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Chapter 413: I can't go back

Cheng Jingshu rushed to the small town of Jiangcheng and held a wedding with Nangong Jue.

She put on a pure white wedding dress, prepared by Nangong Jue.

In the past few years, he has prepared everything needed for the two of them to get married, and they are all in his office.

It placed expectations on him and gave me the motivation to persevere.

When he returned to Jiangcheng, he brought them all back with him as a memory.

These were found by Mrs. Nangong in his residence while packing up his belongings.

The wedding dress was prepared according to Cheng Jingshu's previous size. Now she is too thin and can't hold it up, so she had to use a lot of clips to put it on.

She put on very delicate makeup for herself, held Nangong Jue's photo, and stood devoutly in front of the priest.

When the priest asked if you are willing, she smiled and firmly said the "I do" she said to Nangong Jue in the ward.

She married Nangong Jue with a happy smile on her face.

The only witnesses to this wedding were Mr. and Mrs. Nangong.

Mrs. Nangong covered her mouth and cried on her husband's shoulder.

She has never loved passionately in her life, and she doesn't know what it feels like to love someone deeply.

Her husband is her first and only man.

Her marriage to her husband was a perfect match and a natural union.

After marriage, the husband and wife were harmonious and respected each other as guests. The husband was a good husband. He never flirted with women outside and was always loyal to their family.

She and her husband have spent most of their lives in an ordinary way, and they can be regarded as a model couple in the eyes of others, which is enviable.

They say she is lucky.

Living such a life, she felt that this is how marriage should be.

In her opinion, her son was completely led astray by Cheng. He was just a novelty to Cheng, and the young man wanted to stimulate him.

As long as she takes her son away, separates the two, and ends their wrong relationship.

She arranges for her son to get in touch with some outstanding women who are a good match for him, and his son will soon forget that his surname is Cheng.

The son is still the son who makes them proud.

So she actively arranged marriage arrangements for her son, and finally selected a daughter-in-law that she was satisfied with.

Let your son develop a relationship with his future daughter-in-law, and watch your son follow his own ideas step by step.

Confirm the relationship, then get engaged, and then get married.

She thought she was doing it for her son's good.

He successfully saved his son and led him on the right path.

How could she have known that her son would love Cheng Jingshu so much that he would have to marry her.



Cheng Jingshu finished the ceremony and walked to Nangong and his wife, who were crying until they collapsed, holding Nangong Jue's photo.

With a "pop", she knelt down in front of Nangong and his wife, "Dad, Mom."

"well."

Nangong and his wife choked in response and stretched out their hands to help her.

Cheng Jingshu refused their support, knelt on the ground, and kowtowed to them, "Mom and Dad, I'm sorry for you. I asked you, the white-haired person, to send the black-haired person. I'm sorry."

"Shu'er, Jue'er's father and I both know your thoughts, and Jue'er also knows it."

"Thank you for helping Jue'er resolve this regret. Life is still very long. You go and find your own happiness. I think what Jue'er wants to see most is the happiness that you can live."

Is the process of resentment quiet?

How can you not complain?

If it weren't for her, Jue'er wouldn't have done anything that would make them feel that they were embarrassed by the Nangong family.

But, when it comes to feelings, a slap in the face can't make a difference.

To put it bluntly, it was Jueer who was willing to do it.

"Um."

Cheng Jingshu responded softly without saying much.

Mrs. Nangong helped Cheng Jingshu up and looked at the photo of her in her arms.

He held her hand tightly with one hand and gently stroked his son's face with the other, his eyes wet with tears again.



After the wedding, it was Nangong Jue's funeral.

The sun was shining brightly on the wedding day, but it suddenly started pouring rain at the funeral.

Cheng Jingshu, who had always been Nangong Jue's wife, completed the entire funeral and sent off all relatives and friends with Nangong and his wife.

In the end, only she and Nangong couple were left in the cemetery.

Cheng Jingshu held a big black umbrella in her hand, which made her look even thinner and thinner, as if a gust of wind could take her away.

She looked at the two people in front of her who were extremely heartbroken and simply couldn't bear it and said, "Mom and Dad, you go back and rest first. I want to stay with you again."

Mrs. Nangong held Cheng Jingshu's hand, thinking that she had listened to what she said in the church.

Say your final farewell to your son, bury Jueer deeply in your heart, and continue your new life.

"It's raining heavily. Don't let it stop for too long. You can come over and see Jue when you have time."

Mrs. Nangong experienced the pain of losing her son, which was a severe shock.

In just a few days, I lost a lot of weight and my mental state was very bad.

Leaning in her husband's arms, she whispered to Cheng Jingshu.

"I know, Mom."

Cheng Jingshu responded gently and watched Nangong and his wife leave.

Everyone left, and she was the only one left in the huge cemetery.

The sky seemed to have a big hole in it.

The rain came pouring down.

