"Ruofei, let me take you home..." After I bandaged up Senior Zuo Hanjun, Senior Zuo Hanjun took the initiative to hold my hand.
"Senior... I can go back by myself..." Being led by the senior like this, to be honest, I'm really not used to it.
"Ruofei, I'm afraid, what will happen if you are bullied again... So, let me be the flower protector..." The senior smiled, so warm that I couldn't help but nod.
"okay……"
Along the way, I walked on the right side of the senior, and I always liked to keep looking up at that profile face with a resolute outline.
The senior is so handsome and treats me so well, why can't I like the senior... Why can't I calm down when I'm with the senior now, and there's still that devilish man in my mind to cause trouble...
Suddenly, the senior also turned his head and looked into my eyes with a smile: "What's wrong? Why are you always looking at me."
I suddenly blushed: "No...nothing..."
"Senior." I looked away, "Why are you looking for Senior Zhong Yumo today..."
"Ruofei?..."
"Senior, I'm fine, I'm really fine... Just don't go looking for him, okay... I don't want to hurt the feelings between you. That's between him and me, I can solve it myself..."
"Ruofei! Fool..." The senior suddenly stopped and looked at me, "I said I want to be your flower protector, so your business is my business... I want to protect you...
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"Senior." I looked at the senior gratefully.
"Fool, let's go..." The senior stopped talking, turned his head, took my hand again and walked forward.
Senior, you are really good...Ai Ruofei, you really don't know how to cherish it!...
Thinking about it, my nose became sour and tears fell involuntarily. "Ruofei? Why are you crying again..." When the senior found out, he wiped away my tears in panic.
"It's okay, senior, I'm so touched... You are really nice to me..."
"Fool!" The senior knocked me on the head gently, "Stop crying, do you know how much you make me feel distressed when you are like this..."
Seeing the senior's eyes gradually becoming more and more confused, I quickly turned my head away and took the initiative to hold the senior's hand: "Senior, I... let's go, I'm hungry..."
"okay!"
I felt the warmth and security conveyed to me by the holding hands, and suddenly felt a sense of satisfaction. However, it was different from what the devil man gave me...
Why... I can't understand what this feeling is... I just always feel that the senior's palms are so safe. The thin strands of sweat on the palms are so warm...
I finally got home...I breathed a sigh of relief. I finally got through the day!...Yes, I got through it today...I don't know what will happen tomorrow, but now I may only be able to get through one day.
Just consider it a day...
If you get through today, then today's pain will be over. Although you don't know what the pain will be tomorrow, but as long as you spend each day slowly like this, the pain every day will be over slowly...
So when will this kind of pain pass forever and disappear forever?... When will the wound heal?
"Ruofei." The senior gently called me back, "I have to say goodbye to you again..."
The senior stared at me, as if he wanted to see me completely in his eyes: "You know, after I sent you home yesterday and said goodbye to you, when I saw your back fading away, I suddenly became scared... I was scared.
, I will lose you, and I am afraid that I will not be able to hold your hand and take you home in the future... That feeling is so strong!..."
The senior paused and continued: "So, Ruofei, I don't want to lose you, I hope to have you..."
My heart suddenly trembled: "Senior..."
Senior Zuo Hanjun held my hand tightly and looked at me expectantly: "Ruofei, will you be my girlfriend?"
I was startled, the hand being held trembled slightly, and I didn't know how to answer.
Senior Zuo Hanjun felt my move, and his eyes were stunned for a moment: "I know, you still can't forget him..."
I avoided the senior's eyes, not wanting him to see the expression on my face at this time, because when the senior mentioned that him, my heart suddenly hurt. It turns out that I still can't forget... "Learn...senior, I..."
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"Fool!" the senior called me gently, hugged me into his arms, and let go after a moment, "How can you forget someone so easily if you like someone? I just hope that you can accept me and let me help you... Ruofei
, do you know that I really like you, really, really like you, I don’t want to lose you and I don’t want to lose you..."
I was suddenly shocked. Is the senior's love for me so deep... So, what should I do?... I don't want to hurt my senior anymore, should I accept it...
Before I could finish thinking, the senior said: "Ruofei, think about it, and come to me when you are willing to give me the answer. I will wait for you..."