Mengxue will never forget the day Cheng Liushang died. The wind was so strong that it made her mind muddy. She didn't know how she answered the palace. She only knew that during those days, she was completely confused.
Just like in the past when Xiaoxiao lost her light...
During that time, she locked herself in the house and refused to see anyone - especially Cheng Song.
Sometimes, Mengxue really wishes that she could be slower and simpler, but she just can't do it.
The moment Cheng Liushang passed away, she connected everything that had happened in the past, and she knew that it must be related to Cheng Song.
Perhaps, in the end, the person who killed Cheng Liushang was not Cheng Song, but Mengxue believed that without Cheng Song's arrangement, things would not have happened...
Mengxue didn't know where Cheng Song got the flute that Xu Ruolan said was only one pair in the world. It wasn't important. What was important was that he took the flute and made Xu Ruolan think that the flute-hater was Cheng Liuzhang, and then he approached her...
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Mengxue had known for a long time that Cheng Song hated Xiao Ke. She always thought that was the most beautiful encounter. Who knew...it turned out that all this was just a plot arranged by Cheng Song...
Cheng Song did this to prevent Xu Ruolan and Cheng Liuzhang from getting closer. Behind Xu Ruolan, there are many forces from Chu State, and Cheng Liuzhang has a lot of power from Sheng State. If they unite, whether Xu Ruolan stands behind Cheng Liuzhang, or Cheng Liuzhang
Going to help the Chu State would not be conducive to Cheng Song's plan to unify the world...
Mengxue actually knew this all along...
She once thought about finding Master Zhen and asking him to take her away.
However, at this time, she found out that she was pregnant...
Child...
That's Cheng Song and her child!
Mengxue lost her parents when she was young. She remembered that what she longed for most when she was a child was that one day, she could hold her mother with one hand and her father with the other, jumping and playing on the street.
In this world, father's love and mother's love cannot be replaced, even with more material things.
Mengxue understands this very well!
She hopes that her child can have a happy family, a father who loves him, and a mother who loves him...
So, she started to pretend that she kept deceiving herself and made up various reasons to deceive herself. It had nothing to do with Cheng Song! She started to laugh non-stop and do everything for Cheng Song considerately, making herself look like
A happy little woman immersed in love...
In fact...she was just lying to herself...
Mengxue lowered her head and looked at her swollen belly. She couldn't help but reach out her hand and touch it gently.
It’s been nine months, baby, did you know that your mother has been lying to herself...
Mom is not happy at all!
Baby, do you know? Whenever it is quiet at night, my mother's heart will hurt so much, as if it is about to burst...
It’s only nine months old, and my mother can’t seem to pretend anymore…
In the future, the days will be so long, how will mom pretend?
If one day, my mother can't hold it anymore and accidentally sheds tears in front of you, how should I explain it to you?
Baby... I'm sorry... Mom seems like she can't pretend anymore...
Tears welled up unknowingly, and by the time Mengxue noticed it, her entire face was wet!
Can't cry!
Can't cry!
Li Mengxue, you can't cry! If you act like this, it will affect the baby, and the baby will be depressed...
Mengxue tried her best to wipe the tears from her face, but... the tears kept pouring out...
Recently, she started to have dreams, dreaming that the eldest emperor looked at her before he died, hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing...
Brother Emperor, have you also seen the clues?
Big Brother, what on earth did you want to tell me at that time?
Cheng Song's face appeared in her mind, and Mengxue was confused - at this moment, she really didn't know what to do next! Should she continue to pretend?
The question is, can she keep pretending?
In just the past few months, she has almost collapsed...
I still remember what she said to Cheng Lingfeng in the morning - she believed in Cheng Song...
Yes!
She really hoped that she could believe Cheng Song, but... the facts were there...
Whenever she sees Cheng Song's face, she will remember that he is the murderer who indirectly killed the eldest brother! Her heart hurts so much, but... she still has to laugh...
If she doesn’t smile, she won’t be able to control herself! She must use a smile to deceive herself...
But, how could she deceive herself?
Mengxue sometimes thinks that if there is no baby, she must have left! Now, she is probably in the time and space of Master Zhen...
In that case, Cheng Song is already an impossible past for her. Regarding memories, people will probably only remember the good side...
If that were the case, she shouldn't be in so much pain now...
But...what if...
Mengxue rested her head, looked at her belly, and couldn't help but murmur:
"Baby, isn't mommy so bad? Mommy doesn't want you... Actually... that's not the case... Mommy is still very happy! I'm very happy to have you... You are my mother's angel..."
"Tsk...Li Mengxue, you are so confused..."
Suddenly, a complaint appeared in the air. Mengxue raised her head slightly and found that there was one more person in the room at this moment.
His hair is very short, with a short cut common in the 21st century, and he is wearing silver-white metallic clothes. Mengxue knows that this must be Master Zhen, but...
"You..." Mengxue looked at him with some confusion.
"This is my true appearance! My grandfather is Mongoloid, my grandmother is Negro, and my mother is a mixture of Europa and Mongoloid... Why...am I very handsome?" Master Zhen
His blue eyes gave Mengxue a wink and said, "Our time and space is the real global village. It is natural for people in a village to intermarry..."
"oh……"
Mengxue didn't seem to be very interested in this.
Master Zhen naturally noticed that he came here today not to spread his scientific knowledge about time and space to her.
"Mengxue, let me take you away." Suddenly, his voice became extremely serious.
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Manuscript box: Ouch, it’s me again! CJY seems to be on a blind date again...