The umbrella slipped from my hand, a gust of wind blew by, and the big black umbrella was swept away and flew far away.

The rain fell all over Cheng Jingshu.

She stood quietly, looking at Nangong Jue's face engraved in her mind on his tombstone.

It rained all day and all night.

The next day, the sky cleared up and was cloudless.

The warm sunshine covered the entire cemetery.

The cemetery guard discovered Cheng Jingshu while inspecting the cemetery.

She leaned against Nangong Jue's tombstone, her face pressed against his photo, her eyes closed and a smile on her lips.

The body has long been stiff and has no warmth.

She died, in front of Nangong Jue's tombstone.

Yes, they can't be together.

Death, I just want to share the cave together.

I hope they can be together in the next life.

She will definitely learn to cherish it and will no longer be stubborn.



Jiangcheng

Three days ago, after Gu Yanzhi filed for divorce, he didn't go back.

The next day, when the divorce agreement was signed, Gu Yanzhi did not show up in person.

He signed it and asked his lawyer to go to Nuan Nuan directly with the agreement.

Nuan Nuan was in the company, looking at the lawyer standing in front of her, and reached out to take the divorce agreement.

Gu Yanzhi offered Nuan Nuan a lot, but Nuan Nuan rejected them all.

She chose to cleanse herself and leave the house without asking for anything.

Gu Yanzhi finally agreed.

The lawyer re-drafted the divorce agreement and Wen Nuan signed it.

The moment he signed his name, Wen Nuan's eyes couldn't help but turn red.

She quickly turned her head away, pressed the intercom, and asked the secretary to come in and send the lawyer away.

Nuan Nuan left the company and drove to find Mu Chenxi.

Sheng Group Branch, Mu Chenxi's office.

"Knock knock."

There was a knock on the office door. Mu Chenxi was dealing with work and answered without raising her head, "Come in."

The door was pushed open.

Hearing the person coming in, Mu Chenxi raised his head and looked over.

I thought it was the secretary, but I didn't expect to see Nuan Nuan, "Nuan Nuan?"

She immediately stood up and went to meet him, reaching out to hold his warm hand.

Nuan Nuan returned to hold Mu Chenxi's hand, "Did it disturb your work?"

"What's the trouble between us?"

Mu Chenxi raised her hand and pinched Nuan Nuan's face affectionately. It was so thin that there was no excess flesh left.

He led her to the chair in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and sat down.

Ask the secretary to make two cups of warm scented tea and come in.

The secretary put down the scented tea and quietly backed away.

Nuan Nuan looked at Mu Chenxi and said calmly: "Sister Chenxi, Yanzhi and I are divorced."

After Sister Chen Xi left her home, she promised that no matter what decision she made, she would tell her as soon as possible.

No matter how calm you are, you still can't really be calm inside.

The scented tea on the table is steaming hot, and the mist rises, coating the vision with a layer of mist.

After four years of marriage, she and Yanzhi were the closest people.

Even if there is no love, there is mutual companionship and support, dependence and care.

After being separated from him, I still feel a lot of reluctance in my heart.

Yanzhi is the man who loves her most in the world, but it's a pity that she met Lu Jingxing first.

"Nuan Nuan..."

Mu Chenxi could see that Wen Nuan was feeling sad.

"Sister Chenxi, I'm fine."

Wen Nuan shook his head gently.

Both she and Yanzhi knew that they really couldn't go back.

It's not that they don't want to live a good life, but that in the past few years, little by little, a deep gap has been opened between the two of them.

She knew that Yanzhi still loved her, but he was tired and so was she.

If this continues, it will only make things more difficult between her and her parents.

"Everything will be fine."

"Have you told Ke Yan?"

Marriage is like drinking water, knowing whether it is hot or cold.

Outsiders can't say much.

"Not yet. She's on vacation tomorrow and I'll pick her up. Next Monday, Yanzhi and I will get divorced. Then, I want to go out for a walk."

She has been too tired from living for more than twenty years.

Before thirty, the heart will fail before you grow old.

Every step in life is your own choice, no different from others.

"Aren't you going to find Lu Jingxing?"

She knew that Lu Jingxing had divorced Cheng Jingshu.

Looking at Nuan Nuan, Mu Chenxi asked cautiously.

When Nuan Nuan heard Lu Jingxing's name, he paused slightly while drinking tea.

In just a few seconds, she had recovered, put the teacup back to its original position, slowly raised her head to look at Mu Chenxi, and said softly: "Lu Jingxing and I can't go back."

There was a layer of mist under the eyes.

Since ancient times, there are many words that make people feel inexplicably painful.

There is so much pain and sadness hidden in it that I can't go back.



After leaving Mu Chenxi's company, Nuan Nuan drove to Gu's house.

"Ms. Wen, the husband and wife don't want to see you, please leave."

Wen Nuan was blocked from the door by the domestic servant.

She knew that it was Gu's mother's intention.

