How can she be optimistic that she will be better.
What if he does, his heart won't hurt so much.
Seeing her so painful and helpless, Tengjinsi really wanted to do something that would make her feel better.
Sometimes I really hope that she can look at herself fearlessly like before. Even if he mocks and contempts her, she can still confront him like a hedgehog.
But now, she is becoming more and more helpless and her health is getting worse and worse.
Mu Yuzhen smiled bitterly, turned her face slightly to avoid his gentle movements, "You have to do nothing, we have no relationship, you don't have to do anything for me."
"Is there really nothing to do with us?"
He asked her, her eyes locked on her expression, and she wanted to see something from it. He didn't know what he wanted to see, but he was unwilling to accept it. Is it really not at all related to her as she said?
He was asking her, and he was also asking back.
Mu Yuzhen smiled slightly, only she could know the bitter taste, "Otherwise? Do you think there is anything else between us besides the relationship between superiors and subordinates?"
"Even friends, we can't count it."
She said bitterly, and quietly turned her body to the other side, sighing, "I can understand your feelings. Being pestered by a woman I don't like is indeed annoying, let alone giving birth to Niu Niu on my own, which made you and Xia Qingtian missed so many years. Of course you would hate me. I was too stupid. I thought that just working hard is enough, and I thought that as long as I worked hard, I could impress you. Only today do I realize that love cannot be forced or hardworking is enough. If I don't love, I don't love."
"I misunderstood you from Aze. Now the matter has been explained clearly, and we are even."
She said, a bitter curve blooming on her lips made him feel like an ice cap pierced in his heart, which was very painful...
After a while, Mu Yuzhen said, "Niu Niu..."
Speaking of Niu Niu, her heart stinged.
But I have to say that I suppressed my pain. She reluctantly smiled, "That child is soft but not hard. If you do something wrong or disobedient, you can tell her well, it will be more effective than scolding her. In the future, Niu Niu... will be given to you."
She knew that her eyes might not be able to be better.
She couldn't even take good care of herself, so why should she fight for Niu Niu's custody and let her suffer with her?
I would rather Niu Niu live a good life with the driver Tengjin because she, a mom, was powerless and could not give her a good life.
Over the years, she has been struggling to hold on because of her daughter, but this is the result.
I always think that as long as I work harder and persist for a longer time, I will soon meet Niu Niu and return to the past days, and the mother and daughter depend on each other for life.
But she couldn't wait until that time, and suddenly gave up and wanted to return her daughter. Her heart seemed to be pressed against a huge rock, and it hurts in a depressing pain.
Upon hearing this, Tengjinsi looked straight at her.
Looking at the tears flashing in her eyes and the smile disguised on her lips, he felt very uncomfortable.
"Are you willing to bear it?"
"Are you willing to give me Niu Niu and never mind her again?"
"Where did Mu Yuzhen, who was desperate to rob me of custody of Niu Niu, go? Aren't you ready, hire a lawyer, and prepare to have a protracted battle with me? Why did you give up? Are you really giving up your daughter so easily?"
He said with heartache, his voice exuding helplessness and sadness.
Tears slid from the corners of her eyes. She wanted to raise her hand to wipe it away, but his big hand held her wrist tightly and stopped her movements.
He turned her shoulders and let her face him. He held her hands tightly and refused to allow her to wipe away the tears from her face, and asked, "Why do you cry?"
"You can actually leave Niu Niu cruelly, why do you cry?"
"Are you reluctant to let go? Since you are reluctant to let go, why should you give up so easily?"
"Otherwise? What can I do?"
She burst into tears, and she asked with tears, "What can I do? I can't even take good care of myself. How can I take care of Niu Niu? How can I train him?"
"I know you are comforting me and telling me that I can get better, but Tengjinsi, I am not a fool. I have feelings. Can my eyes get better? I have feelings myself!! If I do this, what can I use to fight a protracted war with you? What should I use to support Niu Niu, let alone take care of her."
She said the pain in her heart, and tears fell silently.
He understood her helplessness and panic, and pulled her into her arms and held her tightly. He listened to her crying in her arms. This time, he couldn't even say the same words of comfort and deception.
