his child.
But his child, under such good financial conditions, was as cruel as a slave.
Just take it, no hesitation at all.
In the final analysis, it is just a matter of deep love or not.
She doesn't love him.
He knew it from the beginning, but there had never been a moment when he felt so sad!
So helpless and disappointed!
…
After Nuan Nuan left the Gu family, he drove alone on the road aimlessly.
She was looking straight ahead, and every frame and scene before her eyes was filled with every detail of her and Gu Yanzhi's past years.
She didn't know how long she had been driving, but her vision became increasingly blurry, making it impossible for her to see properly.
The moment she almost ran a red light, she stepped on the brakes urgently.
It wasn't until the red light turned green that she turned the steering wheel and found a place in front to stop the car.
At some point, the sky turned gloomy.
Sitting in the car, Nuan Nuan looked at the dense dark clouds ahead and felt suffocated.
Large dark clouds loomed over the sky, weighing heavily on her head.
Looking around, it looks like the sky is falling.
Her sky really fell.
Outside the car window, the wind was blowing wildly.
Not long after, there seemed to be a big hole in the sky and it rained heavily.
Big raindrops hit the car with all their strength.
Nuan Nuan held the steering wheel with both hands and watched a car passing by.
Their goals are very clear and they are moving in the direction.
She was the only one, the car stopped halfway, and she suddenly didn't know where to go.
When her parents and Yanzhi asked her why they had taken away the child, she was extremely heartbroken but could not explain it.
No matter what, it was her fault first.
It was she who personally signed the consent form to remove the child, killing that unformed little life.
Big tears rolled out of my eyes.
Bits of it hit the steering wheel.
She remembered what Yanzhi had said against her.
How much did she owe Yanzhi over the years?
…
In the coffee shop, Nancy rushed over and snatched the wine glass from Gu Yanzhi's hand.
"That's enough, stop drinking!"
Employees know Gu Yanzhi.
She saw him drinking to relieve his sorrows in her cafe. Since he was a friend of the boss, he called her.
Only then did she realize that Gu Yanzhi had treated her place as a bar.
"This is a coffee shop, not a bar."
Gu Yanzhi went back after receiving the call and didn't eat either.
When I get to the cafe, I drink strong alcohol on an empty stomach.
Half a bottle of strong liquor went into his stomach, and his stomach was burned. It hurt, but it was no match for his heartache.
My heart can hurt so much.
The wine glass was snatched away, and he reached out to grab it, but missed it.
He raised his head slightly and looked at Nancy with blurred vision, "Give it to me, that's my wine."
He opened his mouth, smelling of alcohol.
The person is already somewhat drunk.
Nancy had a sullen face, ignored Gu Yanzhi's implication, and said angrily: "If you want to drink, go to other places, don't drink at my place."
In his condition, he has no ability to go to other places to drink.
But unexpectedly, after hearing this, Gu Yanzhi put one hand on the table and stood up unsteadily.
Without saying a word, he stood up, grabbed the bottle that Nancy had set aside, and staggered downstairs like a drunkard on the street.
Nancy: "..."
Standing there, watching, take a step and bump against the table.
In just a few steps, I was bumped into several times.
The spacious aisle was forced by Gu Yanzhi to walk out of the curve of Section 2.
With his pace of disapproval, he didn't even need to go down the stairs, he could just roll down.
Nancy stood there and shouted angrily: "Hey!"
She didn't chase him away either.
This person!
Gu Yanzhi was really sad.
But there is nowhere to go.
This is the only place he can come to when he's not happy.
However, Nancy also chased him away when he came here.
It's not that he doesn't want to go to the bar, it's just that he's not in a good condition today and it's too easy to get into trouble when he goes to those places.
Gu Yanzhi continued walking down.
My brain is still awake, but I drank too much and my legs are a little unruly.
Stumbling forward.
Nancy was really speechless. Seeing that the person had reached the stairs, she could only step forward, reach out and grab his arm and pull the person back, "Gu Yanzhi!"
Gu Yanzhi has formed muscle memory in the past few years. Except for Nuan Nuan and Gu Mu, he has almost never had physical contact with other women.
The moment Nancy touched him, he subconsciously raised his hand and waved it away, preventing her from touching her.
Because he drank too much, Gu Yanzhi couldn't control his strength well.
Nancy is already thin.
With this flick, he knocked Nancy back several steps.
With a "bang", it hit the solid wood shelf on the right.
Severe pain struck.
Nancy hissed and took a breath.
Gu Yanzhi, who was about to go down the stairs, heard this and stopped.
