Aunt Song and Gao Xue were both taking care of the children. I just felt so tired. I slept all the time and couldn't fill the hole in my heart.
I miss you so much."
Fang Yin was shocked by Shen Yan's words and took a step back, but Shen Yan felt that he was leaving and quickly grabbed his hand.
"Are you leaving?
Can't you stay with me a little longer even in your dreams?
I really miss you, but I really can't stand your indifferent expression, as if I am a complete stranger.
So I have never been to your ward these days, will you blame me?"
Only then did Fang Yinjiao realize that something was wrong with Shen Yan, as he seemed to think of himself as a person in a dream.
This situation seems to be a good solution now, and he doesn't want to wake Shen Yan up from his dream.
"I don't blame you.
You should have a good rest now, you have to recuperate your mind and take good care of your body, and we will talk about other things later."
With Fang Yin's comfort, Shen Yan lay down again. She turned her face sideways and pressed Fang Yin's hand under her cheek.
"Why do you and your sister always say the same thing?
I also know that things need to be solved one by one, but you remember everyone, except me...
I'm so sad, Fang Yin."
Even in a dream, Shen Yan's eyes were still red when she recalled what she heard that day.
"Why is it me?
If it weren't for how good I am, it would have been hard to get to this point.
As a result, you forgot about me. I love you so much and miss you so much. I have missed you so much for so many days.
Sometimes I wonder, if you hadn't held me in your arms that day and blocked the impact for me, would you have forgotten me now?"
Fang Yin's expression changed, "Even if it happens again, I will still hold you in my arms to block you.
Don't think about this, I will try my best to think of you."
These words came out as if subconsciously.
Fang Yin didn't have time to think, Shen Yan tugged on his sleeve, making him lower his body.
"Hug me, I haven't been hugged by you for a long time."
Fang Yin's arms were a little stiff, but he still followed Shen Yan's request and hugged her.
In his arms, Shen Yan fell asleep in a short while, and now there was a smile on her lips.
After realizing this, Fang Yin also breathed a sigh of relief.
She didn't know why Fang Yin felt anxious when she saw Shen Yan frowning or looking like she wanted to cry.
Even if he was so worried about Shen Yan's absence, he still had to recall the memories as soon as possible.
About a quarter of an hour later, after making sure that Shen Yan was asleep, Fang Yin gently took her off his arm.
"Sleep well."
After he walked out, he found a woman leaning against the door. This should be Shen Yan's best friend Gao Xue that Wang Qing mentioned.
"You still haven't thought about Shen Yan at all?"
Gao Xue lowered her head and did not look at Fang Yin, but Fang Yin inexplicably sensed an aura from her body.
This woman is not that simple.
"Feel sorry."
He now knows what to say. This is not something he can decide. It is too cruel for them.
"I'll figure it out as soon as possible."
Gao Xue then raised his head and said, "You know? The last time I met you, you promised me that you would protect her, and now you have indeed done it.
I hope you can do the same. What you said this time, I don’t want to see her look so sad again.”
"...hasn't she been sleeping well these days?"
Seeing that Fang Yin finally had the idea of caring about Shen Yan's situation, Gao Xue walked aside with him and chatted with him about Shen Yan's recent situation.
“If you can’t sleep well, how can you sleep well?
The thought of the person she loved so much forgetting him made her toss and turn at night.
But she was afraid of affecting me, so she kept resisting the desire to turn over.
I know it all.
Sometimes when I wake up from sleep, he is still not asleep.
And regarding those two babies, he always feels that he doesn't love them that much. I feel that it may be because he has projected some of his feelings towards you about your amnesia, which is why he is like this.
If she continues to be depressed in the future, I will consider taking her to see a psychiatrist."
Fang Yin didn't expect it to turn out like this.
"It's not her fault. How can she put all the problems on herself?"
"Don't you know? That's just how she is.
Whenever something goes wrong for a person, priority should be given to whether it is his or her own problem.
Sometimes she feels guilty even though it's clearly not her fault.
She now feels that she does not love her two babies as much as she did before they were born, and she feels that she is not worthy of being a qualified mother."
After seeing Fang Yin's expression, Gao Xue laughed and said, "Oh, I forgot. You really don't remember now."
"Anyway, that's all for today.
I'm going back to take care of Shen Yan.
If you still want to know later, just send me a message on WeChat.
