Mengxue raised her head and looked at Master Zhen. She was a little confused...
Want to leave?
Then... what to do with the child?
"Xiao Mengmeng, you must have been in a lot of pain these past few months..." Master Zhen looked at Mengxue and said softly.
"I..." Mengxue spoke softly, not knowing what to say.
"Xiao Mengmeng, why don't you say anything? Do you hate me?" Master Zhen suddenly said cautiously, "Because I once planned to kill Cheng Liushang... so... you hate me... right?"
"But... Cheng Liushang didn't die because of you after all..." Meng Xue said lightly, her voice soft.
Since I didn't die because of you, why should I hate you?
The person I want to hate should be the person who indirectly killed the eldest emperor brother...
"Xiao Mengmeng, actually... this cannot be blamed on Cheng Song. Cheng Liushang's death is a historical necessity..." Master Zhen said.
"Historical necessity... If it weren't for Cheng Song, perhaps there wouldn't be this historical necessity..."
Mengxue's voice is still very soft, so weak...
This time, Master Zhen also fell silent.
"Xiao Mengmeng, since you are so depressed, just come with me." Master Zhen said, "If you leave here, everything will be fine."
"Dahuang, take me to a place, okay?"
Mengxue suddenly raised her head and looked at Master Zhen seriously, her dark eyes like a clear spring.
"Where to go?" Master Zhen asked puzzledly.
"Misty forest." Mengxue said - she... wanted to verify something.
"good."
Master Zhen replied that although he didn't know why she suddenly wanted to go there, he knew that she must have her reasons.
No matter how she looks at him now, in his opinion, after all, he hopes that she can be happy and happy.
Master Zhen's teleportation is indeed a good thing. Mengxue felt that she closed her eyes, then opened them, and she appeared in the misty forest...
Familiar scenes, Mengxue still remembered here, where she met the two thieves in Huajian, met Cheng Liushang, and then... they got lost together...
"I also met Cheng Liushang here." Master Zhen said, "Actually, Cheng Liushang is a good person... but..."
"Brother Dahuang, he is really a good man." Mengxue said softly. She turned her head and looked at Master Zhen, "So...Dahuang, you are actually in pain too. You don't want to kill him...but...
You must kill him, because it carries your history... History cannot make any mistakes... Otherwise, your era is likely to be destroyed... So, you have been in pain... But, you are also glad, because you finally killed him
After all, it’s not you...right?"
Mengxue's eyes were as clear as water, and Master Zhen's heart began to beat - she... could actually understand his inner thoughts...
It turned out that she saw all of this so clearly.
"So...you still consider me a friend, right?"
Master Zhen looked at Mengxue and asked very seriously. When he spoke, he could even hear his own heartbeat - was he... was he nervous?
Mengxue looked at Master Zhen quietly, and she felt his nervousness - his hands were clenched tightly...
actually……
Master Zhen is not having an easy life these days!
Mengxue felt that she still understood him! Master Zhen was not a cruel person. If he had a choice, he would definitely not have the idea of killing Cheng Liushang. However, the things he was carrying were too heavy and he had no choice.
…
"You seem to have lost weight. Didn't you supplement your nutrition well in that time and space? My friend..."
Mengxue joked softly, and his last words about friends finally made Master Zhen feel relieved!
She... still thinks of him as a friend!
For the first time, Master Zhen felt a sense of relief. He suddenly felt that it felt so good to be forgiven and tolerated by someone...
Thinking of this, Master Zhen lowered his head and looked at Mengxue. His heart suddenly clenched. For some reason, he began to feel bad - he felt bad for her...
Mengxue, she is actually blaming herself too...
"Xiao Mengmeng, please tell me, okay? Don't hold everything in your heart... just say everything you think..."
Master Zhen said with great distress.
Mengxue raised her head and looked at Master Zhen, still silent.
"Mengxue, don't hold it in, hold it in your heart... it's not good for the child..."
Master Zhen's words made Mengxue's heart move slightly. She lowered her head and looked at her belly, as if she was thinking about something.
"Xiao Mengmeng, it will make you feel better if you say it." Master Zhen said, "You have been pretending for so long... It's time to indulge yourself..."
Mengxue remained silent.
She lowered her head, not knowing what she was thinking.
After a long time, she finally raised her head and looked at Master Zhen motionlessly:
"Dahuang, if... I had been more careful in the palace that day and not been robbed by the men in black sent by Xu Ruolan... maybe... things wouldn't be like this... right?"
While Mengxue was speaking, her big, watery eyes were staring at Master Zhen motionlessly, shining faintly.
She...is indeed blaming herself...
"Mengxue, it's not your fault! This has nothing to do with you." Master Zhen wanted to comfort Mengxue, "No matter how much you pay attention, it's useless, because Cheng Song has long sent people to secretly help Xu Ruolan's people, so that
He can successfully kidnap you. I'm afraid even Xu Ruolan didn't expect this..."
At this point, Master Zhen suddenly realized that he seemed to have said something he shouldn't have said, and reflexively stretched out his hand to cover his mouth.
"I……"
"You're right. If Cheng Song hadn't planned to have me taken away by Xu Ruolan, how could Xu Ruolan's people take me away with the level of his secret guards?"
Mengxue was very calm when she spoke, so calm, even the tears in her eyes fell so calmly.
"Actually... I have thought of it a long time ago, but I just don't believe it... I am always lying to myself, lying to myself. Cheng Song is not that unbearable..."
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