Turning around, I saw Nancy standing in front of the shelf with decorations, covering her forehead, with a face that was always cold and expressionless.
Because of the pain, his facial expression lost control and wrinkled into a ball.
When Gu Yanzhi saw it, he apologized apologetically, "I'm sorry."
Nancy exhaled and stood up straight, "It's okay."
She raised her eyes to look at Gu Yanzhi, who was obviously drunk.
Where can he go like this?
The road is not stable.
Nancy, "I have my private lounge on the third floor. Would you like to go up there and rest for a while before leaving?"
Normally, these words coming from the mouth are suggestive.
When a woman invites a man, especially a drunk man, into her private space, she must want something to happen.
But Gu Yanzhi knew that Nancy was not.
She simply saw that he had drunk too much and asked him to go up to rest and sober up.
After his marriage, the only member of the opposite sex with whom he maintained personal contact was Nancy.
It's really comfortable to get along with Nancy.
Even if you don't chat, just sit together quietly and drink a cup of coffee, you will be infected by her calmness, and your impetuous heart will calm down.
Therefore, after leaving the Gu family, the first place he thought of was here.
I just wanted to find a place to be quiet and let him lick his wounds.
Unintentionally hurt Nancy.
"Are you really okay?"
Gu Yanzhi's vision was blurred due to the influence of alcohol. He let go of his hand holding the escalator and stumbled two steps towards Nancy.
"It's really okay."
Nancy stood up and her expression returned to normal.
…
The third floor is completely Nancy's personal world.
Sometimes I am too late to finish my work in the coffee shop, so I go to the third floor to rest.
The decoration here is very simple, but very warm, which is somewhat inconsistent with her coldness.
There is a faint scent of incense floating in the air, which is pleasant to the heart and mind.
Nancy walked in front, and Gu Yanzhi followed behind.
Standing outside the lounge door, he looked at Nancy's slender and tall back and asked, "Aren't you afraid of attracting wolves into your house?"
Nancy was getting a new quilt from the cabinet when she heard this and looked up at him.
She is not old, but has a lot of experience.
Another emotional blogger.
It's not like she didn't know what might happen if she let a man into her bedroom.
but--
This person is Gu Yanzhi, a man who loves his wife deeply.
Nancy just looked at her quietly, put the quilt on the sofa, turned around and went out.
Only then did Gu Yanzhi step up and walk in.
After a while, Nancy came back again.
Gu Yanzhi had just put on his clothes and lay down on the sofa when he heard the sound and opened his eyes.
Watch Nancy walk in from outside.
The smell floating in the air told him that what she was holding was hangover soup.
When I took over the Gu family before, I always drank too much during social gatherings.
No matter how late he gets home every time, warmth will be waiting for him and the sobering soup will be prepared.
When I think of warmth, I think of her ruthlessly aborting his child.
Gu Yanzhi's heart was twitching violently again.
"After drinking this, you will feel more comfortable when you wake up."
Nancy's voice brought Gu Yanzhi back to his senses, he reached out to take the sobering soup, raised his head and drank it all in one gulp.
No defense against Nancy.
Nancy didn't say much. After he finished drinking, she reached out and took it.
"I still have some manuscripts to finish, so I'm leaving now."
After saying that, he turned around and left without hesitation.
"Thank you."
Gu Yanzhi thanked him.
Nancy nodded and closed the curtains and door before going out.
The footsteps then moved away.
Gu Yanzhi lay down. Ever since he met Wen Nuan in Country H, he had never slept at another woman's house.
The relaxing fragrance lingered in his nose, and the alcohol corroded his brain, and he slowly closed his eyes.
Amidst the pain of stomach churning, I fell asleep in a daze.
…
The night is getting darker.
Nancy finished the manuscript and was exhausted.
I got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower, yawned, opened the quilt, lay down, and fell asleep instantly.
While I was sleeping soundly, my mobile phone placed beside the bed vibrated at night.
"Buzz-"
This is her private account, and there are not many people in it.
Nancy reached for her phone sleepily, without looking at it, and answered directly, "Hello..."
I heard Gu Yanzhi moaning in pain on the other side of the line.
Nancy was completely sleepless.
Opening his eyes, he quickly rolled over and sat up from the bed. He didn't have time to change clothes, so he took out a long windbreaker from the closet and wrapped it from head to toe. He put on his slippers and hurried out.
She lives not far from the coffee shop.
The car made two turns, and a few minutes later, it stopped at the entrance of the coffee shop.
Nancy quickly went up to the third floor and opened the lounge door.
What hit my nose was the unpleasant smell of vomit.
