I didn't see the expression on the devil man's face, and I didn't want to look at it. Because I was afraid that if I saw that familiar face, my heart would soften, I would cry, and I would be in pain...
And I can't cry, I want to laugh now, I want to be happy, even if it's just a forced smile, even if the smile is uglier than crying, no matter how fake the smile is, I can only laugh. I want to laugh for the seniors, and I don't want to let the seniors because
I am hurt and in pain, I don’t want to hurt senior anymore...
"Ruofei..." the senior called me softly.
I stopped bandaging my hands and looked up at the senior worriedly: "What's wrong, senior? Does it hurt? Then please be gentle..."
"Ruofei!" The senior suddenly held my hand with his other hand. I looked up at the senior again. Those gentle eyes looked at me deeply, "Why did you come out to grab the ball just now? It was to help.
me?"
I nodded and said: "Senior, you are already injured, but you are still holding on. Of course I want to help senior. I don't want senior to get hurt for me."
"Ruofei..." The senior looked at me, his eyes blurred, "Are you concerned about me? Really? Are you worried about me?..."
I smiled lightly: "Yeah, senior has sacrificed so much for me, of course I'm worried... I don't want to hurt senior again..."
"Ruofei..." The senior glanced at me, then slowly lowered his head and placed a gentle kiss on my forehead.
This kiss was deep, gentle, and light. But it made me tremble slightly. Should I refuse?... This is just a polite kiss of thanks. Why does it make me so uncomfortable...
As if he felt my trembling, the senior let go of the kiss. I came to my senses and quickly continued to bandage: "Senior, I... I will continue to bandage you..."
Senior Zuo Hanjun smiled happily, stopped talking, and silently looked at me who looked nervous in front of me.
Neither my senior nor I knew that this dialogue had already been heard and seen by the demon man outside the infirmary door... It was like the tip of a needle piercing his heart...
Why, what he saw from her back was so... desolate and painful. Why was she like this... was it for Zuo Hanjun?... Is that so...
He doesn't want! He doesn't want her to fall in love with Zuo Hanjun, he must know her heart...
Why did she treat him like this on the basketball court just now? Why did she ignore him and pretend he didn't exist?...Is she angry? What is she angry about?
He has to go find her and ask her, he must know!...