Unknowingly, my hair has grown much longer. What surprised me the most was that a long hair had floated below my eyes and began to fly uneasily in the air.
However, when I am happy about my long hair that is about to fly, I am more filled with endless sadness. My dear Xiao Ke, I have finally become what you like again, but you have already reached that distant and distant place.
A humid southern city.
Xiaoke, why did the cruel time separate us in the end? Why can't I forget the old wounds? Those memories that were lost in the depths of time reappear like ashes, and my heart is filled with bursts of non-stop sadness.
I can't forget the calls you made to me on countless winter nights. Mizuki, Mizuki... you called my name in your sleep. Your cold fingertips kept trembling in the dark night, and when I touched your fingertips,
For a moment, my heart was broken and could no longer be mended.
Your eyes that are still clear in the dark let me understand that you are the color that I will never take off in this life. And your stubbornness in front of me makes me know the loneliness and loss deep in your heart. You are
A child who lacks warmth, you are a child who needs care, you are a child who will make me suffocate in pain.
Mizuki, you called my name with a smile, but there was a touch of sadness in your eyes. You told me that you like boys who play guitar. So I went to all the piano stores in the city and bought a blue guitar that you like.
Guitar.
I cut off my beloved long nails and played with the heavy guitar all day long. In the beginning, because I practiced too hard, my fingertips were scratched, and bright red blood seeped into the strings.
Gradually turns to dark red.
You carefully held up my right hand and wiped the wound for me. I leaned down and quietly sucked the tears falling from your cheek. My hand went through your long black hair, and your trembling body was resting on my shoulder.
It kept rising and falling. At that moment, my tears fell silently, sliding down my cheeks and landing on your cold neck muscles.
When the melodious melody with a woody feel finally came out of my fingertips, your face was filled with unprecedented joy. So, our souls found their home in the dark night. Your call will always come late at night,
Then the sad sound of my guitar floats until you on the other end of the phone burst into tears.
I finally began to become silent, so silent that apart from you and the guitar, I no longer have the ability to love. However, I always wake up from my sleep. When I see my empty hands, I vaguely feel your departure.
.
It was youth that made me whole, and it was youth that separated you and me. Looking back, the nightmare of June came to me again, drowning me, leaving me weak and gasping for breath. When I heard the cold score on the phone
At that moment, I knew I would never wake up again.
I dyed my hair bright red and started traveling around the city’s bars and discos with my guitar on my back. It was a nightmare day. I was depressed all day long and couldn’t extricate myself from smoking and drinking. I was so decadent.
As I live, that cold score always lingers in my mind.
Charming girls began to appear around me. They kissed me in the dark until I was drunk. We were lingering in the dark, but I still shouted your name, Xiao Ke, Xiao Ke... There were screams everywhere
The voices are full of corrupt figures everywhere...
When I woke up, I saw four white walls. I angrily pulled out the hanging needle on my arm and rushed to the door. At this time, I saw you at the door. You had a perforated stomach. You said to me calmly.
Let me out. I yelled at you like crazy, but you didn't dodge. Just when I was about to push you away, you raised your arm. Scarlet blood was slipping down drop by drop, dripping on the white skin.
On the floor, strange flowers bloomed.
I picked you up desperately and rushed to the emergency room. Only then did I realize that your face was as pale as a piece of paper. I kept calling your name, and your eyes were slowly closing.
.Mizuki, you opened your chapped lips and murmured.
I waited uneasily outside the emergency room. Time seemed to have stopped suddenly. In the silent corridor, I thought of every moment I spent with you, which made me burst into tears. I kept drawing the cross on my chest.
I just hope that Xiao Ke can be safe.
The closed door finally opened. When I saw you safe and sound, I could no longer suppress the joy in my heart. Xiaoke, I will never make you sad again. I told myself.
After I was discharged from the hospital, you and I cut off my red hair. I finally saw my true self again. But Xiaoke, you have to leave this city at this time. Go to that distant and humid southern city.
On the day of farewell, you stroked my cheek and said pitifully, Shuimu, you must live a good life. I nodded and didn't let you see the tears in my eyes. Until the moment you turned around and left, my tears finally stopped.
Live and splash in the air.
My hair began to grow longer day by day, and finally there was one hair that could cover my eyes. But Xiaoke, do you who live in a distant city think of me again? Thinking of every bit of our lives.