Nuan Nuan did not leave, she kept standing at the gate, waiting.



Gu's mother was sitting on the sofa with a cold expression.

Even though Yanzhi had told her that Nuan Nuan didn't mean to take away the Gu family's child.

But so what?

In her eyes, Wen Nuan was slandering her precious son, and she couldn't get over this hurdle.

In her eyes, a woman carrying an oil bottle is a negative point.

No matter how excellent such a woman is, it is difficult to find someone, and it is difficult to find an outstanding one.

And Wen Nuan's ability to find a man like Yanzhi who is excellent in all aspects in their family has already burned high incense to his ancestors.

Not to mention, she and her husband accepted Wen Nuan and her daughter generously and did not dislike her.

In her eyes, Nuan Wen married into the Gu family and should have been lower than their son in this family.

Warmth should be appreciated.

She couldn't accept that a woman like Wen Wen could look down on such an outstanding son like hers.

Why should she?

When Gu's mother heard the servant say that Nuan Nuan had not left and had been standing outside, she said in a cold voice: "If she wants to stand, just let her and don't worry about her."

After that, Gu's mother went to do other things.

She thought the warmth would leave soon, but she didn't expect that she was still waiting until evening.

When Gu's father came home and saw it, he asked his servant to bring Nuan Nuan in.

Wen Nuan stood in the living room, looking at the indifferent Mother Gu and the equally indifferent Father Gu, and sincerely apologized to them, "Uncle, Auntie, I'm sorry."

The words "parents" came to my lips and I swallowed them back.

No matter what the reason was for taking away the child, she had nothing to show for in these four years.

They had always wanted to have a grandson, but they never had one, and it was delayed for four years.

Yanzhi didn't blame her, but she couldn't help but feel that she was indebted.

"Thank you."

Thank you to them for treating me as their daughter and Ke Yan as your granddaughter in the past few years.

Thank you also to them for not being affected even in the most angry situation.



After leaving the Gu family, Nuan Nuan went to the shopping mall near the community where she bought something for her mother and brother.

She bought a lot of things for her mother and brother, and she also wanted to ask them to help her take care of Ke Yan while she went out to relax.

The mall staff helped her put her things into the car one by one.

Close the trunk door, thank the staff, and watch them leave.

Just as he was about to turn around and get in the car, he noticed a look in the crowd.

After many years, she seemed to be able to sense his presence immediately as long as he was in the crowd.

Standing by the car, Wen Nuan turned his head and looked where his eyes were.

Lu Jingxing stood on the side of the road opposite the shopping mall, looking at her with bottomless eyes.

When she looked at him, Lu Jingxing walked over.

Nuan Nuan stood there, watching him walk towards her step by step, and finally stopped a step away.

The four eyes meet.

Silence spread between the two of them.

In the noisy street, people were coming and going, but the two people looked at each other in silence.

Lu Jingxing just looked at Nuan Nuan, his thin lips moved several times, but he still couldn't find the right words.

I haven't seen her so close for a long, long time.

The moment he saw the warmth with his own eyes, Lu Jingxing's heart was severely torn.

Just one glance made him feel heartbroken and suffocated.

How come she is so thin?

Eyes moist.

Throat choked.

After a long time, Lu Jingxing said in a low voice: "Nuan Nuan, promise me to take good care of yourself."

"good."

Wen Nuan nodded gently.

Looking at Lu Jingxing, he lightly curled his lips and said, "You should be good too."

"Um."

Over the years, the passage of time has made Lu Jingxing more and more happy and angry.

But in front of Nuan Nuan, he instantly lost the ability to manage his emotions.

I couldn't help but choke up my voice.

Nuannuan took a deep look at Lu Jingxing, smiled gently at him, then turned around, opened the door and got in the car.

He used to not understand her.

He understands her now.

This understanding made her feel warm.

Very grateful too.

At this moment, he didn't say anything to her about their restart, and he didn't put her in an awkward position.

Nuan Nuan drove away.

Lu Jingxing stood there, watching the warm car slowly disappear from his sight.

Before Nuannuan married Gu Yanzhi, she had been waiting for him.

After her marriage, he has been waiting for her.

Even at that time, he knew that he might never be able to wait for her again and just miss her.

However, he insisted on waiting.

Regardless of whether he could wait until the end, he wanted to continue waiting.

He was no longer as self-centered as before, but asked Nuan Nuan, why didn't she come back to him even though she was divorced?

Because he understands.

So I won’t ask further.

He turned around and walked back to his car parked on the side of the road, opened the door and got in.

He didn't drive immediately, but reached out and took out a painting.

It was painted by Xiaozhe four years ago.

He cut it out and put it in a photo frame, which he carries with him all the time.

In the painting are him, Nuan Nuan, Xiao Zhe, and Ke Yan. The painting is very abstract, but the four corners of their mouths are obviously raised, and they are smiling happily.


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