At least you want to understand Shen Yan now, I'm actually worried that you will completely let go of Shen Yan's hand after this time."
Fang Yin knew what Gao Xue meant. She was not worried about the two of them getting separated, but she was worried that he would throw away Shen Yan's hand first.
As for who the man beside Shen Yan is, I'm afraid Gao Xue doesn't particularly care.
Just as Fang Yin thought, Gao Xuexue really didn't care.
The only thing she cared about was whether Shen Yan was happy or not.
Gao Xue hopes that Shen Yan can be happy forever, just like when they got together some time ago.
It's a pity that Shen Yan's happiness at that time came from this man in front of her, and her pain still comes from this man now.
Alas, it was also because he had seen how happy they looked before that Gao Xue didn't look at Fang Yin coldly now.
Instead, he thought that if there was any way, it would be nice to remind him of Shen Yan as soon as possible.
Otherwise, according to Gao Xue's temper, she would never let Fang Yin in.
After Gao Xue left, Fang Yin sat on the stool for a while.
But no one knows what the rumored CEO of Fang Group is thinking.
When Gao Xue returned to the ward, he found that Shen Yan had sat up, holding his forehead, looking lost.
"What's wrong? Is this a dream?
How did you sleep today?"
Hearing Gao Xue's voice, Shen Yan came back to her senses, "Sister, I seem to have had a very real dream.
Because it’s so real, I now wonder if it’s fake.”
Gao Xue laughed after hearing her words, "Are you still awake? Since it's a dream, isn't it definitely a lie?"
Shen Yan thought for a moment and said, "That seems to be true."
If it hadn't been in a dream, he wouldn't have been able to treat himself so gently.
Thinking of the current situation between him and Fang Yin, Shen Yan couldn't help but bring up a very bitter smile.
"Sister, it's better to dream."
Gao Xue stopped when he heard Shen Yan's words.
"Did you have a sweet dream at noon today? Why don't you tell me."
"I...I dreamed that Fang Yin came over, although he still looked dazed.
But at least he didn't look at me with such indifferent eyes in the dream.
And I also told him that I miss him very much recently.
Later I seemed to fall asleep in his arms, but would my sister's dream be so real?
I seem to really feel people’s body temperature.”
After listening to Shen Yan's words, Gao Xue was stunned for a moment, and then laughed again.
"You two...
Fang Yin did come to see you today.
Maybe your dream is not a dream after all."
Shen Yan's eyes widened in surprise, "Sister, are you saying that Fang Yin came here to see me?
When did you come?
Then why didn't he wake me up? I thought I was dreaming!"
"Maybe he doesn't know how to face you for a while.
After all, he has lost his memory about you now, you have to remember this fact.
But I think if he is willing to come to you, it is already a good start.
Don’t worry, everything is going in the right direction, isn’t it?”
Shen Yan was still a little unable to recover. She admitted that after hearing the news, her heartbeat was already a little too loud.
She seemed to see hope again, the hope of her own love.
"Well, sister, I'm so happy. Is it wrong to be so happy? You just came to see me.
Am I thinking too much, maybe he just came to see me out of basic obligation?"
"Why are you so troubled?
Just laugh when you should be happy.
Anyway, I chatted with him for a while. Regarding your current situation, I believe he will find a solution soon."
When Shen Yan heard what Gao Xue said, she even smiled so hard that she couldn't even blink.
This was the only genuine smile she had shown since the day she heard that Fang Yin had woken up.
Seeing Shen Yan like this, Gao Xue felt even more distressed, but at least everything is developing in a good direction, right?
If Shen Yan truly loves Fang Yin, then as her friend, she will also support her.
It would be nice if I could suffer less injuries and not be as painful as this time.
"Okay, are you in the mood to eat more now? I didn't have much lunch today."
Gao Xue's estimate was good. Sure enough, after Shen Yan felt better, her appetite improved a lot.
I could still drink less than half a bowl of soup, which I had never been able to take a few mouthfuls of before.
Does love really have such great power? Looking at such heavy smoke, Gao Xue was always stuck in this question.
But at the same time, Shen Yan was also giving her an extremely positive answer.
Somehow, Gao Xue also thought of that man.
If they were together, would they be very happy?
It was just a momentary thought, and Gao Xue immediately shook his head.
Since she had already agreed, she shouldn't break the agreement.