He sat beside her bed, held her in his arms, and said bitterly, "The doctor said you are just hypoglycemia and you won't have any trouble. Don't think about it. Believe me, you will be fine."
Mu Yuzhen leaned in his arms, and this time she didn't want to struggle to push him away.
People are always tired, tired, afraid of anxiety, and always want someone to stand by their side to support them, or let her rely on them just like that...
Even though he said this, she still felt something different in her heart.
She knows her own body better than anyone else.
Recently, she is always weak and her head hurts often. Sometimes she has symptoms of nausea and retching, and sometimes she is even so severe that her chest is so tight that she can't breathe. She often sits on the sofa or lies on a chair, and she wants to
sleep.
Does this kind of her have something to do with her eyes?
Dr. Li said that this is related to the medication she injects every day, so the above symptoms appear.
Everyone told her not to think about it. Is it really just that she was thinking about it? She knew that they were hiding it from her. Is her eyes really no longer visible?
Mu Yuzhen knew that if he asked any further, he would not tell him.
Leaning in his arms, I remembered the past, the places I had been to, the many beautiful things in this world, and Azhe's appearance, and Niu Niu's sweet smile...
And, he.
His appearance is deeply portrayed in her mind and lingering in her memory.
Thinking that I might never see these again, my daughter’s smiling face, the sunrise and the sky is red in the east, the gorgeous sunshine, and the appearance of him...
My heart was filled with sourness, and two clear tears quietly slid from the corners of her eyes, penetrated into his shirt, wet a large area and soaked his heart.
Feeling that his chest was wet, he did not pull her away, did not ask, and let her vent her heart's pain, and just held her helplessly.
If she could see it, she would definitely see the fog in his eyes that was wet because of her.
His face was no longer cold and contempt, but also heartache and guilt for her.
Unfortunately, she could not see anything, she could not feel anything, and could only let her heart get colder and colder...
****
Mu Yuzhen insisted on being discharged from the hospital, no matter how others persuaded her.
He had no choice but to discharge her from the hospital. When she was discharged in the afternoon, she sat in the back seat of the car. He sat beside her and found that her face was tilted towards the window.
He never realized that her clear water eyes were so bright and beautiful.
It’s a pity that those beautiful eyes have no soul and no focal length...
Suddenly, she spoke lightly, "Can you tell me where I pass by now?"
He reached out to hold her hand and said in a deep voice, "Jinmao Plaza."
Upon hearing this, Mu Yuzhen's lips held a light curve and whispered, "Are there many flowers over there? I remember the last time I saw it was a chrysanthemum, or did you?"
He looked around and saw that there were indeed many chrysanthemums that decorated the city on the steps over there, and they were blooming brilliantly...
"Um."
Mu Yuzhen stopped talking. She didn't know how distressed he felt when the expression on her face at this time. Seeing that she stopped talking, he silently signaled the driver to park the car on the side of the road with his eyes and asked, "I want to go down and go."
Go?"
"May I?"
A rare trace of joy finally appeared on her face.
Since her eyes can't see, she has never been to crowded places again.
Without answering her, he opened the car door, came to her, took her hand, "Come on, get out of the car."
As soon as the car got off, the breeze blew on her face, blew her hair gently across Tengjinsi's cheeks, causing ripples in his heart. Mu Yuzhen stood beside him and let him hold it.
Holding his own hands, he kept walking forward.
She couldn't help asking, "Where are you going?"
He did not answer, silently pulled her to the chrysanthemums, and took her hand to touch them. Only then did Mu Yuzhen realize that he wanted to take her to see the flowers.
What's the use of feeling the existence of flowers but not seeing their gorgeous beauty?
She retracted her hand, the smile on her face became bitter little by little, she lowered her head and tried her best to control her emotions, "Actually... you don't have to do this."
She choked and continued, "What's the use of touching it, feeling it, and not seeing it?"
"You will see it."
He said firmly, but she raised the corner of her mouth bitterly, "Don't give me hope, okay?"
"Do you know that if there is hope for the impossible thing, you will be even more disappointed in the future?"
She took a deep breath, suppressed the sour tide in her heart, and said, "I would rather you be more honest and cruel to me. At least I will learn to adapt to my current life. One day, I will be fine without you in the future.
life.”
"But now, I can only rely on you. Without your support, I can't go anywhere or do it. Tengjinsi, I feel like a waste, and I can't do anything every day by breathing.
Even if I take a shower and go to the bathroom, I need Aunt Li to help me and take me there."
"I don't know if I can survive if I leave you one day?"
When she talked about the sadness, her tears were about to fall a few times, but she forced herself to hold it back.
Seeing her sadness, Tengjinsi began to regret taking her to see the flowers by herself. He thought she could feel it and be happy. Did he do something wrong again?
No matter what he does, it will make her sad.
He couldn't help but reach out to stroke her cheek, rubbing her cheek with his palms. Seeing her so helpless, he didn't know what he was going to do, "Tell me, what should I do?"
How to do it so that she can be happier.
How can she be optimistic that she will be better.