Because she is smart enough, he said too much that he could not change this cruel reality.
Her arms contracted and she held her tightly. Her grievanced tears wet his shirt. The wet and hot tears seemed to penetrate his skin, slowly sliding across his heart, leaving traces and pain that the doctor could not erase.
His lips pressed against her ear and whispered, "There is me and I am here. Niu Niu can't live without you, do you understand?"
He wanted to tell her how important she is.
I want to use Niu Niu to cheer her up and let her dispel the negative thoughts.
But why the tighter the hug, the harder it is to really feel her?
That feeling was like the quicksand tightly clenched in his hand, disappearing little by little. How should he change the quicksand idea and let it stay in his own hands obediently.
This scene was sad in their eyes, but in the eyes of outsiders, they thought it was a deep embrace of affection.
For example, in Wen Tian’s eyes!!
Ten meters away from behind them, Wen Tian stood there, watching the man she was thinking about was holding other women tightly. At that moment, she felt that her chest was hurting even when she breathed.
How could he hold other women?
In addition to hurt, there was also hatred in Wen Tian's eyes.
Extreme love and paranoid love have been deeply rooted in her heart and cannot be changed at all.
She did not allow other women to snatch Tengjinsi. She has been pursuing for so many years and persisted for so long. The result she wanted was not to watch him fall in love with other women.
If one day he really falls in love with another woman and must live with that woman, Wen Tian doesn't know what she will do to that woman, and she doesn't know...
I could only guide her to do the next thing with the burning hatred in my heart.
She pinched her hands tightly, her fingernails were deeply embedded in her palms, leaving a deep mark, but she didn't know the pain at all.
Because hatred has covered all the feelings in the body.
She was paranoid and thought that what she gave should be rewarded, and her love should be responded. Is there anyone in this world who can compare with her feelings for Tengjinsi? Who can be as crazy about love as she is?
He can only be hers, only!!
***
Life passes quickly, and it is the night when Niu Niu participates in the piano competition.
Niu Niu seemed both excited and nervous, and kept sitting there practicing. Mu Yuzhen was with her side to practice with her. She felt that her daughter was so nervous that she had played several buttons incorrectly. She grabbed Niu Niu's hand with distress, "Niu Niu, stop playing."
He reached out to touch his daughter's face and smiled, "I believe that Niu Niu can perform well when she goes on stage. In the eyes of mommy, you are the best, so don't be nervous, just like you only play it for mommy at home. If you are afraid, don't watch those audiences. The competition is not only better than you, but also mentality is very important."
"Mommy, are you nervous when you attend a fashion show?"
The little girl recently read the magazine that Mu Yuzhen appeared at Milan Fashion Week, and proudly pointed at the people on it and showed off to the children, "This is my mommy."
Mu Yuzhen smiled slightly and touched the little girl's head, "Of course there will be nervousness, but Mommy will tell herself that if she missed the opportunity because of nervousness, she will lose more. Moreover, when Mommy is nervous and afraid, she will think that the audience below does not exist, or you can imagine them as something else, so that you won't be afraid."
"Hehe, can I imagine both the judges and the audience as ants? Ants are so small, I don't have to be afraid."
"Yeah, of course."
The little girl then showed her smile, and she smiled and showed her cute little tiger teeth.
Tengjinsi had already stood behind them at some point. Seeing his daughter smiling so happily, his lips couldn't help but curl up a light curve. He walked up and rubbed Niu Niu's bangs in a doting way, "I won't go change my clothes yet, I'll be late later."
The little girl screamed strangely and quickly turned around and ran upstairs.
He looked at her and saw that there was still a slight smile on her lips, and he couldn't help but whisper, "You look good when you smile, and smile more in the future."
Hearing this, she was stunned and unnaturally reached out and stroked the hair behind her ears, embarrassingly changing the topic, "I...I'll go upstairs to change clothes."
"Do you want me to help you?"
He almost blurted out like this.
I didn't expect that she would misunderstand, nor did I expect that her words were so provocative that the servants next to me would cover their mouths and laugh.
ps: Some people may not understand what Wen Tian thinks. It may be understandable that you regard her as a fan of Tengjinsi's crazy paranoid fan.