"In the eyes of many people, being an official is so good and prestigious. When you become an official and have power, you can accomplish things that many people cannot. You have resources that many people don't have. You seem to have more resources than others.
Others have more possibilities to realize their own personal value, regardless of whether this self-realization is due to your personal selfish desires, desire to perform, or, to put it more broadly, it is an ideal."
Sister Chen and Sheng Chuncheng said: "I agree, this is a fact. Sometimes in this position, accomplishing things does give me a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction. But to put it bluntly, these are all false and superficial.
There are more things that others cannot see. What others see is only what you get, and what you pay is what others cannot see.
"You don't have to ask yourself, you can go with the flow, do whatever others do, and even work hard to get what you want, but in this way, the road will not be long, and the final result will be as refreshing as
His father was like that.
"Do you think Shuangshuang's father doesn't know that he might have such a day? No, no, he knows. I have reminded him many times that all the corrupt officials you see, no matter how big or small their official positions are, they have thought that there will be such a day.
On this day, they were lying alone on the bed at night, in the dark, and they had all been unable to sleep, and they had all been scared.
"But they can't control themselves. They have to go that way. On the one hand, they are taking a chance. On the other hand, when everyone else is doing it, if you don't do it, it's too bad.
It’s difficult, you are just a time-travelling ghost, Xiao Sheng, do you know how difficult it is to be a time-traveling ghost and an alien in a position like ours?
"You can't imagine that, to a certain extent, I can say frankly that I am such a time-lapse ghost and an anomaly. On this point, I have a clear conscience, and I want to become a time-lapse ghost.
Only I can understand the pressure of being an outlier, and others cannot.
"The reason why I have become a time-lapse ghost and an outlier is not because of how high my consciousness is or how high my self-requirements are, but because I have mysophobia, which I have had since I was a child. In this regard, Shuangshuang is very similar to me. If she hadn't
If you are mysophobic, you will not make yourself depressed or desperate.
"When I became a time-travelling ghost and an alien, only Shuangshuang would tell me, 'Mom, you did the right thing, I support you.' At that moment, I was very proud of myself and very proud of Shuangshuang.
pride."
Sheng Chuncheng listened. He really couldn't understand what Sister Chen meant by being a ghost and an alien. In his opinion, Sister Chen was not always glamorous, whether in front of the camera or behind the camera. That Qian xx,
She has always been capable and confident, doing things vigorously and resolutely. What pressure is she talking about? Is someone not letting her do things?
"This kind of scenery comes with a price." Sister Chen and Sheng Chuncheng said, "The pressure first comes from your relatives. By the way, Xiao Sheng, you have seen or heard about Shuangshuang's grandparents, uncles and aunts.
Uncle and aunt?"
Sheng Chuncheng shook his head. He had never seen or heard of the people Sister Chen mentioned.
"We have stopped communicating with each other a long time ago. No, no, they have cut off ties with me a long time ago." Sister Chen snorted, "I have offended all my own parents, my own brother and sister, walking in the
On the road, even if they were walking towards me, when they saw me, they would turn their heads away and pretend they didn't see me."
"Why?" Sheng Chuncheng couldn't help but ask.
"In the words of my parents, they are selfish and inhumane. If you give birth to me, you will give birth to a beast. My father once pointed at my nose and scolded me. If a person doesn't even have family affection, what's the difference between you and a beast?
"
Sister Chen sneered: "In their eyes, I am just a beast that no one knows. In the words of my brother and sister, I am prude and hypocritical. For the sake of my personal future and official position, I can step on others to climb up. They
I think I’m just stepping on them.”
"Why do you say that?" Sheng Chuncheng asked.
"It's very simple. In the eyes of my parents, if your own brother and sister don't help, what's the use of being a high-ranking official. In the eyes of my brother and sister, it's natural for me to help them, and I can't even imagine the benefits.
If you are one of your own, are you still one of your own?
"But they never thought that if I had done what they wanted, I wouldn't be sitting here talking to you today, and I would end up like Shuangshuang's dad, or when Shuangshuang's dad goes in, I
He also went in.
"For so many years, the most difficult thing for me is to refuse, to refuse the requests of relatives and friends. This kind of rejection is the most hurtful. It hurts others and hurts myself. I have always asked myself in this way to make myself become
Being blunt, even if I offend them all, I can't even open a small crack. It's really heartless.
"Being an official is about doing things, and more importantly, being a human being. If you can't do well as a person, you will definitely not be able to do good things, let alone be a bad official. A good official is a good official, and a good person is a good person. No one can be both a good official and a good person.
She is a good person. The good person I am talking about is not what is promoted in the media, but to the people close to her and to the people around her, that is what she is, without any exaggeration.
"I know that there are countless people who are very happy at the moment. They have been waiting and can finally see my joke, 'Why are you so proud? I didn't expect you to have this day, right?' I know they will be like this.
Think, Xiaosheng, do you think it’s a bit complicated?”
Sheng Chuncheng nodded and said yes, I don't quite understand.
"Actually, it's easy to understand." Sister Chen said, "As I said before, when your position is higher, your resources are indeed larger, and you can indeed do things that others can't do. For example, my sister graduated from college.
At that time, I could have let her enter the unit she wanted to join with just one phone call, but I refused and did not make the call.
"Later, Shuangshuang's father made this call and arranged for her to be admitted to a unit under my system. Of course they were looking at it for my face. After I found out, I scolded the supervisor and asked him to
Get my sister out immediately. Do you think, how could my sister not hate me? She went to my parents to cry, and my father called me, but I hung up the phone.
"Is it ruthless? Indeed, I feel that I am ruthless, but I can't help but be so ruthless. I treat my sister the same way, and I treat my brother the same way. My brother's company hired my subordinate through an open tender.
I disqualified him from the project, and my brother ran to my office angrily. If someone else hadn't stopped him, he would have beaten me.
"Xiao Sheng, do you think I am a very good memorizer and am I very different from this alien?"
Sheng Chuncheng nodded and said: "Indeed, it is indeed very unhuman. To be honest, if you were really my sister, I would be angry with you if you treated me like this."
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