This smell was so familiar to her.
Before coming to Jiangcheng, she had also been heartbroken.
During that time, I relied on alcohol to numb myself every day.
I often drink too much and lie down on the toilet alone, vomiting until the sky is dark.
I drank until I had stomach bleeding and almost died at home.
That was the closest she came to death.
She stayed in the hospital for a week.
It was also that week that she figured it out.
Love your neighbor before you love yourself.
She broke free from the love that was destined to have no future, and no longer deceived herself and others and lived in the lies spun by that man.
He left that city and returned to Jiangcheng.
Opened this cafe here.
"Crack-"
Nancy turned on the light.
The room is bright.
When she saw Gu Yanzhi curled up in a ball on the sofa, she immediately walked over and asked, "Gu Yanzhi, what's wrong with you?"
He closed the distance and looked at the man's bloodless face, dripping with cold sweat from the pain.
She has experienced it and has seen it clearly.
This is a stomach problem.
Nancy calmly called an ambulance and then went to the bathroom.
Soon, she came out with a hot towel and helped Gu Yanzhi simply clean up the dirt stuck to the corners of his mouth and chin.
While cleaning up, Nancy's wrist was suddenly grabbed by Gu Yanzhi.
The others were no longer sober, looking at Nancy with pain in their eyes, and murmuring heartbrokenly: "Nuan Nuan, why did you take away my child?"
"I love you so much, why can't you love me?"
"Why do you do something that I can't forgive you for? Why?"
Like a wild beast silently licking its wounds, it was moaning in pain because it was in too much pain and could not bear it.
Nancy's heart tightened inexplicably.
For Gu Yanzhi, she only regarded him as a senior.
Regarding feelings, I once loved passionately.
No matter what, I am full of enthusiasm.
Like a moth to the flame.
After being deeply hurt, she had become indifferent to feelings.
Love is not important to her.
She likes to be alone and alone.
Meeting Gu Yanzhi again, I may have seen my former self in him.
He was her only friend in recent years who was willing to open up and talk.
It is said that there is no pure friendship between men and women.
She always felt that she and Gu Yanzhi were just friends.
This was the first time that Nancy felt sorry for Gu Yanzhi.
In him, she saw her former self.
"Warmth, why?!"
The force on her wrist tightened, and Nancy did not pull away, but looked at Gu Yanzhi with complicated eyes.
Until the sound of an ambulance rang downstairs.
The ambulance crew came up and carried Gu Yanzhi down.
Nancy immediately stepped up to follow.
Stepping out of the coffee, the cold wind hit her, and the confusion in Nancy's eyes instantly became clear.
…
Hospital
It was already the afternoon of the next day when Gu Yanzhi woke up. The smell of disinfectant in the air made him realize that he was in the hospital.
He was exhausted.
I didn't eat for almost the whole day yesterday, and I vomited everything again in the middle of the night.
He could only feel that someone was wiping his face with a hot towel.
He opened his eyes.
Meet the warm eyes.
Nuan Nuan also didn't sleep all night. She received a call from a strange woman in the middle of the night last night.
As soon as I heard that Gu Yanzhi had been admitted to the hospital, I had no time to think about it, so I rushed over to take care of Gu Yanzhi overnight, and I haven't even slept a wink until now.
While looking at each other quietly, both of them thought of yesterday. For a moment, Wen Nuan didn't know what to say.
He avoided Gu Yanzhi's gaze and continued to take care of him silently.
This time, the hot towel did not touch Gu Yanzhi's face, so he moved away and avoided her touch.
Warm's heart tightened for a while.
The hand holding the towel tightened.
She knew that Yanzhi didn't want to see her now, but she was his wife.
He was hospitalized and she couldn't leave him alone.
After a few seconds of silence, Wen Nuan took back his hand, took a step back, and whispered softly: "I'll buy you something to eat."
After saying that, he turned around and left.
Until her figure disappeared, Gu Yanzhi's eyes fell on the door of the ward.
Thinking of how cautious she was when facing him, almost trying to please him, I felt very sad.
After several years of marriage, he thought that he and the warm heart were getting closer and closer, but he didn't expect that it was just what he thought.
He couldn't forgive her for secretly taking away his child.
Because behind this is what he cares about the most.
She doesn't love him.
So I don’t want to have a child for him, and I don’t want the child to become a bond between the two of them.
Is she ready to leave him a long time ago? Without children, she can leave without any worries.
This incident opened a huge rift in his heart, a rift that could not be repaired.
He loves her.
Want to see her.
But when he saw her, he couldn't control himself from hating her.